He's among them.
dreamlike.
Several times Raga tried to catch the light from outside, but why was it only dark that he could see, his chest felt tight, why was this room as if flanking him, there was no oxygen here?
“Pou ..”
Not wrong again, the woman who sat in the corner of the dark room with the hospital shirt was Papou. Daga tried to get closer, again calling out that name. But why did the distance that stretched between him and Papou not decrease, it even felt more distant.
The girl raised her head, her gaze pointing straight towards Daga who was standing pecking. The girl's hand hung in the air, revealing a hand full of wounds.
“Liana, call Nana only.” Said the girl at the end of the dark room in a cold voice. Now the two girls hands were raised into the air. Daga did not make a sound, she just kept watching what was going to happen.
Suddenly a shadowy figure appeared, a little girl with shiny brown netra wearing an SD uniform and in her hands was a shoe she was carrying. “She's my sister.”
Ah .. That's so sweet of a kid, but why does Daga feel familiar with someone. “Why?”
There was no sound, the girl in the hospital clothes was just silent so with Daga she was waiting for an answer, somehow Daga's chest was getting crowded.
“Kill him.”
His words sounded cold, again Daga was just silent he did not know what to say, knew him even though Daga was not.
“I ... would not be willing if he died from being harmed by them-they.”
Daga understood the meaning of the word ‘they-they’ are invisible beings.
“Help me.” The ghost's hand hasn't come down yet, I don't know what it means. “Lo again wait what the hell.” Daga nodded, Daga watched as the girl's hand lifted, revealing her hand full of scratches from a wound that had dried up.
“Sorry I don't want to kill.”
The highlight of the eyes instantly turned a crimson red, Daga gulped her saliva when she saw the change in the girl's face. “Dragon dia.”
one of the girl's hands came down and changed color to jet black and gradually the hand disappeared.
“Sorry ... Now you can communicate with us.”
A bright light immediately barged in. Daga woke up from her sleep, “dreams.”
“Lo why the hell?” despite the cold war with her brother, Raga is still worried about seeing Daga's pale face.
“Gue nightmare.” Daga rubbed her face violently, for some reason she was worried about Papou. Does this have anything to do with Papou.
“Owh .. do not need to be born, the dream is just a flower to sleep.”
Although already separated the bed with Daga Raga mandatory ritual before leaving school is to visit his former room. Which is now Daga's room.
~SF.L~
Daga was completely unable to calm down today, she skipped college to calm her mind after finishing breakfast Daga returned to her room, got in the blanket and tried to sleep.
Daga cursed why Papou does not have a cell phone, it seems now he wants to ask the news of the girl decomposed black opaque. Maybe buy Papou a cell phone he can consider later.
After conducting an inner war, Daga finally reached Papou High School Cendikia, he did not care about his relationship that would be re-spaired with Raga.
“Pak, can you please call Syellifau Lydia?”
“What class is it, Mas?”
Daga sighed harshly, she did not know what class Papou was, after all he was not this High School so she did not know anything about Cendikia High School.
“That's the problem sir, I don't know. She's it's class 10.”
“Mas is ready yah?”
“I'm His Brother, Sir. I have a need with him?” Fortunately, Daga's lying talent showed up at the right time.
“What solution?”
Patience Daga, patience. Why this security guard this sepepo, “ada personal affairs Sir.”
After arguing long enough finally the security guard wants to call Papou to his class, “Is this Mas really his brother?” again the security guard asked, after he had gone to look for Papou.
“Iya Pak.”
“His sister didn't go to school I don't know anyway.”
~SF.L~
“Iya .. today my sister passed away, Brother Nana.”
Now Daga almost found the red thread of her dream this morning, so the one who came to her this morning was Papou's sister,.
“Now come with me, we go to Jakarta.”
“Ngapain?” honestly, Papou did not care about his brother, Papou was even grateful that his brother stopped spending papa mama's money on medical expenses.
“Follow me, if you want to know who Hanna and the hospital ghost is.”
~SF.L~
“Why are you suddenly going to Kak Nana's funeral?” of course, Karin was surprised, since when his cousin cared about his brother.
“No harm to last time squirming the face of your favorite child mama.” Papou closed his eyes, for some reason his childhood memory suddenly appeared.
