HIJRAH LOVE AFIFAH

Heart Restart

The Part 38

The next day Rain left for school earlier than usual , all night he could not sleep well , because his chest was often tight , his appetite was also lost , his mood was right² chaotic , he hopes that after meeting with Radit and Sheila can comfort his heart that is not good² only.

When he reached the , the class was still empty, he walked lethargicly to his bangkumya, he sat propping his chin up, looking straight ahead , whatever he was thinking , his body was on earth , ' he was on the face , his heart in the moon , his mind in pluto , opposite .

Until Sheila came she still sat daydreaming with the same position

" Tumben leaves early in the morning.What dream was last night ..? "

" How to dream, if sleep is hard .. "

" Hahaha ... still a thought last night.. "

" It's not really thought that , just .... "

" What's all ? stop Rain ... enjoy just don't think too much about it, santuy .. ooyy santuy , it can be crazy if you keep²in .. "

" I don't know.. ogh ya, Radit where ? "

" Loh did not say the same to you , if today to Jombang , whether there is any business, how suddenly there , I also did not have time to ask , you do not fight , kaan? "

" No ! From yesterday until this morning do not bother what² and do not say if you want to go to Jombang , we are good² aja kok , why not ask , why arrive² there ? "

Sheila shrugged her shoulders and seemed indifferent, because she was actually still upset at Radit for not being honest about Sari

" Neighborhood ..all times do not know , "

" Even though a heart of , separu or lenjal if he does not talk I also do not know , you think I shaman can nebak way of thinking people , like not have a job aja , ' you think , another time install a surveillance camera in Radit's ear to be safe, fear of losing aja sok²an mendua .. mentiga, not cool loe... aahhh"

" Not that either, La , we will always be three, if there is no one so not exciting, different it feels "

" So right one pa one of three nich, which is clear to be easy to love the value, if you do not want to stay honest aja , do not need prestige , rather than being left behind a stretch was as malleable as a hot worm "

" You who do not have a job , ngapainngintipin worm overheating, if pity will stay moved to a shady place .. lama² you nyebelin also "

" Same .. you are also, right.hehehehe.. but the person who is ngebelin it nganggeni looh , don't be mistaken "

" Don't get the wrong flavor what...? " (*do not it if the Javanese timburan means vegetables cooked using gravy, like vegetable soup but say do not sop , yes so)

" Don't sop is given soto seasoning, so it's wrong.. "

Rain took a deep breath then threw it rough , arrived² the feeling of tightness came again , he rubbed2 softly his chest while closing his eyes, Sheila stared intensely at the friend, "Rain ... you why ? , you're fine² right ? " tanyanya

" From yesterday I was often like this, La.. arrived² nyesek , like there's something going on but I don't know what it is , it can only be felt by the heart , my logic can't digest it "he complained

" To doctor yuuukk... not usually you like this .. but you don't have a fever, right ? " ask Sheila while holding onto Rain's forehead

" I'm not papa "

Sheila still continued to pay attention to Rain , her eyes were sharp , as if she was examining with her inner eyes what her best friend was experiencing , he is indeed not a fortune teller just the origin of nebak which is sometimes right sometimes wrong .

" Rain ... is still nyesek ? " he asked, Rain just nodded slowly

" try to take a breath and then throw it slowly, repeat it a few times, focus, let go of the load on the head for a moment, your heart can not accept that much pressure , do not be imposed if it is not strong, just tangisin so relieved "

Rain stared fixedly at Sheila, at the corner of her eyes there was a clear liquid that tried to keep her from coming out .

Sheila pulls RAIN by the hand and takes her out of class to the school mosque, because of the quiet place her best friend needs right now .

" Now we're just two Rain, overflow all the burdens you're feeling, don't soak anymore, sometimes people also need to cry to restore the heart, a lot of garbage to throw away , if you keep it will have an impact on the mind that is prolonged stress , not crazy stress but more to the thinking² that negatively affects the old brain system² can also be crazy really "

" I sometimes envy you , La.. look at me, materially it is above enough but from distant affection, La. I am like a stranger living in my family , myself , I can't even choose between what I like and what they like 'em right, you say, I'm depressed by all the rules you make 'til sometimes it makes me brutal , but it was yesterday .. lama² I am getting used to my loneliness and solitude "

Sheila rubs² shoulder Rain slowly, "Rain... All parents would want the best for their child , let alone your one²nya child , om Ramdan and aunt Dhania that's a good person , and I think all the rules that are made are still in terms of normal, you are the only one who can not position yourself what to do and how, not I blame you, no ... only you are less grateful for what you have , preferring to compare your situation with others , Remember Rain ...sometimes what you see well is not always good sometimes only the cover, you never know what it looks like ? yes yes yes .. "

" What that means is that you're not happy either.. "

" Happy is ourselves who created Rain, because happiness comes from HEART" Sheila said while holding Rain's chest

