
"That day was Father's funeral.a day I never imagined and never thought of in my entire life. I never thought that day would come sooner." Tia
while gripping the waist strong
Ruzen whom he initially embraced.
Ruzen just kept quiet to let Tia finish her story.
"And after the events of the day, Tia was struck with a mental disorder. Tia tried repeatedly to commit suicide. And finally on the third day after Father died, Tia did bunudh herself by jumping from the 3rd floor building but Tia could still survive but yes Tia had to be paralyzed until now." Said Tia who was getting stronger crying.
His chest at the moment felt very tight, it felt like it was in a pile with a very large stone or in a pile with a very heavy object. So hurt.
"Don't cry." Sam lifts Tia's body and sits Tia's body on her lap, feeling guilty for asking this question.
Ruzen also now knows why Tia can be paralyzed. It turned out that Tia had wanted to commit suicide.
That made the old wound open again, Tia wrapped her hands around Ruzsn's neck and hid her face there.
"Tia was afraid of brother, Mr. Ninggalin Tia and Ibuk even Abang to hate Tia, Tia very naughty." Tia Say.
"It's all in the past baby, there's nothing to regret. The book can learn from our mistakes, but now bang Sigit is also the person who loves you the most." Ruzen.
"Is Tia's sin still forgivable because Tia killed Tia's parents?" Tia asked looked up at Ruzen.
"Hey, why are you talking about that? Death is destined to be the same as the creator. All will get a turn if later it is called, just wait for the time." Ruzen.
"But if Tia isn't naughty maybe you're still here brother."
Ruzen shook his head as he wiped Tia's tears back, "that rich sin means you don't believe in God's destiny." Ruzen.
"All is destiny dear, indeed the path and destiny of both your parents died in that day and in that way. It is a destiny given by God and you cannot deny it." Said Ruzen with his hands still busy
removing Tia's tears that did not stop dripping at all.
"If in the past, bang Sigit often said with brother, if sin and error that make you regret, it is better than good that makes you
snob." Ruzen.
Tia nodded and hugged Ruzen again, Ruzen also returned Tia's embrace.
Eventually the two of them hugged Tia again
sticking her ear right on Ruzen's chest, really hearing Ruzen's heartbeat made Tia's heart calmer.
A few minutes they hugged, until Ruzen finally began to hear a smooth snoring and regular breathing coming out of the tiny lips.
Slowly and carefully, Ruzen lifted the tiny body and moved it to sit on the bed.
Ruzen also pulled the blanket and allowed the blanket to cover Tia's body to the chest, after which, Ruzen again wiped the tears on Tia's face and kissed her with
pretty long time.
"I guess he's fine, it turns out he's just hiding behind his mask too." Ruzen murmured with a hand that still removed some strands of Tia's hair that came out of her hijab.
Ruzen also took the initiative to release the hijab Tia so that Tia is more comfortable and does not feel sultry.
He who looks fine, turns out to be good at hiding wounds.
Moments later, Ruzen heard the sound of Adzan isya and immediately walked to the bathroom to take ablution water and did his own prayer to let Tia sleep for a while.
After finishing the prayer, Ruzen also went straight out of his room to go to the kitchen.
"Eat Sam." Said Rian who was sitting at the dining table because he was waiting for Tia and Ruzen to come down to dinner together.
"First it's bang." Said Ruzen as he continued walking towards the kitchen, Rian also stood up and followed Ruzen who entered the kitchen.
"Bi, I want to ask you a favor." Ruzen.
Bi Momon who happened to be at that time was
arranging the groceries in the refrigerator immediately looked up and stared at Ruzen.
"Yes, mango. What do you want to ask for help?" Tanya bi Momon while standing up.
"Please make one bowl of porridge ya bi. To Tia." Ruzen.
"Why doesn't Tia go down Zen?" Rian asked as he walked closer towards Ruzen.
"Eh Lo bang, ngagetin just lo." Ruzen chuckled.
"It's a loh bang, yeah it was. Rich as I said lo earlier, if it runs out of the room must be directly laper ." Ruzen said raising her eyebrows teased Rian.
"Ck, what the hell lo !" Said the annoyed Rian.
"Next you eat it there."
"Why not eat together ? On the dining table there is a lot of food, why do you have to eat alone in the room?" Ask Rian.
"Yaelah bang, Lo where ta Her name is also husband and wife, where the newlyweds again. It's only natural that we're alone.
If you only eat two is very reasonable, especially many couples who
not yet a rich wedding." Ruzen
making both of Rian's hands clenched firmly again beside his body.
Obviously Rian knew very well that Ruzen was trying to heat up his manation.
"Otherwise we're married." Connect Ruzen.
"Well, is it bi?" Ruzen turned towards bi Momon asking for support.
"Yes, it's den." Say bi Momon.
Honestly speaking, the two middle-aged women were now trying to hold back their laughter when they saw the mischievous behavior of Ruzen and the overheated Rian.
"Oh yeah bang, you don't have to worry if the food doesn't run out." Ruzen.
"just a minute later I'm with her brother Tia coming here anyway." Ruzen uttered
Rian clucked irritably and then walked up the stairs to his room not to eat.
Ruzen chuckled then turned his head back towards bi Momon who was busy with
slurries.
"Where's bi? Cool no?"Ask Rizen.
''an aesthetic way to make people who do not know shy self-conscious." Said Ruzen who was directly pickled by bi Momon.
It only takes a few minutes the porridge requested by Ruzen is ready.
"It's den." Say bi Momon while giving a tray containing one bowl of porridge to Ruzen.
"would you take me to den's room?" Ask bi Momon.
"No need to be bi, let me take it." Said Ruzen while taking the bowl, only the bowl was taken, he said,
the champ he did not take.
"Thank you bi." Ruzen said as he turned towards his room, with a bowl of porridge in hand
his right and a glass of water
left hand.
After arriving at the front door of the room, Ruzen immediately opened the door knock using his elbow, after which he also closed the door again by pushing using his arm.
"Why are you awake?" Ruzen asked as she looked at Tia who was already sitting cross-legged on her bed with slightly puffy eyes from crying.
"Abis solat isya." Answer Tia.
Ruzen nodded and went up to the bed.
"Dizziness doesn't end?" Ruzen asked chuckling, Tia also chuckled and touched her slightly swollen eyes from crying.