
If according to Nina he had forgotten everything in this house after meeting with more complicated problems, such as facing the figure of a man who had been his helper god, then in fact even inversely proportional. Honestly speaking, what he witnessed was more piercing to his feelings than ever before.
Spontaneous Nina dropped all her groceries, leaving the two people who were playing fruit bribes shocked. “What do you guys do?”
“Nina? When are you coming home?” The man's eyes said he was very surprised.
“Ka-sister!”
“Is this how you're doing behind my back? Didn't he say you were busy so you couldn't accompany me shopping?”
“I-this is not what you think. Me and Milly just-”
“Am I like someone who is expecting an explanation?”
“Nina, sorry. Milly said she needed help at home because no one could help her. Ma-then I offer myself.”
“Hohoo..wasn't I also said I needed help, but you reasoned busy today! Vino, you son of a bitch! You two are disgusting!”
Nina ran to her room, leaving groceries still splattered in the living room. Once again, he felt the pain of something that belonged to him being forcibly seized. After his parents took more care of Milly, Vino was the only reason to stay, where he told stories, where he leaned when tired of facing life. And now, the only reason for surviving has been snatched away.
The girl could only curl up in front of the door, sobbing as busily as to keep her voice from breaking out. But his tears could not be stopped from coming out. Her heart was completely broken in the face of the affair of her boyfriend and her own sister.
“Kak, it's Milly. Me and Vino are nothing. We just sat together and ate fruit. Trust me, I wouldn't dare to take him. Lagian Kak Vino also only loves Sister.”
“Shut! Still got the guts you talked to me? Go you!”
“I'm sorry I didn't think about your feelings.”
Nina looked up at what Milly said. “Is this a joke? Hey, Milly. After you managed to snatch my parents with your innocent pretentious attitude, now you also snatched Vino from me. I don't need an explanation that's inversely proportional to what I see! Why don't you just die!”
The deg! Nina's cruel words stoned Milly's feelings. Not only Milly, even Nina was surprised why she could say such a cruel thing. Could it be the desire of his heart that he had been quieting all along?
Nina curled up again, regretting what she said to Milly. How hurt he was, should not the remark be thrown at the little girl behind the door of his room.
“Is that what you want? Does that make you happy? I will gladly take my mother to heaven. I put your stuff in front of the door, Brother.”
Nina again swallowed the words she almost said.
Bad taste and unthinkable reason, the reason Nina silent a thousand languages. If he could, he wanted to open the door and apologize. But, he again remembered the tragedy that had happened to him so far. Starting from his parents who often compare him with Milly, labeled as an illegitimate brother, until his girlfriend's affair. And it all happened because of one man, Milly.
It makes no sense if he should apologize for one mistake, while he has received thousands of wounds that have not dried up? That is how Nina is. His arrogant and unpleasant nature makes him hurt deeper than anyone else.
Nina wiped her tears, holding back from crying anymore. He opened the suitcase and pulled some clothes out of his closet. Today too he decided to leave home and live independently. A decision that would change the course of his life, an action that only he himself could have done.
The long black haired girl came out of her room carrying a suitcase. He found what he had bought lying at the door. Nina took it and took it away.
Nina understood the expression shown by Vino in the living room. Should he say goodbye? He could imagine hanging out with the man in front of the ruler. In fact, it was all just wishful thinking.
“Milly told me everything. I didn't expect you to be cruel to your own sister. What's wrong with you, Nina?”
“Oh, apparently my dear sister has complained. Good, so I don't have to explain.”
“I don't understand you anymore. Why did you change like this?”
“I changed in which part? Have you not changed yourself? You said you were busy today, and I had to do my own shopping, carry this heavy item myself, and who would have thought you were busy cheating on me with my sister? Explain where I changed? Tell me if I'm wrong! I just don't want to be alone anymore. You know I know exactly that! Butwhy? Why Vino? Wh why? You betrayed me in a way I never thought of.”
“I was wrong. But that doesn't mean I cheated. I was accompanying Milly while she was alone at home.”
“And you won't accompany me when I'm alone looking for stuff. If you ask me why I changed, ask yourself, what is the reason I turned cruel, since when, and what is the trigger.”
Nina breathed a heavy sigh. The girl looked at the man she had loved for the last time.
“Vino, do you know? I loved you for so long, trusted you more than my own family, relied on you than on my lame self. For me, you are a place to depend and lean when I am tired. You are the first person to wipe my tears when others don't care about me. Falling in love is not just a heartache when we want that person. And I love you in a different way. Really, until now I still love you so much. But baby, we have to end up like this. When I prioritize you over everything, but you're different. To you, I might just be a loser who doesn't know how to enjoy life. If we part, remember not because you betrayed you, but because I could not accept the fact that you have turned away from me. From the beginning, I was wrong and not good for you. Goodbye to.”
For the last time, he stared at the mansion. Nina decides to contact her mother and says she decides to stay in the apartment.