Hear My Wish's

Hear My Wish's
Chapter 9 – Despair



“Drive


me to this street” Dean


that is while handing over a piece of paper. The little paper says one


the address in New York City, which is none other than Charlotte's home address. Exactly two


the other day, she went to the residence of Taylor Mitchell Handoyo, her aunt


Charlotte lives in Jakarta. Dean's lucky, the woman doesn't mind


he helped her meet her sister's daughter. He said that thing


to be honest. The girl had just returned to America because of the sad news


snarling his ears. Her grandmother died two days ago.


The taxi driver pulled his handbrake, stopping the speed


automaker. Their mark has reached the point of destination.


"Keep


the change," Dean said


while handing over some dollar bills.


"Thanks


you, sir."


The young man carried his black backpack and rushed over


get off the taxi he was riding in. He saw the house with


scrupulously. The building is not as large as his house, the shape is also not too


aesthetic but simple with wall colors that resemble brick, green roof, and,


and white sills. Typical house in western movies.


 Twice the button


the white is pressed. No sound at all. Bell's busted.


Dean pulled out his phone and opened the call log.


Charlotte last called him at the end


it was March, exactly a few days after Dean celebrated graduation. Calling


the last he received from the girl. After that, Charlotte never


call him again, as if they were lost


contact. He did not even a little to preach about the suffering


I experienced this recently. It's possible, it's because of Dean's attitude


it often makes Charlotte smile bitterly, realizing her presence is not


heeded and expected at all.


His thumb pressed the green phone picture button.


“If you'd like to


make a call, please hang up and try again. If you need help, hang up, and then


dial your operator.”


A few seconds passed, but Charlotte did not leave


touching his phone to answer an incoming call from Dean.


As he kept calling, Dean knocked on the door


her house. Hope the voice will be heard and the door opened soon. However


his efforts have not yielded results.


PRANGS!


The voice was clearly coming from the top floor. Charlotte


it must be in the house.


The brown-haired young man took a few steps back. He looked up, up,


look at the window facing the street. Honey, that ivory white curtain


hanging blocked his view.


His heart suddenly changed. He felt something strange. Indeed, he didn't


I knew Charlotte like she knew her. The girl knows


exactly the intricacies of his life, out of nowhere the source. That thing is comparable


up against Dean. But, at least he knew exactly, Charlotte wasn't


the kind of sloppy person who easily drops things.


The young man's heart began to feel unsettled. Repeatedly


the door was knocked, there was no answer. The girl was called repeatedly,


the call was not answered either.


‘Hopefully


the door is unlocked.’


Maybe this time it sounds a little silly.


Fortunately, that hope is real. The main door of the house at all


unlocked. Not even a trick.


Dean began to guess. Bad prejudices are emerging


making his mind more and more unkempt. But all that prejudice was broken


by the circumstances around him. The living room is still neat, there is nothing


suspicious in this room. The kitchen, dining room, and


another room on the first floor.


Again the sound of things was heard from the top floor. Times


this, the sound sounded like two wooden objects in a tangle. That young man


putting bag. Suspicion pushed both of his legs to climb the sixteen


wooden stairs to the second floor.


There are only three rooms on the second floor. One of them has been


it definitely belongs to Charlotte. The door was decorated with a cute teddy bear made of flannel. Both hands clasped


a yellowed white board reads ‘Carly’. The decoration is sure


it was created by Charlotte when she was a child.


The young man half-kneeled. He closed the side


his eyes and peeked through the door slit. Charlotte is really in


homehouse. It was clear that the girl was standing facing a chair.


His head looked up, staring at the rope hanging


and it has been knotted to resemble ‘hangman’s


knot’.


Dean slips. Without waiting for long, he immediately turned around


the door of Charlotte's room.


Locked up.


“Charlotte! Charlotte!” yells loudly


banged-gedor door, “Open the door!”


Niente. The girl did not respond at all.


Again, Dean peeked out of the keyhole gap


doorway. Charlotte had already begun to climb up the wooden chair in front of her. Time that


the girl will let the rope strangle her neck.


