Heavannas

85. IMBALANCES

The sun has already revealed its light, waking every person who is asleep to restart their activities. On the light blue bed Zia was still sleeping quietly, until the sunlight suddenly lit up the room, entering through the glass window that someone had just opened. The girl started to squirm, then slowly started to open her eyes.

The position of his body that was tilted to the right, instantly made him see a rare sight in front of the window. For four days he always saw the same figure, now it looks like a man is standing behind him. Zia blinked her eyes while writhing, gathering lives that were still carried away by the dream stream.

Without wanting to move on, Zia still looked at the body of the man. The man who has four days is always accompanying himself without feeling tired, even to give up his sleep just to keep an eye on him who is always out of control under any circumstances. Heaven, that name always appeared when he woke up from his sleep and saw that figure in front of the window of his room.

Zia smiled faintly, it felt like she wanted to say thousands of thanks to Heaven. But until now even a single word has not been able to say properly, fear sometimes appears to make his voice feel choked. Like there is a lump that is stuck in the throat until he is unable to say it, to the guy who seems to be sipping coffee using his light blue cup.

Thank you, brother, I'm sorry I have taken lo!

Heaven who was busy looking out of the building while several times sipping his coffee even to the point of unconsciousness, if he was being noticed earlier. The guy was holding back his drowsiness after four days of sleep deprivation, because he had to watch over Zia who was always delirious uncontrollably while sleeping. Not only that, sometimes Zia also screamed hysterically when left alone in the room.

Until now Heaven still does not understand why Zia has not healed from her pain, since yesterday her body temperature always rises and falls to make her own confusion. The words of Daddy Zion even often ring in his ear, after proven for four days Zia has not yet recovered from his pain. And that means, Zia does not love herself yet even feel comfortable with her.

Until when will I pretend to bego to be able to get your heart, Na? I already know that you do not like me, but stupidly I still hope you can have the same feelings for me.

Heaven let out a long sigh, then placed his cup of coffee on the table. Trying to forget the reality that is getting longer makes his heart feel hesitant, hesitant and unreasonable if he remembers his position in Zia's heart. The guy turned his back, wanted to check on Zia who had a fever since last night. Seeing that the girl had already woken up from her sleep, Heaven immediately approached with a sweet smile on her lips.

"Good morning!" heaven said to Zia who had leaned her body on the head of the bed.

As usual, in the absence of Heaven's answer directly checked the girl's body temperature through her forehead.

"It's hot!" said Heaven in a normal tone. Although inwardly disappointed, why until now he had not been able to cure Zia from her pain.

Without saying anything, Zia got out of bed and went to the bathroom by herself. A change that was good enough left Heaven slightly stunned, because since yesterday Zia had been completely unwilling to get off her bed. Even Heaven had to force Zia into the bathroom by carrying the small body, according to what the doctor and future mother-in-law instructed by phone.

While waiting for Zia to finish, Heaven immediately headed for the kitchen to take breakfast for the two. A few minutes to prepare the breakfast menu, he went back into the room with two bowls of porridge. Heaven placed the food on the table, as it turned out that Zia had not yet come out of the bathroom. Until a few minutes waiting, Zia looks out with a face that is fresher than before, even with a appearance that is still disheveled.

"Udah finished?" Heaven grabbed Zia's hand and pulled her to sit on the sofa, "We have breakfast?" wheedled.

Unexpectedly Zia was willing to obey his words, once again the change was enough to make Heaven happy. Because the days before Zia was so difficult when going to eat, although Heaven had forced several times but still the girl always locked her mouth tightly. Although still not wanting to talk or just reply to his words, Heaven was still very happy to see the small change.

"Ok, wait a minute!"

Heaven went to the bedside nightstand to pick up something, after which he sat down next to Zia who had folded his legs, sitting quietly on the sofa. Heaven stretched out his hand tidying up Zia's messy hair, then pinched it with origin so as not to disturb while the meal took place.

"Finally, what do I say, Na!" said Heaven pleased. The guy started scooping the porridge, blowing it for a moment and then pointed it at Zia's mouth. "Open her mouth aaa...!"

Zia opened her mouth wide, letting a spoon of the porridge into her mouth even though she was not hungry at the moment.

"No boy?" Heaven chuckled to see Zia eating with her mouth deliberately developed, her hands still busy playing the small sofa cushion on her lap.

A few minutes passed Zia had finished half the bowl of porridge, her stomach felt full. Until the next bribe, the girl immediately covered her mouth using both hands.

Heaven who did not understand immediately frowned, feeling unsure if Zia was full after spending six mouthfuls. "Why?" tanyakanya.

"Lo just ate a little! Nanggung Na, stay a little longer!" heaven said, persuading. But still Zia was just silent, leaning her body without even looking back at him.

Having no answer, Heaven finally chose silence and relented. Rather than making a fuss, he finished his own food, trying to understand Zia who might have been full. The guy was now busy with his food, ignoring Zia who seemed to be at odds with his own thoughts.

After finishing his meal, Heaven picked up the glass of water he had brought earlier. Just about to drink, he turned to realize Zia was watching him continuously. "Why?" Heaven raised one eyebrow.

"Lo's thirsty?" Seeing Zia glancing at the drink in her hand, she directly aimed the drink at him. And sure enough, Zia immediately drank it without wanting to hold her own glass.

"If you're thirsty, why didn't you say that earlier, hm?" Heaven shook his head to see that Zia had already drained the drinking water, he realized it was his fault for not paying attention to eating and drinking Zia before.

"Oh yeah, I'll stay a while!" Just as Heaven was standing up carrying a tray containing a used bowl of food, Zia suddenly held back her movements. Holding his arm as if not allowing him to go anywhere.

Heaven frowned looking at Zia standing on the sofa with a frightened face. "Gue isn't going anywhere, baby, just to the kitchen. Go back to this bowl first!"

Zia remained adamant unwilling to let go of her grip, therefore Heaven slowly directed the girl to sit back on the sofa. "Gue promised just a moment, huh?" he smiled trying to convince Zia.

With a heavy heart the girl began to obey, releasing Heaven's hand slowly with an erratic heart. Heaven stroked the top of Zia's head for a moment, before finally stepping foot leaving Zia alone. The look in the girl's eyes was still staring at Heaven's departure and it made her even more frightened. Increasingly afraid of Zia running closer to Heaven who would reach the door, and without a second thought he immediately jumped up to his body in Heaven's sturdy body sling.

Suddenly it made Heaven surprised, fortunately his body was able to withstand the sudden lunge. "Jeez, you're doing that jump-and-jump. Danger Anna!" said Heaven while holding Zia's body and the tray in her hand so as not to fall.

"Lo want to come?"

"Yes down first, I'm hard to take!" Instead of complying, Zia instead tightened her embrace, curling around Heaven's neck. And don't forget the two legs that are firmly hooked together, making Heaven only able to shake a little while sighing.

"Ok if that's what you want, hold the real one!" lord Heaven then slowly stepped his feet towards the kitchen.

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Heaven is upset, just like the author. The patient Heav, all will be beautiful in time 🤭

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