HE CHANGED MY LIFE

REASONS

As usual faro visited fira for the love of lidya. Faro is just trying to be overwhelmed with the behavior and desire of the lidya at this time, for the health of the mother.

"welcome sir.". a servant greeted faro with a smile and was friendly. Faro visits a daytime fira boutique with the intention of taking her for lunch together.

"yes, where's fi?". Ask faro

"it's in the master's office, you just come in, mba fira is designing fashion". Definitely the waiter again. Faro immediately headed for the room that had been appointed by the boutique waiter.

"do you always put off your meal?!". Faro said that surprised the fira who was focusing on his work.

"away!! You're... Shhhhh!!". The needle held by Fira hit his finger. Faro was also shocked and felt guilty for his actions.

"fi, sorry. I don't intend to make you wretched. Lookie!". Faro pulled the hand of the fira and deftly faro cleaned the very small wound. Fira was made dumbfounded by his actions.

"mphhh hahaha.hey, this is just a small wound. Not a cut either. Why are you acting this way??? What's wrong with you!". The phrase fira who had laughed at the beginning now asked a curious mind.

"is this funny?? You think I look funny worrying about you?!". Faro was out of control and his mood was completely damaged by the phrase fira.

"ups.. Sory..faro.you're okay. All right I'm sorry. Did you buy me lunch???". Goda fira holding faro's hand. Faro was still silent. He was tempering his emotions because he also did not understand what had happened to his current feelings. I was so worried about the little thing that just happened.

"already. Forgetit. Maybe I was just overreacting". Faro said flatly and rubbed his face violently.

"what happened to you? Is there a mass you're dealing with this little wound?". Fira starts questioning faro because faro really looks frustrated.

"no, I just..". Faro was silent again.

"alright, I won't ask any more". fira tried to understand and stood back up to tidy up his messy work. Faro could no longer hold back what was happening to him. Since getting acquainted with the fira hudupnya back in color and bright even though the rain fell very heavy soaking the earth.

Faro followed the steps of the fira and hugged the woman's small waist gently. Hanging his chin on a fira boat

"faro! What are you doing! What's wrong with you??!". Fira was really shocked and her body held back in fear because she had not come into contact with men since she divorced her ex-husband.

"i love you fi, I'm sorry. I can't hold it anymore. Live together. I promise to take care of you and to make you happy. Live with me". Faro's statement that arrived made the fira lost in angkal.

"ff.ffaro. But I can't for that yet. I can't be more than a friend. Please don't make me make a mistake that will break your heart later". Fira's sentence can faro understand. But faro didn't want to give up just like that. Because it was the fire that opened his heart. Although the fira did not give her hope during their closeness, faro still fell in love with the fira. Wajita who according to faro many keep wounds in his heart.

"i won't force you, but I don't want to be disappointed at the end of my struggle to get your heart". faro's words made the fira even more furious. Fira can't lie to her heart and feelings either, but the trauma she's been through makes her dismiss her feelings for Faro.

"weren't we having lunch?? My little belly asked for something". Fira tries to divert and faro understands with the diversion of their conversation.

"well okay. But think about my request again. I'm sincere about what I said to you fi". Pinta faro while carrying the woman's hand in front of him and then kissed her full of love.

The two did not know that there was someone who saw and heard their conversation from earlier, that person was none other than lidya. Lidya accidentally comes to a fira boutique. He just passed by and intended to stop by for a while. But lidya finds her son is inside with a woman she also likes and wants to take her in as a daughter-in-law.

***

In the current fira apartment is already very messy, more precisely intentionally making it messy and cleaning it back very thoroughly.

Tit tit tit tit click

the sound of the apartment door was not heard by the fira because his mind was in chaos. After all, the door code was only given to fania.

"fi..I'm coming.sorry yes. My parents-in-law just got back yesterday. Maa tian also came here.Where are you???". Fania called but there was no answer.

"sad". Tian gave a code that the fira was sitting in the middle room cleaning objects in his hand.

"h my god! Mas.." fania looked worried. Because fania knows if fira like this means fira is strees and a lot of thoughts.

"what happened to the fira today, dear??". Ask tian

"i don't know, baby. Usually he also confides but ....what is this time he can't control his problem and tell me? Is this as heavy as this is the problem?? Mas...what should we do??". Fania is confused if the fira is like this and inevitably they have to help her.

