Heart-shaking

My Soul's Blownness

It has been a month since I returned from Aceh. My mind felt empty and indecisive, Moreover last night I could not sleep.

My mind was in the guilt of having hurt so many women's hearts by my rejection.

I called Jonah, and asked him to come to my house, there's something I want to talk about.

Half an hour later Jonah arrived at my house.

", Assalamu'alaikum.", Jonah gave Greetings.

", Wa'alaikum Salam", I answered while opening the door of the house.

", Nus... Have you eaten yet?", I asked.

", Alhamdulillah.already bro!!", just before here", replied Jonah briefly.

", If so we go to the room yuk!", it's better to talk ", Invite me.

", we finally went upstairs but before that I asked Bik Atun to bring drinks and cakes to my room.

", this is the drink" Bik Atun said with a tray.

I opened the door and thanked him and took a tray of drinks and cakes.

After Bik Atun died, I closed the door again and brought the tray to the sofa table in my room.

", Yeah...My room is big with a sofa with a table".

Above it is a 65-inch TV rack.

", Nus!!!", call me slowly.

Jonah approached me, and saw me looking down while covering my face.

", Nus from last night I can not sleep, I thought Nus?", my heart was troubled and worried.

There have been many women that I refuse, I do not want to hurt their hearts anymore, it is enough Nus!", I want to keep my heart until I meet my soulmate, "I said seriously while looking ahead.

", Nus... (while holding his shoulder ), I want to enter the pesantren lightning, think - think there is no yes?, who would accept me only temporarily, count - count me to deepen the religion? And guard my heart" I said.

", Ooh it!!", I will ask Faisal our LDK minister, who knows if there is a boarding school that will accept us for santri there", replied Jonah.

The point of patience, man?", Affirm to the LORD everything.

Not you who hurt the heart of mareka but maybe this is the destiny of the journey in your life.

", Surely they like you!".

Not only handsome, lo is also good, pinter again sholeh that they like from lo.

Full package bro!!", said Jonah.

", Honestly I am a guy, amazed by you let alone the women.

", so do not feel this is all your fault!", this is all already the line in your life so the idol of mareka, "Said Yunus sage.

I took a deep breath and then lay down to let go of the fatigue in my head.

Didn't feel I overslept?, wake up already showing Asar time, I see Jonah also overslept on the sofa in front of tivi.

Then I got up and took a bath, I saw Jonah was awake.

", Nus...??", Call me.

", Hmm.sana gih bath!", we finished the Asar prayer together, "I said.

", Yes" replied Jonah as he went to the bathroom. After that we also pray Asar congregation.

Then continued eating before Jonah finally came home.

The next day Jonah told me to meet him and Faisal immediately to talk about the lightning boarding school.

I immediately took a shower and went to meet Mareka at the cafe that had been agreed.

", Assalamu'alaikum".

", Wa'alaikum Salam.", answered Mareka Kompak and immediately told me to sit down.

We ordered a drink and I began to tell him about my heart.

That's Sal!!", the story and if I can as soon as possible I want to study at Pesantren, Well at least a month" I said.

I understand about your concern, that's why I'm here to invite you to join the Pesantren lightning in my uncle's boarding school and my uncle happens to be the teacher there.

His Pesantren name is Pesantren NURUL ILMI (light science).

the place is in the Bogor area, if you want to go there tomorrow!", as well as a survey of the place, how??", asked Faisal.

", GOD WILLING!!!", I am ready.

Okey...We will gather where!", then we go directly there", Faisal replied.

", Okay ready!!", keep lo Nus?, come along right?", I asked.

", GOD WILLING is ready boss!!", replied Jonah as he raised both his index and middle fingers to his forehead like a sign of respect.

I smiled happily and finally my heart was temporarily resolved.

And we split up to go home.

Arriving home, I went to Mama and Papa to talk about the lightning Pesantren plan.

At first Mama objected, because she had just separated from me, now she wants to separate again.

Papa persuades Mama, "Let Maa...?", Now that our son is old, he knows which is best for him.

He also joined Pesantren because he wanted to study religion.

we should be grateful to get a child that Sholeh who wants to get closer to GOD, Not children whose life is just poya - foya, maksiat continue to know the money ngabisin parents, " Papa said at length.

But Paa!!", new time from Aceh now want to go to bogor one more month?", replied Mama.

", dear Mama?", this is only for a month, otherwise it could be only two weeks!!", I replied to calm Mama.

", Yes, yes already...But don't be long huh?, Mama don't want to separate from you again", Persuade Mama while embracing my shoulder.

Papa and I smiled, and then I went to the room and I wanted to get it done.

Suddenly my phone rang and I saw Faisal's name, I immediately raised it.

", Assalamu'alaikum.", Sapaku.

", Wa'alaikum Salam.", Faisal answered kindly.

", Ren!!!", tomorrow we gather in front of Seroja cafe, yes?, I called Yunus and said he agreed, How?", asked Faisal.

", Okay ready Bro!!", What time it gets there", I asked.

", INSYA ALLAH at 9 has arrived there?", if you can not be late, then you will be stuck in the road to Bogornya" said Faisal.

Okay, Sal, please tell Jonah, we don't have to take the train, so tomorrow I'll bring the car we'll meet there?", I said.

Okay ready, see you there?.

", Assalamu'alaikum.", said Faisal.

", Wa'alaikum Salam ...Yes ", I answered while hanging up the phone.

Then I went down to Maghrib Prayer for the congregation and continued to eat dinner.

After dinner, Azan Isya sounded.

We then pray together, I finish praying I pay to the room to rest.