Heart Destiny

Fisya Anxiety

A bright morning fisya very eager to return to his pesantren. He has been off for about 1 month due to the semester break. He is now in 8th grade. This morning he was so happy. Laila's mother just smiled at the behavior of her son who was so excited to return to the school. If he remembers first fisya looks forced when entering the pesantren. But thank God now he feels relieved because his son gradually can adjust there.

"fisya, come and have breakfast before you go"

"iya bu, fisya breakfast kok. ntar fisya sick no one takes care of fisya dipesantren. The fisya stomach can swallow the same fisya" said fisya while laughing.

"just you are, son. Yes, I ate breakfast"

"okay my mother dear, oo yes mom dad when to go home yes, already a month dad does not come home usually will at least come home once a month."

"let's see, your father was there very busy with his lecture business. Yesterday mom called me, maybe next month I can go home. He also apologized to you for not being able to welcome you at home."

Fisya just agreed his mother said, He knows his father is very dear to them, but maybe there is more important because it deals with a million people.

_ dipesantren

Fisya arrived at his boarding school at 9 a.m. The journey from his boarding house only takes 1 hour. His mother reasoned that if the fisya pesantren far later his mother was not free to visit him when he missed.

Fisya dipesantren very closed to anyone, he has no close friends except his close friends when in sd namely avit and ayu. Fisya dipesantren focus more on gaining religious knowledge and memorization of his quran. He wants to be a sholeha child who can boast of both parents.

Fisya cross paths with ust ahmad whose note is his teacher. Ust ahmad is very handsome and fisya has liked him since he met in the department. The attitude of a meek and loving Ust ahmad made his fissure melt his heart. He keeps his feelings tight. No one knows his feelings. He feared it would be a disgrace to his family because he loved a widower and a very mature person who was the same age as his own father.

"Assalamu alaikum ustadz ahmad"

"Waalaikum hail fisya, you've come back, son, I haven't seen you in a long time.I miss you" with a sweet smile

"Duh sir, please don't smile my heart is pounding so much that I'm about to have a heart attack? Pake says miss again like dilan. I'm sir I'm the one who misses, miss is heavy, let me just later the father is not strong" inner Fisya

" thank God, sir, I'm sorry sir wants to go straight into the dormitory of the princess"

Fisya immediately rushed he was afraid he would faint if stared at and given a smile continued by ustadz ahmad. Indeed, if people know the taste of fiction is strange because he likes people who are too mature, and also the figure of his teacher and worse he is a widower. Fisya realized he was better suited to be the son of ahmad ustadz than his wife.

Ustadz ahmad looked at the back of his fissure that was getting away from him. Actually his heart trembled when he was near the fisya, at first he did not believe because he was treating the fissure like his dead son. But over time he misinterpreted himself. He put his heart into his fisya.

"Punish me yes rabb for all my sins and my unworthy love" inner ahmad

Today is Friday, all students and students are allowed to leave the pesantren area because today is their holiday. Every Friday they are free to do whatever they want.

Fisya always meet with avit and ayu on Friday. Avit and ayu willingly come to the park near the fisya boarding school so that their friendship is lasting because of mutual understanding with each other.

"Fis, how's the school.You're still not ?"

"No yu, here I'm getting used to it and that's how I feel here."

"Good if it's fis, I don't have to be afraid and worry anymore dech"

"no sich fis, I'm worried about you" while pouting

Ha. ha...

Fisya and ayu laughed out loud while avit pouted to see them and there was a chase action between them until the time was not felt until the afternoon.

They eventually split up and promised that they would regroup next Friday.

_ at home fissure

"Assalamu aleikum "

"Waalaikumussalama, have you come home yet?how not to tell mom first can you pick up yah?"

"Don't mom, I know I'm tired of taking care of the house with the kids so I don't have to bother mom"

Laila who heard it was so moved by her husband's words, that was why she was so infatuated with him. He was so gentle and the best home builder he had ever met. He is very grateful to God for giving the best soul mate and blessed with a sholeh child.

"mom why bengong sich, is there something wrong with dad?"Looking at himself from head to toe.

Laila was surprised and laughed.

"Not really well, but dad added handsome lo. I miss the same father, children are also especially fisya well."

Shandi smiled and kissed his wife's hair. He is very grateful for what he has now from his sholeha wife as well as the children who are so cute.

" Mom, I want to talk seriously with mom, it's about our child's fissure "

Seeing that laila was a bit surprised because her husband never spoke seriously especially regarding their eldest child fisya. Because he knew his fissure never made trouble at his school and his fissure was never guilty. Shandi also told his wife Laila that fisya would be betrothed to the son of his own teacher shandi. Shandi said that his teacher before dying willed and begged him to marry his only child to the shandi child. Though Shandi has refused on the grounds that it is not good to impose his will let alone his fisya son is still very small to be married off,. He is not suitable for marriage but requires more primary knowledge. But the teacher still begged so that the password did not bear and agreed. His teacher said his son deserved the best wife because his son was also a good child. And his teacher was eager to establish a brotherly bond with Shandi whom he already considered his own son. Until his teacher died and gave a will to Shandi. He was so sad to tell his wife all this.

"Here it is, don't be sad maybe it's our child's destiny. You have promised, so you can not deny it.Let's just a mother who has understanding to the fisya yes."

"But mom, I feel like a failed father, can't protect our kids."

"Had it been well, let's go to sleep father must be tired, and later we pray tahajud together beg to god."

Laila tried to be strong, but her heart was also sad. Which mother is willing to give up her child's youth which must end in marriage. But he realized it might have been his son's destiny

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