
Today I remain in school because of my feeling of duty as a Qurbani committee. My heart is not calm enough because of yesterday and today at the closing of the event I saw Lissa and Adam's brother who were on the stage, but as far as I know the Lord's brother who should be on duty now.
I finished all my tasks and from that moment Adam accompanied me and asked me to talk to him without questioning yesterday's events. I was ready to go home because I felt my body was less fit.
"Aren't you feeling well, San?", asked Adam.
"No papa kok kak just dizzy a little" I answered honestly.
"Wait here, yes, you take hot tea for you too" said brother Adam.
"Yes, brother, thank you" I answered while putting my head on the desk because I felt my head was heavy and I closed my eyes for a moment to relieve the pain until I fell asleep not remembering anything else.
I woke up and felt a warmth engulfing my body. I stretched out my body that felt a bit sore as my eyes adjusted the light. I saw a jacket on my shoulder that was warm.
"Oh my God, I overslept for almost half an hour", I grumbled as I massaged my head.
"Still dizzy?.....It's the same medicine for anget tea to drink first, the tea was hot but so anget because you slept late", replied someone who yesterday had made a ravage to my heart. I took the medicine and I drank it straight away
"Sandra, today you are following sister huh?.... can I not ask time to you to explain everything.... I know Sandra is angry with sister, brother, but can you hold the anger first ? ....After you explain everything later, you leave everything to Sandra whatever the decision is", Brother God spoke and his eyes looked at me.
"Sister, where was Adam's brother Sandra left ?", I asked the Lord with no clarity because actually I was upset and confused because suddenly I had to be alone with Brother God after yesterday's incident.
The Lord's sister approached and then clasped my hand and her right hand gently touched my left cheek.
"It still hurts, San?.......sorry sister huh?", he asked later. I tried to let go of his hand but the stronger the hand of the Lord held him.
"Let it be like this San, please......Sandra's afraid of big brother?", she asked again.
"Sir, Sandra is more afraid that there is a heart that is hurt again because of Sandra. If only Sandra's hands and cheeks are hurt, it may not be a problem, because everything will definitely heal again. But the pain that Sandra felt because of Sandra became the cause of another woman's heartache for a reason that Sandra never knew, it hurts more" I said, holding back my tears that almost escaped.
"Astagfirullahaladziim Sandra .... means the time your hands sprained it is not because you slipped in the bathroom right?.....why then you were silent San ?",brother God spoke while looking down full of regret and kissing both of my hands.
"Why do you lie to Sandra?....and why do you say you love Sandra ?.....Brother knows not hurt heart Sandra toyed with sister, please sister, stop everything, Sandra is not strong", my tears broke unbearably. Brother Dewa stood up and immediately then pulled me into his arms, I tried to release the arms of the Lord's brother but the tighter the Lord's brother held me in his arms, until I finally stopped struggling and crying until I wet the Lord's sock.
A while later I had calmed down and Brother God let go of his embrace.
"Oh yes cry and now come with me", brother God I let take me without rejection. I want to know the truth of all this.
Arrive at the parking lot.
"Sister, I don't want to ride a ninja, I'm afraid", I said to see brother God take me on a high bangeeeet ninja bike, honestly I'm afraid of falling.
"Believe the same brother, San, will not why do you want to go after brother, yuk ride, handle my shoulder?", I follow the orders of the Lord to go up on his motorbike ninja. Before running his motorbike, Brother God brought both of my hands to hold on so I had to hug him from behind.
"Don't let go San, if you don't want to fall and believe in me?", so orders the Lord as he smiles before closing his full face helmet.
We arrived at an orange plantation with a very calm atmosphere that makes anyone who feels this will feel detached from the burden of life. I also felt for a moment to forget the problem I was having.
"Seger ya San Airnya ?" ask the Lord I answered with a nod. "You're so dizzy, I like it here.....do you like it?".
"Sandra likes her sister, but Sandra prefers that she no longer lies to Sandra.......Hacciiiiiu", I said to the point ending with my sneeze.
"Work we go in, there I have a small villa because here fasten the wind, fear later even you are sick, I will not be brash with you anyways in the villa there is mas Tarjo and aunt Par, mother mas Tarjo" explained brother Dewa who realized my concern.
"Assalamualaikum bik", greetings to a middle-aged woman in the villa.
"Wa'alaikumsalam Den Dewa, hayoo come in here, outside cold", asked aunt Par.
"Who is this beautiful lady?.bibi is not yet familiar
"I'm Sandra aunty, her friend Brother God", I replied as I kissed Par's hand.
"Oh Allah, don't kiss your aunt's hand, so don't feel good" said aunt Par.
