He's Secretly Too
Section 86
I can only let myself keep falling.
Until the warm liquid fell on his cheek.
The young man bowed and his jaw trembled slightly, as if trying to hold something back. He did not raise his hand to wipe it, nor did he want to find out what it was. Let's just say those tears don't exist.
He Yuzhi felt lonely for the first time.
And helplessness that is even more miserable than loneliness.
He was indeed a bastard, whenever things went wrong, he always vented his anger on him. He was very cowardly, young and had a good face, and he did not even dare to confess his love in front of others.
He was selfish and just wanted to feel better for himself, but he never asked his opinion, regardless of whether he was so tormented and suffering because of him.
But what to do?
Thats her.
Once you're stuck, there's no way out.
That's character. The more you want everything, the more you don't want to let go of anything. You want to keep everything, but you are destined to fail in achieving the most valuable things.
Even though he tried his best to keep the balance, he still lost everything and was unable to catch anything.
Will he ever see her again?
He Yuzhi did not even dare to think of such a matter.
They were too young and had yet to truly plunge into society, just a blank piece of paper. He is not old enough to stand alone, make a lifelong commitment, or even determine the fate of others and himself.
Before it matures well, there are already regrets.
Even before today, he had never thought about the future. I always felt that all destiny was over. What's more, she's not sure if she likes it or just has a simple, paranoid possessive desire.
He is too arrogant, too selfish, and always puts himself in a higher position than others.
But that doesn't mean he doesn't care about her.
Until he thinks of the future, there is no future.
In fact, he could accept his departure, but it would never be a tacit departure, like a gentle yet silent murder.
She seemed always gentle, gentle, well-behaved and obedient, she accepted whatever she asked for and never complained. He just looked at her sadly with those dark eyes, wanting her to say that he liked her.
But he didn't do it.
I heard that people who behave well and always like to please others will walk quietly, not wanting to disturb anyone.
He did not know that it was this silence that strangled him in the water with an invisible rope.
No more sounds could be made.
He would never forget the dim light of the candle on that birthday night.
And the girl's clear face, rosy cheeks, and bright pupils.
“Why did you kiss me?” He seemed to have gathered a lot of courage and asked her.
But he simply replied: "Because I want to kiss you."
[The window grilles can't imprison Luoxia, will the feelings last a lifetime? ]
[Would it be useful to feel sorry again.].
The author wants to say something:
Note and quotation: The three lines at the end of this chapter are the lyrics to Xie Anqi's "Wedding Invitation Road" written by Huang Weiwen, and not the original.
In the next chapter, we will enter the city slowly. (Don't worry, this will be too natural)
As I write this, I want to say a lot of things but don't know where to start. I have to admit that I had a preference for puppies when I was a teenager, and I have always believed that many things, including mood and temperament, would be different when people grow up. Even though they are the same person with the same name, many things are different. Changes that cannot be changed.
Maybe it was just pain that was growing. A puppy ten years from now will be different from a puppy ten years ago, and there will never be another puppy in the world exactly the same as a puppy ten years ago. It was ridiculous, yet frivolous and sincere. Even though he was extremely venomous, all he did was care and act towards him.
All attachment only begins with an incompatible love in all aspects. Puppies are indeed bad people from several aspects, but from some aspects he is very good. He was wholehearted, had a simple but too strong personality, and could not empathize deeply. The other half is too low and sensitive. As the weaker party, he was completely suppressed by her and swallowed his anger. It seemed like he had always bullied her, so there was a gap between the two. There are all kinds of contradictions.
He's fine and he's too. Man is not like grass and trees, and no man is perfect. When things get to that point, for them, the choice they make will only be like that because of their temperament and experience.
A mismatched relationship will be very difficult even if they are together, it can only be said that they are in trouble hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha (so puppy and Zhizhi both have to change)
In fact, the results of this article are not good and do not match the current popular trends on the site. Although I initially thought about changing the theme, in the end I did not change it. Both puppies and Zhizhi have complete lives when they make their outlines, but the author's abilities are limited and the levels are insufficient, so the updates weren't very timely, and they were basically in the middle of the night.
I write the outline of each chapter by hand first, I've completed the entire 40-page notebook and it's time to replace it with a new one. (Before the issue of habit, I wrote an outline of each book by hand.) Anyway, I take this article very seriously. I am very grateful to those who follow the updates every day.
I dare not say that I am grateful for my love, I can only say that I am grateful for your friendship.
Every day I bring a burst of heavenly energy, waiting for the day of consummation.
The incident of He Yuzhi leaving the classroom without asking for permission caused a commotion at the school.