" Material is important but not everything , there are many examples , many people live pas²an but they are happy but many are also scattered treasures but always lack , the point should be many² grateful and positive thinking , can see the advantages of others but to be used as motivation , as a booster not even to plunge the heart with feelings of envy or spite "

"You're more mature than I thought you were, La. unlike my spoiled & squeaky self "

" Adult is not seen from the many ages, but sometimes comes from problems and circumstances that force to mature prematurely "

" Om Fadly and Aunt Vika must be proud to have a child like you, La "

Sheila smiled wryly "You don't know my true state Rain ,"

" I also want to change , La ..pengen so good boy² , which can make parents proud , but I can't "

" Can...Rain can. you are smart, silat jago, many advantages that you have, which not many others have , "

" Yes.kamu prove it if you are able and can , the time is not understood , where Rain that I know first , always cheerful , eager and never give up , let alone despair, come on baby, your is strong, you can definitely "

" Thank you, La for the support and motivation, a little relieved now, just ... "

" Moreover... must be a love problem .. fight baper dah.. hence I am lazy to date yaah.. kayak gini .. healthy body so sick because² love , whole heart can be crushed because² disappointed , let alone the advantages of courtship try , if not hurt , disappointed , join gallon ..ujung² cry ..capek dech...want to date after marriage only, if now not first, why do looh njagain soul mate people , mending njagain own heart aja "

" I mean njagain soul mate...? "

" Aduuh Rain, sometimes you're a pinter sometimes o'on wear really , dating many² continue to marry each other , that's what the name if you don't care soul mate people "

" Lha continue if not dating , how do we get to know our partner , ujuk² marriage that ..? "

" Ta'aruf laah.. sometimes dating also get deceived, cz shown good² aja, so the new marriage know what kind of ulcers.. That's the name of modus.., still do not understand , so the new marriage knows what kind of ulcers , aslo.. "

" Ta'aruf .. Many say ta'aruf is like buying a cat in a sack, ribet agh... "

" If you want to know more in , sono asked the same expert .. all pedekate with Ufie "

" This one is also called modus .. dodol banana "

" Hehehe.. yes also yes, but right at home your aunt is told to join her house salary, Radit also supports it , when it is scheduled .. I want to join "

" Don't know yet.I still set the heart , want it if there really is a search for knowledge not a mode to see or approach the ice bear "

" Iihhh evil loe .. handsome people like so called ice bears .. don't .. only polar humans or snowmen, maybe... "

" Haha... "

" Like² you ..asal do not batman or superman just be "

" Severe loe. but specifically I may, you do not,... "

" Why.. ? "

" Anyway can not ... and do not ask the reason why ...? "

" Cie. cie. not willing to nich his beloved bullied people, so love "

" Pity to know... "

" Same he pity, same me and Radit who are always there for you, no pity... "

" Don't give me a question whose answer makes me dizzy, I can't choose one, I love everything "

" One² , I love Sheila .. two² , also dear Radit ... three² also dear Ufie .. one.. two.. three... dear everything ... "

" Tomorrow recording yes.dipos ronda ... "

" You two ... what's going on here ? notya studying in class instead huddled .. standing in the field right now also "Turna2 Bu Tya came and pulled Rain & Sheila ears

" Aduh .. fight. mercy ma'am.. please release .. sick ma'am. " cried Both.

" You two are, right. right yes .. getting late .. "

" Through the beauty of the ma'am, well I retreated a little" said Rain

" The brutal delay ... NOW STAND IN THE FIELD UNTIL THE BREAK HOUR ARRIVES !!! "

" But mom... suddenly I have a stomachache .. permission to go to the toilet bentar yes ma'am." Sheila denied.

" DO NOT MUCH EXCUSE, STAND IN THE FIELD OR SUSPENDED 1 WEEK , PLEASE SELECT !! " Mam Tya is getting more emotional

" Not really bu , just one reason "add Rain

" THE RAIN !! You are indeed the son of Mr. Ramdan, a regular donor at this Foundation, but you also have to remember that this school does not have you, so do not act like it "

" I remember kok ma'am, is not the purpose of learning is to remember not to forget ... "

" I'll call your parents ! "

" Call me ma'am, my parents are still in Singapore , maybe a week back & again , only if the mother who called can be expedited home , I already miss the problem " said Rain

" You guys are yes .. right² make my tension go up "

" Looh yes do not ride the bu.. masa want the same rival cooking oil, eggs, and chili, mother tension equated with the price of salt aja yes .. do not go up, also do not go down , okay mom. relax yes.. close your eyes.. breathe out slowly.. repeat until several times yes ma'am "

Sheila pulled Rain's hand, slowly² they both left the Tya bu they were working on

" Kabuuuur" shouted Rain when it was a bit far from where it was

" RAIN'S.... SHEILA. " cried Bu Tya Geregetan.