HEART TROUGH ( Between Revenge And Love)

episode 07's

Dinda woke up that morning with her head a little heavy, fortunately today was the weekend, with a slow movement she shifted a hand that was hugging her from behind.

it took Dinda time to wake herself up, she remembered she was drunk last night, and she was driven home by the bartender with a charming smile, then she turned her body.

and true to his guess, he finally brought the handsome bartender to his bed.

slightly staggering he saw the clock in his room, it was almost noon.

thirst whack his esophagus, he slowly rose by unraveling the silk blanket from his innocent body.

wearing her home clothes, she then walked out towards her pantry.

immediately he relieved his throat with a cold drink that was inside the refrigerator .

in proceed with preparing breakfast or lunch he does not care much, he only prepares simple dishes for his and the handsome bartender of course as his gratitude of course.

Dinda was sitting gracefully on a soft sofa in the corner of the balcony after she ate her simple breakfast ,he brought his favorite matcha latte which he had brewed with a cigarette in between his fingers .

enjoying a day off like this is a routine for a Dinda Kirana.

"hi "the raspy voice of the bartender is heard greeting .

Dinda just glanced from her sitting while exhaling smoke from the cigarette that she just smoked, look handsome young man just using his boxer and t-shirt alone.

"i've prepared food for you, eat it before you go "

"hmm, you immediately kicked me out "the bartender didn't seem offended, instead sitting next to Dinda .

"i don't like being distracted on weekends, I have to have my own time "

"of course it's beautiful, I understand it very well, I also have time for myself" the young man began to bring his body closer to Dinda and sniff the ends of Dinda's hair .

"then he left immediately after the meal, that's a thank you to me for your help last night "

then the young man picked up Dinda's matcha drink and sipped her "sweet" softly, "what help ? " ask her plain .

"willing to take me home drunk and clean all the vomit on my body "

back the young man leaned his body, making a pattern on Dinda's back with a seductive touch .

"at all I don't mind, I like to do it not forced"

Dinda turned her head towards the handsome young man, their faces becoming closer, her second breath hitting the side of their faces.

the young man drew closer to his face and menci*um Dinda, Dinda who was carried away by the atmosphere was also lulled by the harmony created by the handsome young man with a charming smile.

"so sweet, I like it "so gently the young man rubbed Dinda's wet lips from his play just now.

"go away, you're a good person, I don't want to hurt you" said Dinda calmly and full of pressure, with a sharp look.

the young man pulled his body back, the look on his face slightly changed in astonishment staring long at Dinda until their gaze met, he found a serious highlight of a beautiful woman who looks graceful and clearly very mature today, who had lured him last night to want when invited to climb nirvana.

"hmm, well "he said and then gradually he stood up and walked towards the woman's room, he did not want to prolong the problem, as his mysterious woman was very serious with his speech .

then for what he had to last longer just to drop his pride alone.

not long without an excuse, the door of Dinda's luxurious apartment was closed indicating that the handsome young man with a smile on his face had come out.

Dinda who did not care just sighed and looked back at the view of the capital from the balcony .

Dinda drives her car to an orphanage in one corner of the city .

arriving at the gate of the building of the orphanage, Dinda down and wait for a box car that followed her earlier.

the arrival of Dinda was immediately welcomed by a middle-aged woman, Dinda immediately greeted the woman with reverence.

"nak Dinda "greet Rita's mother the owner and manager of the home.

"yes Ma'am " replied Dinda kindly.

Dinda does look different if she is in this place, from her clothes and her innards are very different.

seen today he wears a navy blue shirt and navy toad pants, with hair that he ties in a ponytail.

then some of the employees of the home came from inside, here helped to bring some groceries from the box car that Dinda had brought .

"hopefully it can help a little ma'am "Dinda also handed the envelope containing money to Rita's mother .

"oh, son of Dinda's , mother so bad , just a week ago bring children's school supplies, and equipment for the babies, then 'then , a lot of nak Dinda" said Bu Rita who felt disinclined .

"it's okay Mom, I'm happy to do it, with more sharing then my sustenance is more abundant, prayer is always yes Mom" said Dinda sincerely with a smile.

"amin, she wants Dinda mom will always pray for the best for son Dinda" replied Bu Rita as she gently squeezed both hands of Dinda who was still holding her fingers.

"dinner here yes son Dinda, surely others are happy to squirm nak Dinda" invited Bu Rita, Dinda assented and they walked hand in hand into the building of the home .

