
"Stop!" Adara coldly told Lulu's hand to step aside from the rice spoon. Because she wanted to take it for her husband and that was the first time she did it during her marriage.
Arhan is silent and allows himself to do what his wife seems not to lose to Lulu.
After getting rice for Arhan. Adara wanted to pour the sour vegetables onto Arhan's plate.
"Azizie Kak Arhan does not like sour vegetables you want to put!" sahut Lulu who made Adara not so do it and look towards Arhan's parents.
"There's a long bean. That's why Arhan doesn't like it. Because it has been mixed with other vegetables" said Aminah.
"You don't know" said Lulu.
"Who said," said Adara who still did not want to lose.
"You only eat fish," said Adara who immediately replaced it with a side dish.
"Don't fish it's Azizie. This one is all. It's a gurame fish and Arhan's allergic. Just use the puffer fish," said Aminah quickly.
"Oh so," said Adara who looks stupid who has always been wrong.
"Eat!" said Adara slowly who was not excited and embarrassed.
"Azize should have added his cellophane eggs" said Lulu, who immediately made it to Arhan's plate.
"Free Aunt Aminah has set up a special eggplant for brother Arhan. Because it's food to Kak Arhan's tribe. You even make food you don't want to eat. You don't know that Arhan likes this. Didn't you guys have been together for 4 years?" ask Lulu with insinuation.
Adara was silent to hear the words that Adara could not deny he did not know anything about Arhan and only a small matter of food problems. Make himself ashamed of himself.
"Sir Arhan eat don't forget to use my favorite sauce Arhan!" lulu. Arhan simply nodded and turned his head towards Adara who was beside him who was silent all of a sudden.
The expression and face were like they had no face to show anymore. What he does is telling people more and more. If she is not a good wife and knows nothing about her husband.
"Mama didn't eat?" alvian asked who saw his mother's plate was still empty.
"Mama wants to go to the room first. I forgot to tell my grandfather. If we have arrived," said Adara who immediately stood from his seat and immediately left.
The mood seemed a little tense. Maybe because it just happened and Arhan seemed to know what Adara was feeling.
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Adara stood in front of the window with her gloomy face. Since then he was only in the room and did not return to the dining table.
"Close window. This is a village and mosquitoes can enter" said Arhan who was at the door with food.
"Let's eat!" get Arhan to put it on the food nightstand. But Adara did not respond to anything. Arhan approached Adara and closed the window.
"Let's eat!" bring Arhan back after closing the window.
"I'm not hungry" replied Adara who turned away from Arhan's presence. But Arhan held Adara's hand until Adara did not leave.
"Eat. You left your food for the wrong reasons and didn't come back. So eat!" arhan said, affirming Adara.
"What do you mean?" ask Arhan.
"She knows a lot about you and now she must be laughing at me. You know why I always ask to be let go. Because you never wanted me" said Adara, speaking seriously.
"What did you say Azizie. It's just Lulu's problem. Even 3 years ago I let you with all your thoughts. When you know the truth. To feel even the slightest guilt is nothing and just looks ordinary. Then why discuss this again," said Arhan.
"Why then take her?" Adara turned around to ask.
"What do you mean?" ask Arhan.
"If you have nothing to do with it. There's no way she knows everything about you" Adara said.
"He's my cousin and I'm adamant I never lived with him" Arhan replied firmly.
"Swings are just a cover. The point is that you gave him a chance and you were so happy that you laughed so much when I was such a fool" Adara said with her eyes stilling.
"I never thought that way" said Arhan.
"If it never is. You won't keep tying me up so I don't feel free" Adara said, passing from Arhan's presence. But Arhan again drew Adara's hand and this time brought Adara closer to him so that Adara hit Arhan's chest field with their faces close to each other and breathing that hit each other.
"What is still lacking the freedom that I give you. 3 years I just wait for your consciousness. Is that still lacking. If I didn't want you I'd have let you go from the beginning even before Alvian was born. So don't say if I don't want you" Arhan said in a hoarse voice that stared deeply at Adara.
"Then you deliberately want to make me have to compete with women who know very much about you" said Adara.
"I never told you to compete. And if you're offended by what happened. You need to understand yourself and learn. Not blaming anyone" replied Arhan.
Adara was silent to Arhan's words that must have been true. Arhan slowly removed Adara's hand from his grip.
"Eat me and Alvian wants out tonight. You should come along and don't get angry if someone else takes your place!" arhan said by speaking as is.
Arhan didn't say much anymore and directly walked out of the room. Adara sighed and saw Arhan's departure. Then Adara walked to the bed and saw the food that Arhan prepared on the nightstand.
"I did marry him and you are not like a married couple and rarely meet. She knew what I couldn't eat" said Adara, looking in the bowl of sour vegetables with no lab. Because Adara doesn't like pumpkins.
"Then why I never try and what I want. I will never be able to get away from him. And I shouldn't have that desire anymore. If he knows a lot about me without me telling him. Then why can't I just try a little bit to find out about her,"
"Because at any moment he will remain my husband. Because I will never be able to escape from it," the inner Adara who just realized it.
"It wasn't me who didn't get the taste of sister. It was she who did not get a sister from me. I even stopped all my dreams after graduating from school just because of a misunderstanding and I turned a blind eye to the explanation of all that,"
Adara spoke to herself with her heart using a cold head. He seems to be starting to realize. If Arhan is her husband and hers and cannot let Arhan be with anyone else. Adara must realize that Arhan is very patient to deal with it all this time.
Adara let out her breath and smiled faintly. Then Adara immediately ate what her husband prepared for her.
Maybe he was so moody. But not anymore. It was like there was a sudden surge of spirit that made her come back calmer.
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