Hijrah After a Heartbreak

Chapter 34

A week after the incident, Agam has never contacted Kirana again. Kirana also did not want to contact Agam first because she did not want to be too hopeful with Agam so chose to be indifferent.

Kirana's life is also now better since she chose herself rather than having a lover, Kirana also went home from work more time to spend teaching and watching the lectures of Abdul Somad, ustad Adi Hidayah and ustad Khalid basalamah on youtube. She wanted to get closer to ALMIGHTY especially Kirana felt that all this time her life was too far with ALMIGHTY, Kirana began to migrate little by little.

The hijab that Kirana has been wearing all this time that only covers the chest is now not in use anymore it is precisely now Kirana began to learn to wear a hijab wider and longer up to the knee, who used to wear jeans more often and long-sleeved clothes now began to wear a gamis like Fitri although the change himself now a lot of talk of some restaurant employees but still did not change the determination of Kirana who wanted to emigrated.

Luckily, Kirana's friends still support her decision, especially Fitri is very happy to see Kirana want to change and migrate, Fitri sometimes also advises Kirana not to stop in the middle of the road because when we as humans if we want to change for the better there will be many trials and tests that we will go through during the process hijrahs.

Although we are tired never stop but rest for a while and then go back to running if you can not run walk if you can not walk then crawl and believe everything will be beautiful in time.

Kirana finished teaching with Fitri was now starting to lie on the mattress while opening the youtube application as usual now she will watch videos of ustad lectures that can provide motivation and can increase desire Kirana who wants to learn and continue to learn, Kirana watches and hears videos sometimes to fall asleep.

At 03.00 am, Kirana's alarm rang, she immediately opened her eyes while turning off the alarm that sounded from earlier. Kirana also began to get used to praying tahajud now because very much the virtue of prayer tahajud prayer that we ask will be easily hijabah by the ALMIGHTY, ALMIGHTY, Kirana got out of bed and walked to the bathroom to make ablution.

After that Kirana took the face and the alphabet on the clothes hanger and hung on a nail stuck on the wall, Kirana immediately stretched the prayer mat and put on the face then began to pray so solemnly. After the prayer Kirana never forget to pray for forgiveness to the ALMIGHTY for the sins he has committed so far and pray for his parents and his sisters.

After the tahajud prayer Kirana did not continue his sleep but spent time reciting while waiting for the dawn adhan, long enough Kirana berdzikir now adhan dawn reverberate until it was finished then Kirana do the sunah prayer before dawn.

After everyone had taken a shower, they started breakfast which was available in the front room that Novi had prepared this time they had breakfast with stir-fry noodles and after that they left for work.

Kirana was already on standby beside the cashier waiting for all employees to come for a hiatus after everything came they had already been to their respective places of duty and Kirana also started to supervise them one by one.

"Ehhh look at that Kirana is like a study mother only" Yeyen said when she saw Kirana walking past Yeyen Mita and other employees

"Hahahaha yes really that sok sok a really yes, but once dating Agam temple there paste here" said Mita while laughing

"Yes really" said another employee justifying Mita's talk just now

Kirana who heard only silence and passed, she who wanted to watch the employees undo the intention. Kirana chose to go to the toilet, she immediately entered the toilet and the tears that had been in her seat now managed to fall. Kirana wiped her tears and took the water, then Kirana came out and walked towards the mushollahs available in the restaurant.

Kirana took a face hanging neatly in the closet and put it on and immediately did the dhuha prayer, now Kirana more often spill her sorrow to the ALMIGHTY. Still praying with tears flowing unceasingly, Kirana always prayed that she could be interested in her present life.