Initially, the school planned to force him to do self-criticism in front of the entire school.
The young man was depressed for a while. During that time, he lost interest in almost everything.
I didn't want to learn, and I wasn't interested in playing games, I suffered from insomnia all night, and I just sat in a daze every day, not wanting to do anything.
In the test months after Wenzhi left, He Yuzhi's grades also plummeted.
Get down from first class to last class.
He was originally the most influential figure in the school, though, and he was a mythical existence who had once counterattacked.Now he had fallen back from the clouds and naturally became a new conversation among the students and teachers after dinner.
However, it soon spread that He Yuzhi did not know the question at all, but almost all of them were empty.
In fact, even He Yuzhi had no idea what was wrong with him.
I think I lost myself.
He initially started learning because he heard that all girls have a strong mentality. He was unhappy when the names of him and Song Zhe were next to each other, and wanted to blackmail them all. Of course, it is also because of the bet with him.Give permission on Wenzhi to get a room.
But now that he heard it and left, He Yuzhi seemed to have suddenly lost his motivation, and he did not know the meaning of doing these things.
During the exam, he sat down at the table and looked at the problems written in black and white. Of course I know how to do it, but I don't want to take a pen or even write a single word.
Later, the school realized something was wrong with her and immediately reported the situation to her parents.
Zuo Xuelan did not expect He Yuzhi to become like this, he just thought it would get better as time went on. After all, He Yuzhi was young and could fade everything as time went on.He did not consider his son's psychological problems as a problem at first.
Only after the results came out and the various inputs from the teacher did he slowly become a little scared.
I was worried that He Yuzhi was unable to think clearly and would do something extreme when the time came.
But since I heard I was gone, I had no intention of returning, so I could only follow this path to the end.
The school found a psychology teacher for He Yuzhi to perform forced intervention treatment. But the young man seemed to have closed himself off completely.
No matter what others said, he sat there without saying a word.
Later, Zuo Xuelan found a male psychological counselor recommended by others, and the results were slightly better. At least He Yuzhi was finally willing to say something, tell what he heard, and promised to keep it a secret.
He Yuzhi still remembered that the other party had just asked: "When he leaves, will your life end?"
"I don't really want to do anything right now. It doesn't matter if I don't think it means anything. Not everyone has a dream."
“Because you were able to do these things for her, why couldn't you be a better version of yourself for her, and find her and face her again in the future?”
"You hurt her, and that's the same reason you want to make up for it."
"These things are not impossible because of short-term separation. As long as you want, you still have unlimited opportunities to find her, apologize to her, and explain clearly what you were thinking back then."
“You are young and have many possibilities for the future. The same goes for him.”
“Your parents are blocking you now, but can they still stop you five or ten years from now?”
“Just find what you most want to do in the future and do it.”
“Rather than feeling that everything is meaningless as it is now. Giving yourself enough power to resist everything you hate and want to turn around now, this also has its own meaning.”
"She must like you, no doubt."
“But if you continue to experience depression like this and meet him again five or ten years later, do you think he will still like you?” the man asked.
The young man suddenly understood.
Yep... I heard I just left, not dead.
He still has a long life to live, and so does he.
As long as he wanted to, he would definitely be able to find her again. He'll find it whether he wants it or not. Previously, he had to maintain his original trajectory.
If she likes to study well, she will study well, and she will become what the girls love. Maintain and maintain your initial path and continue—
Until one day they meet again.
At this point, the young man was slightly amused.
In fact, she had not done anything since Wen Zhi left. He always wanted to meet again, but he was always bullied and obstructed.
He Yuzhi heard Zuo Xuelan divulge the secret earlier and mentioned that Sun Hui was working in a nursing home, and he roughly guessed that the other party might be assigned to the nursing home where his family invested money and his grandfather was also there.
Unfortunately He Yuzhi was unable to find Sun Hui every time he went there.
Staff there said there was no such person, or they said there was at first but then refused to admit it. It must have been moved later, and He Yuzhi was unable to find it as hard as he searched.
He hated, protested, and went crazy, but to no avail. At most, Zuo Xuelan felt sorry for him and was as anxious as an ant in a hot pot, constantly coming to persuade him.
In the end, He Hongsheng couldn't stand it anymore and said to him bluntly: "Take back all your vices!"
“When you sit in my position in the future, we will do whatever you want. I don't care if you want to marry her.”
“But before that, if you haven't taken over the group for a day and can't be a new speaker, stay with me. Come back when you have the ability to run the company and make your own money, otherwise don't fight me here!"
