
The only reason Seokjin left herself was to punish her with social sansi for being a girl ******. Not never, Ruby had begged in tears and knelt down on Seokjin to believe her as if they were maintaining a relationship. But, Seokjin still acts like a lover whose love has been betrayed. She never listened to ruby because the evidence she had of her abhorrent relationship was also irrefutable. No matter the rumors were true or not, Ruby would continue to bear that title of use.
This is what it feels like to work in a good place but be accepted through an insider's path. Dead, it doesn't feel better for him. Although the older it gets, the more the mind to die grows despite sometimes fear. And why ruby wasn't reckless enough to kill herself, she knew it was her way of dying. The thought was always going round and round even as he took the night bus home after his days in the office were heavy and annoying. More tired of his mind and mind, ruby to sleep and know he has arrived at the last stop if other passengers who are not good enough do not wake the ruby before straying further.
As soon as ruby arrived home she immediately jumped her cold basket, with the clothes intact. Then the next morning he woke up with achy bitis that lasted for a day in the office where he more often get unpleasant treatment from those who scorned as if he was the most despicable creature. There were only a few people in the office who would invite him to chat and sit in the cafeteria together at lunch, but because he always met people who used him, he said, ruby tried not to get too familiar with them.
Every time he came home from nowhere, he always went back to the bridge to cry, hoping this time he had the courage to jump. Butno. Ruby just stayed there long enough and cried sobbing. Remembering it at a time like this is God meeting him with jessica the source of everything that happens to him now.
But before ruby's life met toxic people like them, ruby was a princess who had just crashed out of her kingdom.
The time in July 2021.
"well, I'll go ballet first". Ruby bounces carefully behind the figure of her father sitting on the sofa facing their family picture which is displayed on the wall right in front of her.
The man had been looking at her for a few hours. Ruby often finds it that way since the third day someone other than ruby and her father in the photo was buried, her mother, her younger sister and her younger brother. The three of them had a traffic accident where only ruby managed to survive.
Ruby's father doesn't answer but Ruby knows that her father hears her. So he just left. The more hearted, the ruby gets more used to his father's cooling demeanor and even tends to be indifferent to ruby. His relatives say he just needs time to accept his loss. Ruby, who does not want to add to her father's grief and let it go, also tries to continue her life.
Ruby tried not to cry, at least in front of her father.although she said ruby crying also can not stand because it misses her mother and her two younger siblings, it was the hardest time for ruby and her father.
But ruby still came to ballet classes and focused on the selection of professional specialty Grub that would perform in Russia or other major European theaters. Ruby after following that selection many times before. But after performing his best optimistically, he still did not hear his name called for the student who managed to escape. What else he lacks, ruby is upset and desperate and meets Eloise's manager to protest.
"Listen, ruby the decision opened my own take. There are two others who feel you haven't been able enough to perform professionally".The manager is obviously very much on the ruby in a frustrating tone.
This man named Jonny one of the people closest to the art foundation that houses the Eloise ballet class. He had a great influence on whatever decision Eloise made. Although the assessment at the selection was the main one, but he could pass whoever he wanted, a kind of wild card that seemed to only be obtained in a certain way other than reckless girls.
One of ruby's best friends in ballet class, frans sevanni, learned something that brought her out by Jonny before she left for Chelyabinsk for a theater performance there. Frans told ruby that while there is a jonny, don't expect a fair chance for everyone. When Frans came out feeling sad, the news was not heard from again since. Frans Sevanni was his first love.
"But, I...... "
Ruby ducked avoiding jonny's gaze that gave ruby goosebumps until she had to take a few steps back to get away.
" What the fuck is this guy". ruby thought.
"Or do you want me to keep you out but on one condition?" ask jonny.
"Yes.... What condition?" ruby asked the gray and ruby's body had already felt the air not wearing it. Suddenly jonny raised a ruby chin that was instantly shocked to death. He immediately shook his hand off her.
"I guess you know what I mean. It's an easy thing for girls like you". Said jonny who was staring at ruby with her hungry grin. "I'm sure you've done that kind of thing before".
"What does that mean." plain ruby thought.
"Take off.." cried ruby with all his might pushing the man as he approached his face.
"Damn it.." said he was angry and was about to reach for another ruby but late.
Ruby immediately passed from the exit of the room in fear. Everyone who was along the hall looked at him in surprise and it was then that the man also came out of his room and shouted.
"If you haven't escaped it means you're not worthy enough! You think by seducing me, you can change my decision!"
Ruby stood in the crowd, the atmosphere after the selection where all the Eloise dancers gathered and the man seemed to be mastering the circumstances. He just accused ruby of seducing him in order to pass the fucking selection. It only took a few seconds for a huge reaction from the people who heard it, they whispered to each other gazing at ruby in disgust at the same second as a bunch of hungry crows that had just been thrown with carcasses that they had eaten voraciously.
"If you want to get away with it, you should try harder, don't use your face and sell your grief as if it were the death of your family to get what you want." He shouted again while ruby had not said a word to refute him.
But the gazes of the people here were too frightening, and ruby was in a very unfavorable state to defend herself. His knees were too trembling, his heart beating too hard and he felt so sad not because he had not escaped his selection, but because he was selling grief. Ruby just found out there was a cruel person that even he could not do anything for himself.