"fi...?". Call tian again

"mas tian?". Call fira.

"y.yeah.why?". Tian answered anxiously. Because he knew the question in the swperri atmosphere was very aulit answered

"as soon as a man detects his feelings?". Ask fira.

"why are you asking that?". Tian asked back

"i'm looking for answers.". End of fira.

"fis. I'll make a mall meal first, okay?". Fania immediately went and made three portions of dinner while tian teepaksa helped fira bebenah. Until the clock shows eleven o'clock at night.

"finally...does it seem better than the original order??". Firayang ouas sentence with his work

"you are the best!". Sentences in unison daei fania and tian who were leaning on the big sofa because they finally got instiraht.

"you take a shower first. The clothes are still in the guest room. I'm also going to take a bite to eat the dinner you made last night". Fira left tian and fania who were unwinded.

"siao's the one who makes this kind of fira anyway!". Kesal fania

"i don't know, that's obvious. We must be careful from now on. You remember the last time we did this how many times after doing the first pekwejaan?". Remember tian. Sebwlum fania and tian get married, fira peenah makes the couple help her clean her house with a very tiring ending. That's because of the actions of ex-husband fira that makes him frustrated.

then this time who has stirred up that frustration, no one knows

***

📞"hello".

📞"are you busy today son?".

📞"no, what's up auntie?".

📞"want you eat aiang with us?? auntie asked you not to turn her down, baby..."

📞"well, beeikan address we meet there"

📞"good darling. Aunt wait. Thanks

That's the content of the lidya and fira.

Half an hour after calling finally Fira arrived at the restaurant mentioned by lidya.

Lidya looked at the distant fira daei he seemed to frown looking at the somewhat pale looking woman in his eyes.

"aunty's been waiting a long time?". Ask Fira and say hello.

"no. Just ten minutes auntie's coming, let's sit down". Take lidya

"sorry aunt..in addition to whose aunt?". Tanya fira karen did not know the woman who was beside lidya.

"meet, this is aunt's best friend. We met after decades. Previously aunt had intended to invite you and we happened to meet so aunty took her along. You don't mind, honey?". Lidya's sentence

"it's okay aunt. Maybe I'm just tired. Good thing the aunt both invited me to lunch so I can increase the stamina of my tub back". Instead fira. Whereas when I i fira was fighting with the masses who arrived to come overshadowing him because of faro's statement to him a few days ago.

"so that?? Don't let mass trauma wander your life in the future, son. It will not get you out of the labyrinth that makes you tormented, try to let go of everything and forget the trauma slowly.

" if it can and is easy". Fira answered unconsciously.

The two middle-aged women stared at each other. While the fira drifted in his mind but his body was eating a dish in front of him. lidya and his best friend understood and finally found out that the fira had a mass trauma that made him stay away from the men.

"let's get a aunt for lunch. I first because the boutique is crowded today next time we do another lunch". Fira went by herself. While lidya's best friend saw a very hurt face on the fira.

"why did you give such advice? Did you see anything on him?". Said lidya to her best friend in the car.

"she had such a deep trauma that I could see the empty gaze of the beautiful woman.The excess of it she could make her heart firm and strong physically but not her heart. He has a fragile heart and tries hard not to be loved by someone who is around." lidya's best friend penjelsan.

"so...you mean she had a pretty severe trauma?". Said lidya again convincingly

"right. If faro is rejected by that beautiful woman. It was because of the trauma she had. He did not want to repeat the same trauma back in the household". lidya friend's explanation again made lidya confused

"you mean.he ".lidya's sentence stopped.

"really, she had the trauma of being with her ex-husband and it was a trauma so painful that she couldn't open her heart to any man including faro.

***

"what's the reason for fi? Give me a reason so that I understand and will not cherish your life any more. Toling give me a logical answer?!". Faro's words sounded frustrated inside the fira apartment that afternoon.

"there's a trauma that I can't explain to you. I can't share your love and I can't accept Faro's proposal. I'm sorry". Fira feels alone but that's the best.

"can't you tell me?". Faro again tried

"forgive me faro". Briefly fira

"well okay. Nothing is difficult in this world. If you don't want to tell me. Then I'll find out for myself. I'm still waiting for your answer. But if I get out of this room don't regret it if I find out it's from someone else!". Faro was really annoyed at not getting daei fira's answer.