Dinda spent her weekend that night at the orphanage until the evening before, playing and helping the caretakers a little while working to care for the children is a happiness in itself.

after bathing and drying her black hair, Dinda pressed a button that was behind one of her dressing room cabinets .

the closet shifted and revealed a room, like a secret work room with an elegant design.

there's a desk and a work chair with a laptop on top of it.

there is one wall that Dinda made as a diagram with many Poto and several names written there.

Dinda went into the room, sat in her work chair, turned on her laptop, did something with a serious face.

the closeness he established with the orphanage he had just attended was not without reason, one clue he had obtained .

her heart was slightly flowering, in her gaze a small Poto frame in front of her, at her reach and in her deckap, tears flowed from both her eye fertilizers .

with a sobbing Dinda cried in the pressure of longing, her crying sounded heartbreaking, very poignant, fortunately no one could hear her crying.

again the cry broke as he reminisced, one day exactly twelve years ago .

* flashback on

"you can Dinda, , ''the strong mayo, a little more" the encouraging voice of the midwife who was helping her give birth at this moment sounded faintly in Dinda's ears.

his energy felt exhausted , he wanted to give up 'em, if he could, but the shadow of his current baby who is also struggling with his can of course dismiss the bad thoughts that exist.

not long after the baby's crying sound was heard, Dinda's smile was broken, all the pain was lost when the midwife gave up her tiny baby to her arms.

happy tears fall when she kisses her whole baby face, beautiful, her baby is very pretty, her skin is clean white and her thin brownish hair adds to her baby's beauty ,all the medical personnel who helped her during childbirth was very amazed to see the beauty of her baby.

Dinda was breastfeeding her baby whom she named Anastasia Kirana, the baby was very healthy, their eyes met, immediately Dinda's heart warmed .

"how is Dinda, already healthy ?" tanya Bu Kusuma, the owner of the safe house where Dinda hid with her pregnancy from the outside world .

luckily it was Dinda when she found this place, when she was in the midst of her life that felt heavy and complicated.

pregnant out of wedlock, with parents far away from her, there was no way she would come home with a disgrace, she did not want to destroy the hopes of her two parents.

Dinda smiled to kiss the tiny arms of the tiny baby who slowly began to fall asleep in her mother's arms.

"Alhamdulillah mother, Dinda has started strong "it has been two weeks after Dinda gave birth at that time.

"so how? is there a picture of what you're going to do next?"

Dinda seemed to think, as she continued to look at her baby.

"indeed after we give breast milk to the baby, our inner bonds will be increasingly attached, the desire to separate of course becomes very heavy "

early on Dinda decided not to breastfeed her baby but when looking into her baby's eyes her maternal sense appeared, and she decided to breastfeed her baby.

Bu Kusuma was right now he felt it was already very heavy when thinking of leaving his beautiful baby.

"all the decisions are with you Dinda, whatever it is the mother must support her "Mum Kusuma standing from her sitting ,squeezing Dinda's shoulder gently and going out of the room left Dinda feeling indecisive.

but finally Dinda took her decision, after her baby was six months old, she finally left it to Bu Kusuma.

"please take care of her Ma'am, this is very hard for me, but I have to do her, I promise I will come back ,and will keep sending money for his needs and will always send tidings, I beg Madam, keep Anastasia" with tears, after peeping the reddish cheeks of Anastasia, Dinda gave up her baby to Bu Kusuma who stared at her.

"i understand Dinda, I try to take care of her as well as her, take care of yourself as well as her "

it was with great sadness that Dinda left the place.

the following days passed by Dinda with misery, longing for her baby in the recesses of her heart .

every night he was in pain when both of his breasts swelled up due to the milk that did not come out, probably also because his baby missed him .

every night he wept, a bit in silence, because he was in his little boarding room, returning to the life of college strata two that he had stopped.

years changed, Dinda has completed her education with the best results, easily she got a job at her target place .

after getting a good place to stay and starting to be able to tread on her own feet, Dinda returns to the safe house where she left her baby.

but unfortunately, he was so surprised when he found that the place had not existed, had been flat with the ground.

confused, Dinda searched and fro, but until the end of the day she did not get any leads.

with trembling he tried to contact the telephone number of Bu Kusuma's house, not connected at all.

Dinda was afraid not to play, she remembered she always sent money, even before she worked as a lawyer ,when in college he worked odd jobs to set aside his money that he would send to Bu Kusuma .

Frustrated, Dinda returns with an emptiness, a pain in her heart begat by itself, a loss this time stifling for her.

in his grasp his chest that felt pain and tightness mixed into one until he involuntarily fainted at that moment .

*flashback off