
Laisa arrived at school early this morning. There were only a few people in the class, including Kelvin, who was in the class this morning.
"Morning Lais" said Kelvin from behind
"Morning" Laisa replied without looking back
Slowly some of the people in the class started going out to the cafeteria, maybe they would have breakfast.
Laisa stared one by one her friends came out. There was a feeling that made him uncomfortable with their departure and the presence of Kelvin who was behind him.
Laisa tries to be indifferent and just pairs her earphones in her ear.
Deggs. Suddenly Kelvin sat in Zidny's chair right in front of Laisa's table and facing towards Laisa. Laisa tried to look ordinary and then let go of one earphone.
"Why?" Ask Laisa
"Gakpa. Just want to see you" Kelvin replied with a look and a grin that Laisa did not like.
"You go to the cafeteria first" Laisa said in fear
"This is the only time I'm going to be" Kelvin said. Maybe it was just ordinary words but to Laisa the ordinary words that came out of a man's mouth all felt disgusting even though it didn't apply to the Altar.
Without caring for the words Kelvin Laisa stood up and was about to leave but Kelvin's hand clasped tightly to his hand which made Laisa instantly furious and frightened.
"Let go" cried Laisa and Kelvin frowned still clasping Laisa's hand.
"Lo why?" Kelvin asked astonishedly at Laisa who was angry with a stinged breath
"Let go" once again Laisa said that to Kelvin who grabs his hand tighter and tighter with the breath as it will run out.
"Lo didn't hear him say loose?" Ask the casual Altar who just came and let go of Kelvin's hand violently.
Laisa immediately went out of class leaving the Altar which then followed her with Kelvin who was still confused in his place.
The altar ran to find where Laisa went after buying a drink but apparently Altar knew Laisa would go to the park beside the school. The altar immediately headed there and found Laisa sitting on a wooden bench with a sigh.
"You're gakpp?" Ask the Altar but Laisa does not answer she just keeps trying to breathe normally "drink first." The Altar continued to thrust out the water bottle he was holding. But Laisa remained silent with her eyes closed with her breath not returning to normal
"Jaudah come to the UKS" said the Altar and stood up. Laisa shook her head then tried to stand up and directly hugged the Altar, drowning half of her face in the neck beside the Altar.
"Sorry" said Laisa lirih
"I'm here" said the Altar hugging him back.
Laisa's situation is much better. He's been a lot calmer.
"Wanna go home?" Ask Altar
"To class." Answer Laisa
"Mending with me."
"Where?" Ask Laisa
"Yes come along. Just like I, aren't you afraid?"
"Or don't be weird." Laisa and Altar answered with a smile and stood up and walked with Laisa.
The altar walked into the canteen area after it had previously turned its head towards the bewildered Laisa. Laisa stayed at the door of the canteen to see the altar that put some food and water into the plastic bag and then came back and clasped Laisa's hand and walked back.
After climbing many stairs, Laisa and the Altar reached the roof of the school building.
"Whenever here?"
"Yes diem is here. It's better the sun hasn't turned up yet."
"It's weird" Laisa said as she looked down from the top of the fourth floor of her school.
"Good service, right?" Ask Altar
"Yes. Huh....." Laisa took a deep breath enjoying the morning air above the altitude making the Altar smile. "You come here often?" Ask Laisa
"certain"
"You truant must be here, huh?" Guess Laisa
"Who said hemm? Not ah."
"Yes just a nebak"
"So you know, you should know. If I skip, I'll be home. That was the first fact and the second I truant the brawl" said Altar
"Hemmhhhh why does he have to brawl? If you have a problem, say good. So the champ knows not."
"Well, I'm a hotshot"
"Massa?" Laisa asked with a contorted tone
"Continue?" Ask Laisa
"Yes if people use muscles why do we also have to use the brain? Not only about students jerk, brandal and such but the defense of a self-esteem is peaking in the present. What do I mean?"
"Yes yes. Yaudah is up to you. But it's a danger. If you're all right? Beacke what all macems. What about that cake? Honestly, I hate violence."
"You worried?" Altar asked and Laisa was wrong
"Yes... Yes yes. It's not just for you, but for everyone who brawls, it's a risk..."
"So what?" Altar asked, bowing her tall body to take a closer look at Laisa's face that spoke a wave
"So, so yes, the danger is why the ngeyel" said Laisa with a heart that beats faster to see the face of the Altar not far from her face.
"Oh that's it?" Ask Altar still with such a position
"I.iya that" said Laisa "ah I pegel I want to sit down" he continued and went to a wooden chair with a strange feeling. The altar smiled and followed Laisa
"okay... Let's eat this" said the Altar and took out all the snacks and water he had deliberately bought. And they both started eating it.
"So you come here a lot for what?" Ask Laisa
"Yes if you want to." Answer Altar
"Oh... Eh Al Bunda malem said what about me to you?" Ask Laisa
"About you"
"What?"
"You"
"Yes what?"
"Confidential"
"Dii-hh. Mother what story?" Laisa asked but the Altar just silently chewed on her food and smiled. "Nyebelin"
"So you feel good about me?" Ask the Altar suddenly
"meaning?"
"That's what I'm talking about." Answer Altar
"My spectrum?" Ask Laisa and stand up
"Yahh why? sit down."
"What did the mother say?" Laisa's asking panicked
"You have trauma. The point is you can't get close to guys and physical violence." Answer Altar. Laisa's down
"Why?" Ask Altar
"Gakpa. That's my situation now. Sorry for somehow just being with you I feel good about men"
"It's okay I'm seneng ko" replied the Altar
"meaning?"
"I mean you're not going to be the same as other guys. I've said I've been in love with you since that day. And with this I am sure one day you will be mine" explained Altar girang
"Are you benefiting from this situation?" .
"Yes, what else should I do besides help? I'm lucky to be able to hold on and keep you. Without making you uncomfortable"
"Basic"
"So when are we?"
"Huh?"
"Yes is it."
"Ngaco de Al"
"Well, ngaco?"
"Udah deh ah" said Laisa with her cheeks starting to heat up and the Altar just smiling anxiously.
You knew? Since last night I've decided to turn into a person who will let his pride fall if challenged about a fight. Everything is for you. For the sake of you who should feel safe, at peace and serene beside me. Inner Altar
Not just about her trauma Al but about my self-esteem and dignity as a woman who has been snatched away***crazy. After you know. Do you still want to be with me?" Inner Laisa
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