HIDDEN STEP

MS. Secrets and Starting points

Two days went by, which I had success for all my friends, Tian and Adit. Not that I want our relationship to be tenuous, but the feeling will never lie. Being in their shoes made me sick.

"Tumben's here? What are you possessed?" A beautiful girl who yesterday splintered into the material of my friend's ignorance sitting across the table. Is beautiful.

Btw is now in the pylus.

Without saying much I opened the catfish farm book, lying head to the table and keep a guaranteed eye.

"For broken hearts, it takes tranquility"

The number of final problems makes the focus of learning more down than usual. If you usually joke during lessons, now you can only daydream. Teacher explanation there is nothing I can hear, although usually joking, there must be little bit of something I dreaded.

How long was it closed, the girl in front started talking.

"Lo know dri? In school we have a girl who sells loh." Chili girl! Where his mouth must not be far from the word gossip. I'm sorry, you're gossiping about the wrong people.

"Sell yourself you mean? Sorry, I have no interest in gossip." Still in the same position, without lifting his face or glancing at his eyes.

"Lo has to be interested, because he's also our same class."

I made my head, my soul began to evaporate. With the word 'eleven' it describes if the person he means must be the person I know.

He showed me his smirk. Successfully made me gossip ria, congratulations!

"And you'd be really surprised if you knew the person I meant when." His eyebrows go up and down in rhythm with the spelling of the name with those four letters.

When. Again, if.. Why should he? He's the one I admired from the beginning of tenth grade. She's the one I think a good girl is good. But we can not ngejugde people carelessly, the information I hear can be just ga bener.

"Don't ngaco lo ndah. It's not possible" I said as I shook off a sign of disbelief.

"Gue himself looked. He went into the same club om om that I saw anyway tajir"

Add to my heart cracking. Crushed to pieces. Why should my first love run aground even before I reveal it, let alone fight.

Maybe I really say if, if I am a coward. What is my power that only school children compared to om om who have a lot of shares.

"And I also suspect she's pregnant."

My eyes narrowed with a gawking mouth. How's it? Getting pregnant?

"Lo if you want to ridicule people do not overdo it. What else bring rich private stuff that, slander would be."

If the same is bad, it is not possible that all the news that is playing I just have to filter first to the truth. And again I haven't fully believed what is said to be just as beautiful.

"Gee! I've seen him go to the gynecologist, at that time I nganterin my cousin who wants to check up."

"Where's Dri from?"

Tian is standing next to my desk. In class there are only a few children, Adit was no longer in the class.

"From the perpus" I answered briefly

"Gue kok ngerasa if you ngejauhin I same Adit huh? Why exactly are you?"

He sat in Rian's chair, which was now empty, right next to me.

"Yan, I actually know..

I'm hearing the same thing when it fits in the pylus"

The expression of his face immediately turned surprised for a long time and turned lethargic, his shoulders descended his sigh slowly staring at me with fear of fear.

He held my hand, his eyes still implied in fear. I know that Tian is a good person, he is a good friend. All this time the three of us are always together, so it is not possible if I do not know my own best friend. So does Adit, he's a jerk? I admit, in another silly nature he also likes to play with girls that I know he never shot. But I also know that she never played a good girl either. He's just playing the girl he wants to play. And I never knew all this time that he had a girl.

"So that you're talking about.. Adit has a girl?"

"Yes, the girl moved out of town a year ago, so you never saw."

Adit had a girlfriend before I knew him, and all this time I thought he was single.

"Gue is also dating Gita."

He said with shame.

"Gita? The canteen's son? When?"

I feel like I'm a bad friend because I don't know anything.

"A week ago, I've loved him a long time, deket too."

"Ohh yeah congratulations"

The smile I gave you really didn't reach my eyes, more like a wry smile. Of the only three people I whose love story is not bad.

"And about me the same when he has long liked me. We are a third grade junior high school. He chased me but I didn't like it. He's not like the one you shadowed Dri. She's a bad girl, often goes the same om om. I've seen him at the same club as a guy my papa's age. So that's what I said lupain When. Lo know? He it---- "

"Ok stop! I don't want to hear about him. I'm pretty heartbroken by the fact that my love claps one hand. Don't add anything else."

From that day on, my relationship with my two best friends began to improve. We were rich first. If he never looked at school again, the teacher said he moved. But rumors among the students say she's pregnant and out of school. I don't know which one is real, but my heart seems to say that it's not true.

Adit's girlfriend is home. Name's Natasya. I also know Gita, her boyfriend Tian. Actually Tian said, he's a good person. Types of religious and filial women are the same parents.

I'm the only one who doesn't have a partner. Actually I still like the same when. Feelings will not be easily lost. And so does my feeling when however much he doesn't like me.

A few months later he was fired from his office. I was a kid, third grade Elementary. There are still many needs to be borne. My school is not a little because it includes a favorite school. The family economy is deteriorating.

I went home early in the morning to find work, but it was hard.

The application he sent to the company was rejected.

Thought if I quit school just to make a burden. But I'm the same mom disagree. Whatever the state of education is number one, it will be cultivated even though it is up to the point of debt.

Then the father decided to use his savings and sell the house and car to open a business. I moved out of town with a lot of business opportunities. We rented a simple house. The school is more standard than ever.

Every day after school I work at the minimarket which is tight shit night. It's not possible that the day shift.

Mom has been ngarang, but with consideration and persuasion finally he relain me work.

In the new school my life 180° is the same in the old school. Followed the lesson well and never macem macem. Salama here I'm just familiar with one child. That's because semeja.

I never truant again. Never slept during lessons. Pocket money is the same school equipment I can buy myself from my salary, the rest I save for college because of the tuition fees of the father who paid.

Second year in town. Dad's business has stabilized, the family economy is better. Dad's business branch has reached out of town even though small.

I also have been in college, father said he must be highly educated so that one day he can make his company more advanced.

For love, I am not interested. Just focus on what I'm going to. Many girls in this campus who want to deket the same me but only in the usual response. Honestly I'm still traumatized to like people.

That's my story up to this point. The point where everything changed my view to something called love.