He's Canduku..
22.
Reeneta was pensively alone, her eyes looking far out the window. The city lights are flickering and look beautiful in the distance. He realized why Jordy chose this apartment, because it was soothing, not noisy even in the middle of the city. Especially the beautiful night view.
" Did he not come tonight ? Is he angry ? Shouldn't I be angry ? "
Reeneta speaks for herself, she seems annoyed and leaves the television on without seeing it. Many times he checked his phone screen, no word from Jordy. But he also refused to tell Jordy.
Although he was so awkward his mind was not calm and much was thought about Jordy but somehow he did not feel angry at all even now miss the figure of Jordy who usually already accompanied him here.
Long he pensive himself he did not realize he had slept and wanted to dream of his lover.
***
" Jord you ain't home? " , Willy looked at his best friend sharply.
This time they stayed together at their cafe. Aldy had nowhere to show his nose since returning home from college and Cici was having an event with his mother.
" You go home first ", Jordy sucked his vape, let out smoke - capuccino-scented smoke.
" Jord, you can tell me what the hell you think ", Willy said just before sipping his coffee.
" brain mace, just giilaa. I feel crazy, I miss Reeneta" Jordy still enjoys the aroma of sour aroma he inhales.
Willy smiled, looking at his best friend who was clearly in love.
" if you miss, meet, "
" But I'm afraid to see her, I'm afraid Reeneta would hate to know who I really am... " , said Jordy.
" Why fear Jord, all day I saw Reeneta not showing a face of anger or offence, speak well"
Willy was still waiting for Jordy to continue his words, there was a pit of worry, his best friend never looked doubtful like this.
" I'm more angry that my dirty hands have touched Reeneta",
" You're just in love" ,
" I'm Goru why Will, just as Reeneta feels different, I know I'm in love, but my love was never like this , "
" You mean Silvy ? " , asked Willy but got no answer from Jordy. Jordy just looked away with a blank look.
" It used to make a woman happy very easily, making her in the person she was immediately happy, she said her popularity was increasing. I show my influence or my power will make him proud, he says I'm an influential person that people fear",
" Our Jord has been like this for a long time, right? A fight? Show of wealth ? Or what ? Fame ? All we can, all we do, you remember since Junior High we did live like this, right ? That's what makes all the upper classes know us because we're above them all. Scaring them by just hearing your name. You should have considered all this when approaching someone like Reeneta. He's far from all this, his life is straight unlike our past "Willy's back sipping his coffee.
" What should I do then ?" Jordy looks really fucked up.
" The choice is just you drag him into our circle or ... "
" Or what ? " , Ask Jordy.
" We quit everything you've accomplished" Jordy was stunned.
He had never thought of this far before. He did not want to make his lover wretched at all, but quitting the thing that has made his name above is also not easy.
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