
Both men were silent. Mario is annoyed with the gods. The god who keeps trying to find a way for his master to change, no longer drunk. And finally God found an idea. He'll take Mario away, but not to the Club tonight.
“Master want me to take you to the beach?” ask God.
“Ck, you are like dating your lover only.” taunted Mario.
“As far as you want to say what. Want what not? If you do not want, until the morning I will sleep here.and can be sure if you also do not pegi anywhere.”
Mario is getting annoyed. He could not stand if every night did not go out of the house.he was very bored with his life all this time.he finally accepted the offer of God, rather than not being able to go out anywhere.
“Good.”
**
God and Mario are on their way to the beach. At night, the beach is very quiet. And it is according to God is very suitable for anyone who is to calm his mind from the problems of life that continue to shackle without having a way out.
The two men reached the beach. Only the sound of the waves they heard. Surely the moonlight with a sprinkling of stars that adorn tonight. Mario gets out of the car. He walked on the sand with his feet. There was a strange taste in his heart while enjoying the gusts of the beach tonight.it felt that the choice of God was right to bring him here.
“By enjoying the pounding of these waves, I am sure that slowly the burden that is within you will disappear, Sir. Believe!” dewa.
“You're kind of clumsy, Wa. But there is a point. What before, your life is also full of burden?”
The god only commented a faint smile at Mario's ridiculing question. Although the goal is that he came here because of Mario, he actually needs to calm his mind.
“Everyone must have their own burden of life, sir. But I can still think sanely not to damage or hurt myself.”
Mario was completely slapped by the speech of the Gods. Because all this time what he did was deliberately to trouble himself, just because of mistakes in his past.
“It's true what you said, Wa. Just because I regretted my mistakes in the past, I had to do something useless like this. But I also don't know how to fix my mistake.I'm a fucking dad, Wa. I am ashamed to meet my son after what I have done to the woman who has given birth to my son and to my own best friend.”
The god was just silent.he listened to all the complaints of Mario. The man looks very devastated by his past. Although the God initially did not understand, he was able to capture for a long time what problem his master was experiencing.
The point is Mario penah made a big mistake against a woman until the woman was pregnant with her child. Then without her guess, the woman has been edited by her own best friend. At first he could accept the fact, but increasingly, Mario realized that he had fallen in love with the woman he had taken his chastity. until in the end he did cunning by trying to separate the woman with his best friend. But his attempt failed. The woman, her best friend, hated her. He was no longer allowed to see his son.
“If you want to meet your child, you better fix yourself first, Sir! Show them that you have changed. At least your child will be proud to have a father like you. despite not being able to have the woman. Because of the matter of a mate, Tuahn has set it.”
Mario muses over the words of the God. His heart is moved to change. Certainly for his son.
***
“Hopefully you will become a strong and resilient child like your father huh, Honey!” livy said as she rubbed her distended stomach. His eyes glazed over as he recalled the gods.
Why is it so difficult to forget the man, even though his meeting with the Gods was only a short time. But the existence of the man had managed to intrude his heart until this moment, while with Febian. Livy never remembered the man at all, but he was in a relationship first and longer, than with God.
Does that mean Livy's love for Febian isn't one hundred percent pure. Is that not love? Except just obsession.
Honestly, which woman does not want her pregnancy accompanied by her husband. Although she always tried to be okay, but every time she saw her brother-in-law who always got soft treatment from her brother, there was envy in Livy's heart, he is the one who chose that.
“Are you okay?” asked Reno who was now suddenly sitting next to Livy in the backyard.
“Papa! I'm fine, Pa. I'm just a little tired after a walk around the page.” Answer Livy.
Reno rubbed her child's distended stomach.The man understood very well what his child was thinking at this time.pregnant without a husband was very painful. Reno also knows that Livy looks fine all along. Because once one night he caught Livy sitting alone while holding his stomach. Shortly after, she heard a soft sniff from Livy's lips.
“Vy, Papa will ask. Please answer honestly.”
“Do you love God?”
Livy found such a question from her father did not immediately answer. He looked straight ahead with a slow breath.
“What I did with the Gods used to be just a mistake, Pa. despite this child, but I love him so much with all my heart.”
“It is impossible if you love that child without loving his father. It is also impossible for you to keep the child if you do not have feelings for his Father.”
Livy was silent. Indeed, he never discussed the matter of God with his parents. He only refused when his father wanted to find the existence of a God because the actions he did were only his fault. His father knew he loved God.
“Let my love for God be kept tight in this heart, Pa. The existence of this child is the same as his presence. I don't want to force her to be here without any love in her heart.”
“Do you know that God does not love you? Moreover, there is a child between you, surely the inner bond exists. Papa wants you to live happily, Vy!”
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*TBC
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