"Bi, aunty is far above Sandra and Sandra is obliged to respect older people, whoever she is because God does not distinguish us", I held my aunt's hand and ended up with my aunt kissing my cheeks and hugging my baby.
The god saw all that was stunned as he muttered, "God, the girl I hurt her heart is really an angel whose heart is filled with affection for everyone".
The god invited me to speak in the upper Balcony while looking at the view from up here. Pine Tree that makes as if this mountain covered with green makes anyone will not be bored to look at the creation of God extraordinary. We sat in a swinging chair next to which was already warm chocolate and fried bananas prepared by aunt Par.
"Sandra may I start telling you?", Brother Dewa started the conversation and I nodded my head.
"When I was in X class, I almost got hurt by being hit by someone, because I accidentally hit my bike. He thought I was fighting him, but I didn't intentionally because I was lacking heart. When they hit me there was a girl passing by and looking at me. He helped me to the point of almost being harassed by the people who beat me up. Luckily Adam came on time", I told Sandra
Flashback On the past events of the Gods
At the hospital Dewa immediately met the girl to ask her family who could be contacted and at that time God saw the girl crying hysterically.
"Relax no one can hurt you anymore, I accompany you here yes", God managed to calm the girl and did not want to let go of the hand of God to sleep.
flash back off
The god continued the story", the girl Bela, yes from that day Bela moved schools and because of the sense of responsibility and debt I was always with her until the next time Bela was getting harder away from me, maybe Bela is comfortable with me. We were together for almost two years until I was in early XII class.
Although always with him but it is very difficult for me to grow my love for Bela. I once honestly told Bela about how I felt about her.
Until that day.......
the Flashback
Bela did not go to school today. The gods know about it and intend to find out the state of Bela. The god headed towards Bela's house and it just so happened that today all the students were sent home at 10:00 because of an impromptu teacher meeting.
Until Bela's house looks very lonely.
Coincidentally, the housekeeper at Bela's house looks like he just entered the house, seems to have just returned from the market.
"Assynolt,.......Bela is at home bik?", asked the god
"Wa'alaikumsalam Den Dewa...aduh new aunt came home aunty does not know try Den Dewa enter because the lord and mistress of the morning also come out", said aunty.
God immediately looked for Bela and there was a bruuuk sound from Bela's room so God immediately ran into Bela's room without knocking on the door. Looks like Bela fell in the bathroom might slip.
"Belaaaa, you don't papa?", cried the God from behind the bathroom door.
'Waaaa, help meuuu.
The bathroom door was opened by God. Looks Bela is already on the floor and Bela uses nothing.
The god immediately came out and took a blanket to cover Bela's body then carried her to the bed.
Not long after that, the door to Bela's room was opened.
"Defender, God, what are you doing?", it turns out that Bela's mama entered Bela's room.
"Yyyyama...,.Dewa mah....", Bela suddenly cried as he pleased while hitting the God.
Flashback Off
"Stop sister don't keep the story going, Sandra wasn't strong" I covered my ears while crying.
The god approached then immediately hugged Sandra.
"Sandra, why are you? ......O God Sandra your body is very hot", God was shocked when he felt the heat from Sandra's body. Then Sandra's sobbing was not heard from again because Sandra fainted instantly.
The god immediately carried Sandra to the sofa bed and called Bu Par to help her.
"God willing Den, why not Sandra?", asked Bi Par worried.
"Sandra from earlier was indeed sick Bi, but it seems like this body is getting hotter, Oh Allah bi, how is this?", looks panic on the face of God.
"After Den, auntie gets wind oil" Bi Par said.
After a while Aunt Par smeared eucalyptus oil all over Sandra's body, Sandra began to wake up.
"Alhamdulillah non Sandra realized, briefly Den, aunt made porridge and sweet tea", aunt Par said to the kitchen after feeling Sandra was safe.
Sandra was still confused by the situation, "Sister, why Sandra's body was all hot, astagfirullahaladzim", Sandra was surprised to see her shirt buttons open and felt her body was covered in eucalyptus oil
"Sandra calmed down, it wasn't me who undressed you and poured eucalyptus oil on your body, it was Bi Par who did.
"Sister, the story will be explained later, Sandra's head is dizzy and Sandra's body feels cold brother", I said to the brother of God
"Yes Sandra is not papa, Sandra let Big Brother hug you yes let you not get cold", Brother God positioned his body holding my body from behind and hugging me to channel the heat in my body. I was no longer able to dodge it because my body allowed all the acts of the Lord to me.
O God I feel very comfortable in his arms, is all this wrong?, I don't know I can think. My heart is not willing to let go of the taste that is in the Lord's feet but I am worried whether there is a heart that is hurt because of my race at the Lord's feet.
The god immediately calls Adam, asking Adam to bring a car to pick up Sandra. God can't take Sandra home on a motorcycle.