HAVING TO MARRY A DEPRESSED MAN

Chapter 81

Rayan immediately brought Nara to the room so that she could change clothes immediately. Because Rayan does not want Nara to be sick from the cold.

"Sister Ray put me down, I'm fine" said Nara, Rayan immediately took Nara into the bathroom and bathed her in warm water. Actually Nara wanted to refuse, but seeing the face of Rayan who was still less friendly finally Nara chose to just shut up and let her husband do what he wanted.

Until all is done, showers and also get dressed. Rayan fell silent and looked at Nara's face intensely.

"I'm sorry Nara, I should be able to take care of you, baby. How many times have I neglected to take care of you" said Rayan, really Nara felt moved because during her life there was never anyone who cared about her. No one ever worried about him. Even when she was sick, no one took care of her.

But this time God gave someone who loved him very much. Someone who always loved and worried about him. Someone who even in a dream Nara never expected. Because for him his life is just breathing no more than that.

Nara felt moved by Rayan's concern for her who was so sincere and gentle. Until unconsciously the warm liquid dripped on his smooth cheek. Seeing Nara shed her tears, made Rayan worried.

"Darling why are you crying, is anyone sick ? "asked Rayan and wiped the tears on Nara's cheeks that were getting more and more. "I'm not crying because I'm sad, Brother Ray, but I'm crying because I'm very happy" Nara said, trying to breathe slowly to neutralize her feelings.

"Then why are you crying baby, tell me. Did that bad girl hurt your heart? "asked Rayan again, but Nara shook her head.

Seeing Nara who looked very sad Rayan grabbed the small body into her arms. Rayan hugged Nara affectionately and stroked her long hair.

"Sister Ray, you are my prayers answered by God. You are the one sent by God to help me from my very painful life" Nara said sobbing in Rayan's arms.

Rayan simply rubbed the small back gently without speaking. Giving Nara a chance to get her heart out.

"You know, brother, sometimes I always feel that God is very evil to me. I felt like God never loved me, because God took my parents without taking me with them. God took them when I needed them so much" said Nara then she cried again, a cry that was so heartbreaking to Rayan.

"Lord, it turns out that behind her cheerful attitude and laughter-filled manner. It turned out that he had a very deep wound" Rayan murmured inwardly.

"God took my very good parents and loved me and replaced them with people who were very bad to me...."

"Never once did they love me, all they wanted from me was for me to keep breathing and be something they wanted to be without a care for my feelings in the least. They only attach importance to their own happiness without caring if my tears are the way of happiness for them" Nara cried again and tightened her arms at Rayan as if asking for protection from her.

"Until that night my uncle said that he had sold me to pay all his debts. He said that I was sold to a couple who had a depressed child"

"You know, brother, my world just got ruined back then. My shadow back then you were a very scary man.....But I was wrong the first time I saw you, you looked like an empty person. You look hollow. Especially when I hear that you're depressed about being betrayed by someone you love so much. From that moment on I felt you and I were one, we were both hurt by love but different love in our lives" Nara said.

"You are the answer to my prayers all these years Brother, will you love me forever Brother. And live with me? "say Nara.

Rayan wiped away the tears that were still flowing without being able to withstand it. "Sure, I will always love you. For now and forever I am your milk so you are mine "said Rayan, then hugged Nara again.

"I love you Nara, love you so much " said Rayan

"I love you too Brother Ray.... "

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Sometimes a person who always looks laughing and happy actually keeps his wound tight so that no one knows about the wound.

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