Without a second thought, the young man smashed into his body


all my energy to the door. However, the wooden thing did not open.


Cold sweat began to wash over him. His heartbeat


racing faster against time.


He kept repeating it until his break


success keeps the door open. His hands were reflexively holding his body from falling


fall over. Dean lifted his face. The golden girl was already at


seat top. The strands of yarn that fuse to form a rope have surrounded


her neck. Charlotte was ready to drop the chair.


As quickly as possible, Dean ran and climbed into the bed


it's right behind Charlotte. At the same time, the girl


dropping the chair where both feet rest. Luckily, Dean succeeded


get Charlotte in her embrace and lift her before the load


his body turned the life knot on the rope that coiled around his neck into


deadly knot.


“Charlotte...


get the... rope off... your neck!”the young man continued to keep the girl in a high position, albeit a second


his hands trembled and his sweat flowed even more.


His breathing began to gasp, “Do it!” this time it sounded forced.


Those bluish-green eyes like marbles started


glazed. His heart was moved to undo the intention of ending his life.


Slowly, the girl moved both of her hands, grasping the rope


round his neck, and the circle of death was released.


Dean breathed a sigh of relief. He really felt


his body was lighter than before.


Charlotte put her feet back on top


flooring. His crying sounded so clear.


“I’m


sorries... I’m sorry for being. such a burden,”ucapnya while looking down, aggravating his face.


a little flushed on Dean's shoulder. Scratches of cuts that resemble bars


prison irons lined up on Charlotte's wrists.


The young man was stunned for a moment.


For nearly ten months he knew Charlotte, but not yet


never seen such a line of things. All this time, the line of cuts


always concealed. He never thought, the sign of a depressed person etched in


golden unravel girl arms that always show a sweet smile. Auras


melancholy was not at all permah felt on his face.


Dean stroked Charlotte's dangled blonde hair


length reaches back. “I’m the one


who was supported to apologize,” he said while tucking the blond mane in


behind the left ear of the girl.


“No, <TAG1>,


I... I have.. caused... you.. more trouble...”hur eyes keep flowing wet his cheeks. “I’m sorry..” the girl continuously.


apologizing.


“You


didn’t cause any trouble to me, stop blaming yourself, okay?”


***


Mentari began to go down to the contest. Round object


the incandescent moon was about to call in his place to watch over the moon


people from above the sky. Orange tides dominate the atmosphere, giving rise to


beautiful view. A sight that arises for a moment but spoils


millions of eyes were looking at him.


Charlotte felt a little calmer. Her hand


clutching the remaining cup of warm sweet tea was almost half of it. It


wiping away the remains of tears on her cheeks. His fingers tapped on the porcelain cup


it alternated. His mind felt a little brighter than before. Glances


the eyes of ‘marble’ were fixed on Dean who attached plaster on the palm


his hand, closed the scratch wound from the broken glass. The man sat down exactly


beside him.


The girl felt her heart suddenly turn cold.


He had hoped for a lot for Dean when they were both


first met at the end of last year that could make the heart


Charlotte is like spring. The season where various kinds of flowers are beautiful


showing off colorful crowns. Accompanied by flying butterflies and


a group of birds singing melodious like acapella..


As time goes by, seasons also come and go alternately. Season


cold and despotic had come to knock out the crowns of the flower.


Creating a cold air and a hollow impression symbolized by trees without leaves


enveloped his heart. The season is synonymous with sadness and greetings


farewells. Charlotte had eroded her hopes little by little. At the


finally, his hope in Dean was completely dashed when he found out, the attitude of the youth


it resembles people with minimal empathy and tolerance. However, today, today,


half of that thick snow began to melt into liquid. Clumping


green is starting to grow. New shoots sprung from the ground. Dean


has proven that Charlotte shouldn't have thrown away her hope, because


he asked for a second chance, though not a second chance.


Charlotte looked at the young man sitting beside her, busy


pressing the plaster on his palm, making sure it was stuck


recats.


“Dean,” the slow voice called him.


He looks.


“Thank


you,”ucapnya


putting the tea cup.