“welcome yeah .. child Papa.”
Still in the same spot, in the corner of the room Papou smiled bitterly, holding back the rebellious tears from coming out.
“Sini Puo, see your sister won the English debate, smart well Nana.”Papou only resigned when his mother called and stroked the head of their proud daughter.
Papou hid something behind his back, a picture he had prepared in advance to welcome the return of his mother and brother from Bali. The debate her brother won was held in Bali.
“Iya Ma ..” Papou forced a smile line on his face, but only briefly.
“When you can be like Kak Nana, winning this race is that race. Very proud mom with you Na.” Papou's heart feels squeezed, not that he is not happy with his brother's victory, but there is jealousy in him because mom and dad always adore Nana.
Papou could only be silent, it hurt so much. As hard as he tried, Papou would never be able to sow his brother's steps. Nana was too far ahead of Papou.
“Everyone applauds knows Pa, the time Nana finished talking.”
“Later if Pou uda big kayak Kak Nana, Pou will win the English debate also mah.” Those words were spoken by Papou expectantly.
“How can you kayak Kak Nana .. Pou. Speaking Indonesian is still covered.” It feels like when you fall down and try to stand on your own and suddenly someone kicks you from behind. So hurt.
“Don't get me wrong Ma, this Papou will later become a famous artist.” Hearing his father's words, Papou smiled again.
“the artist's life is not clear .. the important thing is now intelligence and ability to speak, well .. like Nana this will be a successful person.”
Without realizing it, there were tears that fell it did not escape the vision of Daga who was driving. Yap ... for now he is the driver for Papou and Karin who are sitting in the back seat.
“Need tissue?” hail Daga with Doubt.
Karin has never been to Papou's house before, for some reason she feels stubborn and curious about Papou's life in Jakarta.
“Rin ..”
“Yah ... Brother?”
“Let's go deh.” Daga quashed her intention to ask, she had to have a one-on-one talk with Karin.
Nana, how can you be smart?
A little girl with brown netra looked at her brother with a hopeful answer. “Sister also do not know deck, maybe uda destiny god.” The little girl let out a disappointed sigh, that was not the answer she wanted to hear.
“You why are painting?” The brother asked again, honestly he really liked his sister.
“Pou not know.” Papou thought a little, but really he did not find the right answer.
Nana pressed her sister's cabby cheek, “nah it's her answer Dek.”
But unfortunately his little brain is not able to digest his brother's speech. “Pao dear Brother Nana.”
It was long before Papou entered the world of education, but .. somehow the longer his brother the more evil he began not to recognize him in school as a sister, comparing his value.
Until …
Nana enters the hospital and makes the hospital a second home making the spotlight of hatred more radiated from her brother's eyes. Not willing to take advantage of the calamity that befell his brother, but .. Papou hopes that his mother and father will give more affection to him.
Butwhat? Papou is exiled to his grandmother's house.
~SF.L~
Papou stared lazily at his mother who was crying after him on the sofa, drama once. “Uda deh Ma, do not like the fate of people disinetron pursue airing.” Papou snorted sebal.
Daga was silent, as brave as Papou was to his mother, Daga did not matter what was going on in this family. The one thing he can catch Papou hates his parents.
Arriving Daga, Karin and Papou in Jakarta Nana's corpse has been buried. Daga was fixated on seeing this luxurious house, lots of photos lined up along the wall. But why is there no photo showing Papou and Nana in the same picture frame.
“Kok ..” is not finished Daga asked, Papou cut it. “Kak Nana is a favorite child, the child boasts he excels while I'm not, so never invited to photos together. Well not Pa?” Papou uttered it lightly, hiding the pain in his heart. Hendra looked at his eldest son with a twinkle of anger. But he took great pains to hold back from exploding at this moment.
Again Daga was just silent, he had never quarreled with his mother or father, mother and father also did not compare himself with Raga. Well ... although compared to Daga is far superior.
Papa Papou looked at his son with a gaze full of anger, “Papao dear .. want to stay with mama papa again?” Mayang wiped his tears.
“Sorry ma ... I'm more comfortable staying the same oma.” In the slightest bit of his heart he did not feel sorry for his mother who felt so lost, his ego and heart were too cold and hurt to be able to re-open his heart to both parents.