"whatever you. Don't expect more because no one knows my life in the past". Fira said calmly but not u tuk faro.

Faro left the fira in silence. Faro growled because he did not think what trauma made the fira reject him.

***

📞find out all the details as possible! Remember that! I want details!.

📞baik sir

Either Sipaa's been called by faro. But the obvious. Faro will still find out the identity and how the life of the phira in the past. Faro could not accept if he was rejected for no reason.

"forgive me fi, I just want to know why you rejected me. Whatever the result of my search I will also accept whatever it is without regret". Faro muttered in his study.

"faro.." lidya met the child in his room.

"yes mi? Whyyyy?". Faro replied normalizing his expression.

"someone wants to talk about mami..about fira". Faro frozen. He was restless thinking if he would find out about the bad fira.

"what mi??". Lidya recounts her meeting with a fira a few days ago with her best friend.

..."so...mami's friend concluded if the trauma that the phira had because her ex-husband was abusive in doing his rights and obligations?". Faro caught something that was not good. Fira did not want to explain it to him. Also the fira rejected him quickly because of this.

"mami just hope you can convince the heart and trust of the phira back to the man. If you really love him. Patience approached. Mami will pray for you son because mami also expects the fira to meet mami's daughter-in-law. Mami left first". lidya passed leaving faro who was looking at the window.

"who's the jerk that made you numb.? I'll make him regret what he did to you!". Faro's jaw hardened and his fist was so strong.

***

"may I come in...". Faro came to fira's apartment. Faro did not give up that quickly. Like he got Rania's heart first.

"want let alone faro.I'm tired! if you want to talk about it then you better go back". Fira cuek.

"are you cut me off again, fi??? I just want to meet your partner. I also came with a heavy load. Can you offer me to come in first??". Faro was patient. Seeing the fira acting so cute like this faro really wanted to hug the woman in front of him but he would get it later if time permits.

"yes already. Come in, but remember...". Fira

"alright sweetheart.. I'm not gonna be like that!". Faro's sentence makes fira gaped.

Faro saw the annoyed face of fira comforted. He'll use another way to take the fira's heart slowly.

"honey, you want to eat fruit or another snack?? Or I'll just open up whichever one you want later". Faro again affixed the word dear.

"are you feverish?!". Tanya Fira who was sitting on the sofa watching her favorite movie.

"no. I'm kind. Healthful. Why ?". Ask faro pretend.

" are you sure??!". Fira. Because he does not want if the man who is with him is possessed by a strange genie.

Faro sitting next to the fira brought some mnn in his hand. "try you this civio deh. I bought it at a restaurant that just opened yesterday!". Faro ate some food in front of him.

"mmm". replied Fira who was focusing on watching television. Faro who felt himself ignored took the remote beside sitting fira and then turned it off after that threw the remote onto the sofa that was unreachable by the fira who was sitting.

"faro!! You come home if you want to disturb me!". Fira is upset because of his excitement to watch a teeusik film. Fira wants to pick up the remote on the sofa next to faro. Faro failed him. Faro pulled the fura's hand and stretched the woman's waist until it fell on her lap. The look they meet. There was something strange every sight they met.

"my god.this man why so persistent.although I accept it but I can not carry out my duties as a wife later" bathin fira. His body is still in faro's arms.

"until anytime I'll wait for you shit fi??". The words came out of Faro's mouth.

"faro, let go.you hold me too tight". Fira was wrong to hear Faro's words.

"i'm not gonna get you off that fast, baby...". Faro leaned his head against the chest of the fira. It makes the heart beat abnormally.

"faro.my body is creaky. Take me far??!". Fira tries to let go of Faro's hug. But in vain. Fira was afraid that Faro would hear her irregular heartbeat.

"i heard him fi..Is that how scared you are too??". Faro said again.

"what do you mean?". Fira asked confused

"let me treat all that fi. I promise I'll make you comfortable with me". Faro seemed to embrace the fira very soft and meaningful so that fira began to feel comfortable with faro's behavior on him.

***

"alright, I accept it, but what is the guarantee if you really keep your promise to me?!". Fira

"we make black on white!". Faroese

Deal happened.