Heart Charming Girl

The past of Dafa

"i think of Marisa as my own sister.she's just like maryam to me maybe because they're the same age. I love her as much as I love Mary.. I never thought that she had fallen in love with me since the first time I played at Fransisko's house... !!"

"they are just two. his papa is busy with his new wife.and his mother is also busy with the men out there. his family has split because their parents are like that... !!"

"so I always play at the home fransisko see Marisa who always peeps at me I think she just wants to be friends.I was still very naive at that time my humor.. I just think he needs friends because their families are like that...!! "

"then...?? " asked Zahra again curious dinafa..

"since then I approached her like a sister to her sister, I thought of her as maryam.. !! when fransisko is sick, she cannot go to school and cannot pick up Marissa I who picked her up in front of her class with a helping hand

my own hands...!! "

"if I were in his position I would also fall in love with you habib...!! "the inner Zahra digested the dafa words just now..

"i thought that Marisa wouldn't feel lonely and would open her heart to others around her but it turns out that at the exact age of 14 she expressed her love for me back then I just thought of her as a joke ..!!"

"yes, maybe at that age you would consider his love just a joke but I'm sure he's sincere, he's sincere, she's just a little girl who falls in love with you at first sight and then you approach her she'll be happy." Zahra immediately..

"hm. I already said that I was a child when I did not know any love problems.I just know the school and get the general champion always in the High School.. I don't have time to fall in love, baby...!! " clearly Dafa again..

"hmmm your High School time your childhood yes.. . ? how did Marisa feel then..? must be hurt, right...?? " ask zahra again..

"i said casually but it might hurt him. He said I was very rude to talk like that. After that he ran away somewhere.even francisko came to me many times asking where Marisa is... I'm sure I said I don't know... !!"

"a few weeks later Marisa was found in the lake.she died in terrible circumstances.. at that time I just said that I loved him like my own sister. I couldn't possibly love him.. is that too rude, dear...?? "

Dafa began to shed tears telling me that part..

Zahra looked up at his face and wiped away the tears of the dafa who had fallen aside because they were sleeping.

"no habib. You are not wrong.just how to refuse you must hurt his heart.. I also don't understand why he chose to end his life when he was young and he could have tried hard to get your heart... !!" zahra softly tried to comfort Dafa..

"since that time Fransisko also quit school and she hated me so much, she was always looking for ways to kill my loved ones so that I could feel what she was feeling first, he had people crash into Maryam into a coma in the hospital for 2 weeks and when he realized he was paralyzed... !!" Dafa began to sob to recount those times of hurting his heart..

"sufficient habib dear.. just do not continue.. is enough yes... I understand...!! " persuade Zahra to sit down for a moment..

Dafa also sat down with his eyes reddened to remember the beginning of his suffering Because his words would end up hurting his loved ones that is why Dafa did not dare to say rude to any woman..

"as long as it's just embers and yuras that help me get out of that situation to be honest I've been pretty traumatized by that fateful incident, if I knew my words back then it would have affected the cheerful Maryam

I wouldn't have spoken. I'd rather be mute then. a. I....!! "

"have enough habib.. do not continue. I have understood.. do not continue yes...!!! I'm here with you.. !!" cut the glassy Zahra to see the unstoppable tears of dafa..

unexpected by him, a Dafa knight who seemed to have everything, a man who looked happy with the wealth of JB group companies in various cities and villages branched.

dafa also has his own dark past every creature of God always has its own test..

"Ak.. i.. I. can't tell you, baby.. forgive me...!! " isak Dafa shed his tears again..

"excuse me habib. I made you open that wound again. forgive me...!! " said Zahra stammering..

Dafa shook his head..

"not me who hurt dear.but Maryam who suffered a lot because of me. I cause but she never wronged me and held everything herself...!! "

"i know habib.. You are the one who suffers the most.Your guilt is greater than the pain of Maryam who endures everything herself...!! " Zahra said while rubbing dafa's back..

Dafa ended up crying loudly releasing his pent-up pain all this time even Dafa forgot when he had cried so much...

"cry over my habib here with you. I accept you dear. I love you now or your past.. You can get through it all yourself...!!" zahra's inner self dripped her tears upon hearing Dafa's roaring cry..

all Dafa's regrets about Marissa, Maryam's suffering were also children who committed suicide because Dafa always forgave the mistakes of his subordinates until Dafa killed the man with his own hands..

3 the woman traumatized her from hurting women, That's why Dafa never hurt women or yelled at women even Kikan ex-secretary when he touched her arm Bara was the most angry ..

Dafa was just pointing at Kikan's face with a growl grumbling his teeth lucky Bara who finished everything with a cold head so his Papa Kikan was speechless as Bara explained the reason for kikan being fired..

Kikan worked in Dafa company because he wanted to be with Dafa...

"habib....?? " Call Zahra softly and gently..

dafa did not answer and dropped his head in the other direction Zahra swiftly held Dafa's head..

"habib is asleep, is he...?? " zahra muttered slowly laying Dafa slowly on their bed..

they were in bed from the beginning..

"sleep habibiee...!! " murmured Zahra slowly kissed lovingly on Dafa's forehead...

dafa's nose was red because of his crying earlier

her lips are getting red..

"this is the first time I've seen your fragile side habib.. I love you.. ..!!" inner Zahra smiled gently hugging Dafa tightly..

Zahra's forehead stuck to Dafa's jaw, while Dafa was asleep like a newborn baby...

maybe dafa will be much better when he has shared the burden with others.dafa never show his fragile side to anyone including his own mother..

over time Zahra also fell asleep in dafa's arms..

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