“I want to go to the grave first brother Ma ..” Papou got up from his seat and pulled Daga's hand, his sister buried behind his house.
The hospital ghost again, he was standing in front of that tomb. The ghost looked at Daga with her red eyes. “Hai ..”.
Daga was stunned, whether the ghost was greeting her all this time Daga could not communicate with them Daga could only feel her presence and see you.
“You ...” His hand pointed at Daga, there was blood dripping from that hand.
“Kill him.” Now that the ghost's index finger is pointing at Papou, Papou doesn't know that.
Daga was stunned, what this was meant by someone who met her in the dream this morning. ‘Kill or protect’ better Daga choose the second option to protect Papou.
Syellifau Lydia, just a weak girl who looks very strong behind the indifference, sarcasm and piercing words.
Only one question Papou, why the ghost never approached Papou, why the ghost was always there in a considerable distance. “Kill it yourself.” Lida Daga is itching to challenge the ghost.
“By the way who's sister?” Papou turned his head to the left and right there was not a single person.
“Sama ghost.” Daga's answer seemed to not care, Papou himself already knew of Daga's special abilities.
Papou stared at his sister's tombstone, his throat felt dry his eyes began to glaze over. Why is it so easy to cry just by looking at the red soil and fresh flowers scattered there, when it is one of the people he really, really hates.
Daga rubbed gently Papou's shoulder, “nangis aja Pou, exit everything .. don't hold.”
“Anaan anyway,” Papou slammed Daga's hand off her shoulder, Papou back on his tough-ass mode.
“Who is crying too.”
“View times Pou, lo eyes uda red.” Daga was insistent, he did not dare to speak directly. “Iyain aja, it's up to Nyai aja.”
Papou felt reluctant to leave, his gaze blank there was a wound in his heart. The hospital ghost has left. Daga doesn't see him anymore.
“What does Kak Nana's death have to do with Hanna?”
“Let's go Pou, we'll find a good place to chat.”
Papou just followed suit, his heart was being messed up one by one his past memories came to slap him. “If you are given pylan at this time stay alive or die.”
“I prefer to die, but the condition is not to get sick,” replied Papou origin as if it died is not a scary thing.
“What is the most feared thing in the world?”
Papou let out a heavy sigh, why did Daga question as if dragging him back in time.
“The first thing I feared lost the trust of my papa mama I've lost it and it hurts so much. Brother knows the pain when they laugh together, Mama, Papa and Kak Nana, whereas I just keep quiet when I start talking they are silent. Feeling foreign in your own family. It does not feel so good” Papou laughed crisply, that he felt during the holidays yesterday, in order to meet the demand of his oma Papou went to visit his own home.
“It turns out it doesn't hurt as much as I imagined,” Papou cried, he really cried why his heart was so weak for now.
“My birthday with Kak Nana is only 6 days away, sister Nana September 23 I December 29. But what I got, Kak Nana's birthday mama is busy buying this is buying that, but my birthday time they are busy once.” Papou tried to wipe away his tears that he could not cooperate with.
“Second ... I'm afraid of losing Oma,” for this one Papou is really unprepared, oma is everything in the teenager's life. “I love very much the same oma.”
Daga could feel what Papou was telling her. Daga is very grateful to be born from a family that is materially adequate and affectionate, mother is very fond of Daga and Raga, mother never discriminates, mother never compares.
“Thank God I have Mommy.” Daga was not aware of her own words.
“The mother ... very loving well brother, I envy family sister.” Those words were honestly spoken by Papou, when he first came to the Daga Papou residence was immediately warmly welcomed by the mother, the woman …. If you can choose Papou wants to be born by a woman like Mother.
“Lo want to not, mommy so mommy lo too?”
“How?” although at school Papou is an intelligent student, but because he is in grieving mode his brain can not function properly.
“Nikah duluh with me.”
Papou immediately pulled Daga's ear which was much higher than him, “sak Pou, detamin dong Nyai, my level of fondness reduced again.”
“Kok long-old sister similar to Raga.”
“Uda from our womb are equally grand, yes it is the same.”
“Sama-sama ngeselin.”
