Hauras

Nightmare

Since that day, every night Haura has been awake because of nightmares. Him

always wake up at the same time, at 02:00 in the morning. Sweat is always

flooded face. Fear for fear enveloped his heart.

Like tonight, he can't sleep either. He always spent the night

with fear. The shadow of the face of the Kingdom always comes and gives a face

full of anger.

'yeah! This dream came again, Inner Haura. Haura opened her eyes. Chested

it felt tight, his breathing even slightly stinged. He sat down, then closed

the blanket wrapped around her body, then walked towards the bathroom to

washed his face. His breath was still a little hunting.

He opened the freezer, took out cold water from inside there,

then pour it on a long glass. He sat down and sipped the glass

to toilet. He glanced at the clock on his wrist. At two o'clock early

day.

Haura got up from her seat. She turned on the shower and flushed the body in

underneath, change clothes, then put on a black mukena. Now,

the night he spent almost never left the lail prayer. Him

to put all the sorrow, pain, pain, and tightness in his chest on the Lord who

invented it.

He busies his revenge by putting in total all affairs on

Lord. Be alone with the One who is always there to hear and never

tired guard.

Sometimes the sobs can not be held back, until the water is clear

the holy book that was in front of him.

"God ... how heavy is this taste? Lighten up, and make it easy for me.

Suffice It to Me There is no God but Yourself. Only to Yourself, servant

this is trust, and Yourself is the Lord of Arsh the Great."

Her crying is no longer contained. Blend in the classic sound of heavy rain

which hit the roof of the house. Gentle rustling embraced an extremely lonely heart

that's. The reed in longing for the Divine in its own and lonely self.

Three o'clock in the morning.

Haura brews a glass of chocolate, until her daydream makes the water hot in the

his hand spilled over the back of his left hand. He immediately pulled her, though,

hisses from his mouth came out along with breaths holding the pain. Hauras

take out some ice cubes to compress the wound and flush it

his hands under the water tap.

He brought a cold towel to compress the back of his hand, sitting on top

the dining chair to immediately enjoy the hot chocolate he had brewed. One two

biscuits she dipped in hot chocolate until it was a little soft, then

feed it in the mouth, until it melts in there.

'Lord, hold me, and do not let me go. If you touch water

boiling in Your world only I have complained, how will I be there later?

Lead me, Lord.' whispered Haura inwardly.

After passing the final exam, Haura tried her luck to enter the school

PKN STAN's. Haura is very lucky, because of so many people,

her name escaped and officially became a student there. A pride can

realizing his Father's dream.

Before his father left because of a sudden heart attack, he had

give a brochure about this school. I don't know because his father already

having a premonition of leaving, or it was indeed a hope from him.

Haura's father was a young businessman, he was very persistent in his work.

They rarely meet. The morning his father left for work, Haura

sometimes busy with the morning. Besides, he always studies in the morning

day, she always helps her father take care of the house. They only meet when

eat it and have breakfast at the office. Understandably, his father's office was far from home.

The day before his father left, there was no sign of him. Just, just,

he had breakfast in the morning with Haura. He was always handsome

with a blue dongker shirt suit and his distinctive leather jacket, the,

gave a final smile as his big motorbike drove away from home.

Said Haura's father's employee, he was very different today. Before you go home,

he tidied up his own workplace. The files are very organized

neatest. The files have been signed and his beloved jacket is

given to his dear friend. Before he came home, his father took his time

come to church. Said Haura's father's friend, he had a chance to cry there. I don't know

what he was thinking at the time.

For a moment, after his father started the motorbike engine, there was a roar of the motorbike engine

which pulls the gas out of control. All employees are confused. Because,

their leaders never pulled the gas that fast, especially without stopping.

Understandably, Triumph Tunderbird Strom's voice was indeed very thunderous. Sontak

father Haura's employees approached him who was asleep on his motorbike. They

shut off the engine and took out his father who he said was dead by then.

The Haura Father employees immediately called an ambulance. Because they haven't

they believe their leader is dead. Until he arrived at the hospital, his father

he was pronounced dead about an hour and a half ago. Companions

Haura's father gave the sad news to Haura at exactly ten p.m. Well, yeah,

I should have gone home at that hour. Today is his return

for eternity.

Days have passed since that sad day. Haura lost everything. Even

father's company was seized by the Bank, his father's favorite car, and motorcycle came along

retrieved. From that day on, Haura became a kara. Just a girl

the age of Haura that I took from the orphanage that deals with pain

Hauras. "Shy".

Haura didn't have a penny at the time. Only the Insurance

disbursing funds as a stock Haura Living with Raya, buying a house

small in a very simple rice field. Not to fall like

this is what Haura is sad about. However, while he was alive, it was rare for the two of them

meet, if not Christmas and new year.

The time that has passed will never return. Only red-studded soil

the rose is the last memory.

Mother and Father Haura married without parental blessing. His father was a

Christians who are obedient, and the Mother is also a very devout Muslimah.

Their backgrounds are very different. Both parents Father and Mother Haura

it is a religious leader. Both of them are not recognized by

families each. Both families had a series of accidents

and only Father and Mother Haura remained.

The same fate, uniting them. Even with that confidence

they are united in the marriage rope. Mother Haura died when

giving birth Haura. Only his father was a single parent. Fighting alone for

beloved princess. Haura's father enrolled Haura in an Islamic school. Although his Father

they themselves are Christians. Not without reason his father did that. He is very

loving Mother Haura, and wanting Haura as well as her Mother. Her father

I really admire Mother Haura who is religious and really religious

making her mother a near-perfect woman in Dad's eyes.

Tolerance in the family is highly respected. The mother said to Dad

Haura' To you your religion, and to me my religion. I will not worship what

you worship, and you will not worship what I worship.' Not principle

it was true or not, but his father applied it to Haura and himself.