He is my Imam

chapter 42

around four in the afternoon we just returned home.npadshsl from earlier Rendy was already home.

I stared at Rendy's car because I asked for a quick meal. Laper hasn't eaten since noon.

“ if Rendy do not want to eat,, wait in the car just not papa,,, I ate alone” I said I saw a Rendy mas that seemed to dislike when I told him to stop for a while to eat.

I stared at Rendy's astonishment. I thought he would come in even though he was upset, but he got back in the car.

I exhaled because I felt tight. I went into the restaurant and had one serving of rice. Somehow when the food arrived in front of me I was not hungry. I wonder why Rendy's attitude has changed lately.

I only ate a little rice that I ordered because I did not napsu. I paid and returned to the car. I stared at Rendy at a glance because he did not pay attention to me who had already entered the car.

All the way home we just kept quiet no one spoke. I also did not want to talk let alone talk Rendy mas talk.

Arriving home I immediately got out of the car that felt crowded from earlier when there were only the two of us.

I let out a long sigh and sat on the sofa room for a while then entered the bathroom.I muffled my body in the bathtub relieving fatigue.

after feeling good, I went out of the bathroom and saw Rendy lying in bed. It turns out he took a shower. Maybe he took a shower at the guest house because I was in the bathroom too long ago.

I took the laptop and opened the email Sasa sent. I stared at the laptop screen showing the lecture material complete with the task.

I picked up a video call from Sasa and placed my phone next to the laptop with the screen facing towards me which displayed sasa's face.

“ I swear yes, I really do same Bu Ani,, thanks a lot of tasks so much” Sasa's voice sounded annoyed.

“ is really his job this much?” I just don't believe it.

“ is,,, You want to research in which school Lis?”

“ do not know,, new people enter a few days already get a lot of tasks so much”

“ at school Deket his home Deby how? all nginep in Sono so do not bother looking for kos” suggested Sasa.

“ is his research how many days anyway,?”

“ males read Lo, the same I also males, Ali said he week”

“ really long ”

“ already tomorrow afternoon we check the location aja”

“ morning only, if afternoon can not”

“ morning mah yummy sleep Lis”

“ photo in the morning, seven o'clock I've otw to your home”

“ woi monkey,,, the part”

“ let me spit Sa, afternoon I'm busy moving house”

“ wihhh,, stay together Ama husband aja nihh,, make me a beautiful pounding can dong” sedu Sasa.

“ whata he thought was so far from”

“ it's not far Lis,, make you already nik,,,”

“ ” udahin me I turned off the call before Sasa slammed everywhere.

I looked at the bed and saw Rendy who was sleeping. I walked towards the bed allowing the blanket to cover half of Rendy's body.

I went back to the couch and focused on the laptop screen doing the tasks I could do right now.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face and clean my body. I took Wardah's night cream on the dresser and applied it on my facial skin to make it look glowing.

finished with the female-style night ritual I went to lie on the bed next to Rendy. I yawned again and started closing my eyes to pick up beautiful dreams.

I opened my eyes again and immediately sat down while shaking my head because I didn't know if I was thinking about the incident this morning when I visited Elsa at the cottage.

I rubbed my face as the shadow re-emerged in my head.I don't know why I thought about Rendy's change in attitude this morning had something to do with Ning Shofia coming at me.

“ what if Rendy has an unresolved relationship with Ning Shofia, so she does not want to come there?” my mind made me shake my head even harder.

“ no, hopefully it's just my mind” I said slowly to myself.

I went back to lying down and stared at the peaceful Rendy mas in his sleep.

“ hope it's just my mind mas” I said to mas Rendy who clearly did not hear it.

I rubbed my husband's handsome face with a sharp life and thick eyebrows in deep black.

I tried to sleep but I couldn't. I changed my sleeping position to turn my back on Rendy. Instead of immediately crashing and sleeping my mind was getting glazed far away somewhere.

“ is it possible that Rendy has a relationship with Ning Shofia?” my mind in my heart.

“ if yes, why did Rendy never tell the same story I”

“ O Allah, may this be my mind only, may it not be true”

I let out a long sigh hoping to get some sleep because the hour hand had already shown at three in the morning.

I pretended to be asleep when I felt movement behind me. I felt Rendy get up from the bed and walk to the bathroom.

I peeked at Rendy's mas who was performing tahajud prayers. In my heart I feel very proud and happy to get a husband who is obedient to worship and not neko-neko.

I smiled at the back of Rendy who was performing the tahajud prayer. I am not a Sholehah woman, even I rarely do Sunnah prayers. I only do five mandatory prayers. I am far from even Sholehah. In retrospect, I should not have been able to accompany Rendy who was diligent and obedient in worship and obeying the commandments of God and his apostle.

I closed my eyes again when I saw Rendy finished performing the tahajud prayer.

Mas Rendy took the Qur'an on a shelf containing his books and yellow books.

Rendy's voice was heard quietly as she read verse by verse of the Qur'an.Maybe she was afraid I would wake up. Indeed, I usually never participate in tahajud prayer with mas Rendy and he also never disputed it so I keep sleeping and Rendy pray tahajud mas itself.

I never knew that Rendy would read the Qur'an until the sound of the dawn Adhan was heard.It turns out that my husband read the Qur'an while waiting for dawn.

Mas Rendy woke me up during the dawn prayer. I pretended to squirm not to be caught. I looked at Rendy and smiled.

I got up and went to the bathroom to prepare for the morning prayers with Rendy mas.

But usually I wake up Rendy when the dawn. If every day the tahajud prayer continues and waits for dawn like today, do not-don't mas Rendy go back to sleep again and let me wake up first and wake him. I don't know.

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