HE'S ALL I WANT

35.The true feeling

"Lio!"shouted Gamila, he was confused.What does Lionel think is right, which he should do now.but..what is it?

"you why huh?why are you angry? explain to me, what am I supposed to do? what's right do you think?"gamila asked trying to speak softly.

"i can't follow your thoughts, if you're like this!"gamila is weak.

Lionel was frozen in place, he was also confused what made him angry like this.Is not Gamila supposed to be the one who was angry at him? because he boldly thought of another woman besides Gamila?

"sorry Gami! like him we have to calm each other down first" said Lionel did not turn his body to look at Gamila.

"no!I don't want to avoid her anymore.., Lio do you remember what you said when you proposed to me?"tanya Gamila arrived.

"why did you ask that?"asked Lionel already turned his body to look at Gamila.

"if you remember you won't treat me like this!" connect Gamila.

"didn't you really know what happened before you proposed to me?"said Gamila.make Lionel speechless.

"may I ask?"gamila asked looking at Lionel, who was already teary-eyed.

"....WHAT....?"

"do you really love me?"gamila asked.make Lionel's mouth mute to answer his.as if locked tightly.for a moment.

"....I.I..."

"...of course." replied Lionel.but there was little doubt of his tone.and Lionel dared to stare at Gamila so that she did not look so doubtful of his own words.and Gamila knew it.

Lionel realized one thing.he should not be like this on Gamila.is not Gamila his first love?so does that mean he doesn't love Gamila?

"... Lio sorry if I haven't been able to give you a child, be honest.that I still can't.." said Gamila interrupted for a moment.

"huh...you know what I mean, don't you?"gamila asked, wiping away the tears that were running down her cheeks.

there is a little bit of disbelief in the heart of Lionel, if until now Gamila still can not.

"but Lio.I can't believe that you really love me!"gamila exclaimed, smashing Godam's hammer in the corner of Lionel's heart.

Lionel was speechless not knowing what to answer.is it true that he did not really love the beautiful woman who was in front of him at this time? who has been his wife for two years?.

Gamila walked over to Lionel, looking at Lionel with a probing gaze.

"...what makes you not believe in love..me?"asked Lionel, as if aware of Gamila's gaze.

Gamila brought Lionel to sit on the sofa in the living room.Luckily Rai's secretary understood the circumstances that would occur.

and....

cups!

Gamila did not answer Lionel's question, she chose to kiss Lionel's lips gently.

then put his forehead on Lionel's forehead, there was no distance between them.Their breaths clashed against each other's faces.

then Gamila placed her hand on Lionel's chest, right where the heart was.

Gamila closed her eyes.

"Lio..what are you feeling right now?"gamila asked right on Lionel's lips

"....I.I..."

said Lionel interrupted for a moment.

hearing Lionel who looked indecisive with his own feelings at this moment.

Gamila opened her eyes.returned her head slowly, then dipped long the top of Lionel's head.

Gamila smiled looking at Lionel who was still speechless.

"honey.there's something wrong with us!not only me, but you as well" said Gamila covering Lionel's cheeks.

"our feelings!"connect Gamila.then release the kiss of Lionel's cheek.

"you go home...!re-arrange your feelings!are your feelings right?and..I will also organize my feelings!have I loved you..."

"...and has forgotten...his..."continues Gamila with a trembling voice.close to her own words.

Lionel stared in disbelief at Gamila.

"...what..do you still love her to this day?and...is that why you... can't give me a child yet?"Lionel ventured to ask Gamila the most sensitive thing to talk about.

Gamila smiled in response to Lionel's remark, that what Lionel said was true.

"i'll go first!today is still filming.and my director has been calling since"pamit Gamila.lalu left Lionel in his solitude.

Gamila had been picked up by her manager, when out of the apartment Gamila had told Rai's secretary, that she left Lionel still in a state of not eating.

back then...

now it?

he also did not understand his own feelings.

flashbacks

long story....

three years ago...

Kenzo is Gamila's fiancee and in a week they are getting married.

Kenzo is the man Gamila loves very much, a gentle man, the attention of a dream husband to a career woman like Gamila.

and also the man who loved Gamila very much of course his.

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today is the day Gamila and Kenzo will have their wedding, a marriage that both are very much looking forward to.

with a feeling of happiness and a heart that just keeps beating is not careless, Gamila awaits the arrival of her groom.

but....

there was a slight sense of uneasiness that Gamila felt in the corner of her heart, but she brushed off the feeling by herself waiting for a loved one.

it had been almost an hour Gamila and the invited guests were waiting.

a group of police officers and some medics came and asked who the woman was named Gamila.

deg!

anxiety returned to Gamila, when she was the one the police were looking for.

police explained the chronology that had taken place, saying that Kenzo the groom had been in an accident while heading to his wedding venue.

police also informed her that Kenzo did not want to be taken to the hospital, asking the police to escort her to her wedding venue.

and Gamila hurriedly approached Kenzo who was lying weakly covered in blood in the ambulance.

with tears in her eyes, Gamila hugged Kenzo's body, not caring about her white canti dress stained with kenzo's blood.Gamila shouted at the police and medics to immediately deliver them to the nearest hospital.

Kenzo stopped Gamila, clasping Gamila's hand gently with the remaining energy.

".....honey...be happy...

your happiness.or you can marry...Lionel..!"'s search...!"his words stammered

"...I know that.you like Gamila Lio.." continued to see Lionel sitting next to Gamila.

yeah Lionel was there, next to Gamila.

accompany him so that he is strong.

"shhhh..no!you will definitely survive!you hold on!"gamila Pinta.

"Lio let's take Kenzo to the hospital" said Gamila, who still could not stop her crying.

Lionel just kept quiet, seeing Kenzo forbid him to do what Gamila said earlier.

"... baby.."call weak Kenzo.

"what!we just shut up!let's go to Lio's hospital!"gamila shouted shaking Lionel's body, which was unwilling to move as well.

Kenzo pulled Gamila's hand, grasping her softly.

"...sa...I.. love..you..."

kenzo said in his last breath.

"no!kenzo's.!! wake up!!"

Gamila was devastated by this incident, she cried uncontrollably until she fell unconscious.

Flashback off

Gamila wiped her tears that flowed down her cheeks, remembering the very painful things in her life.

"i still love him"

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