Hate But Love's

episode 65. regrets..

 

Second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour and day by day I passed by feeling full of anxiety and worry, how not, for almost 1 week I did not see my beloved husband appear before me,let alone his presence, even I did not hear him in the least.

 

The longing in my heart was actually unbearable, but my disappointment outweighed my longing for me,

I turned my head and wished that every step of the foot approached me, I wished that it was him, but that hope was hope, I never found him approaching me nor just giving me news, I don't know if I'm confused about my current situation.

Anxiety, anxiety, sadness, anger, disappointment, longing that's what I'm always feeling right now,.

(doctor)

good morning non alexa, how are you today.?

(alexa)

hm.good doc.

(doctor)

all right, I'll check on you for a while.(check alexa's condition), okay well miss, your current situation has improved maybe in the next few days you've been allowed to go home..

The doctor left alexa alone in the room, alexa breathed heavily and closed her eyes hoping that this was just a dream, but whatever the power, this was all real, inevitably had to be passed and lived.

(in alexa's heart)

God what kind of trials have you given me,

God doesn't love me anymore, it's all hard for me God.

I miss al so much, but my little heart has taken me to hate him, for he is willing to sacrifice his own son.

Until mama alexa came to approach alexa and disperse all reverie alexa, until now alexa is also reluctant to ask her husband or ask her whereabouts.

(mama alexa)

honey.kok daydreaming.?

(alexa)

not really mah.

(mama alexa)

do you miss your husband.?

(alexa)

nope.! just looking at his face I didn't want to. I hated him so much, so, so much and so.

(mama alexa)

alexa enough.! (with a slight upward tone because he could no longer bear to see the sacrifice of al so great to alexa vain)

(alexa)

mamah snapped alexa.! mama should be enough.! mamah's daughter-in-law who is always proud mamah has sacrificed future grandchildren mamah.(dejected)

(mama alexa)

watch your mouth alexa.! it is not appropriate for you to blame albern, 1 thing you need to know, al is also difficult to take a decision at that time,.! witness how devastated your husband was when he made that decision.! your husband really loves you dear.(take off alexa's head).

(alexa)

alah .. I'm sorry I keep talking about it, if he really loves to alexa where he is, he's rather concerned with his own business than alexa, indeed the man ****. I used to hate him and now I hate him again.!

(mama alexa)

alexa just shut up.! never say that to al.! this time you can't stand your attitude anymore.! you want to know al, well I'll take you to al.! (with a high tone and get up from his seat).

mamah alexa came out to the nurse's room and asked the nurse for a wheelchair, after the nurse lent her a wheelchair, and she rushed back to her room,this time it seems that mama alexa can no longer hide the sacrifice of her daughter-in-law,

mamah alexa helps Alexa to sit in a wheelchair and takes her to a room, along the way she asks her mother for their destination,but apparently mamah alexa was reluctant to answer him he preferred to be quiet and continue pushing alexa's wheelchair towards the ICU room.

(mama alexa)

you want to know where your husband is, look.! look at the man lying down full of the tools.! look at alexa, look at it.(pointing towards the ICU).

alexa immediately shed tears and called her mother and asked her why she was lying in the ICU room.

(alexa)

mamah./wiping tears/mahh, to..

(mama alexa)

honey, listen to mama, actually al asked mamah to keep this a secret from you, but mamah could not resist your curse to al, al is a husband to be proud of alexa.

with mamah, when you lie unconscious ', the doctor declares you officially have kidney failure, and al must decide one of you, initially al reluctant to make a decision without your consent, he said,but the situation is no longer possible, as soon as al must decide, and worse, (wiping tears) the doctor says if you also have to immediately get a kidney donor to save your life,(smoking alexa's head) was originally a mamah who would donate a kidney to you, but unfortunately the mama kidney is not suitable for you, and the kidney is suitable.

without hesitation al donated one of his kidneys to you, and do you know what al said to mama before donating it.?

(alexa)

what.(?shed tears with a sigh)

(mama alexa)

he died to save his love,

that's what al said before donating his kidney,

(alexa)

but mah,alexa is healthy but why is al still like this.??(?holding al's hand and kissing him)

(mama alexa)

albern suffered severe bleeding after surgery, the doctor almost lost his albern heartbeat, but it seems like God still wants you to unite, even though the situation is still like this.(tossing the heads of al and alexa alternately)

dear, please never waste albern, the sacrifice is great for you, you really see the sincerity of it from the look of the eyes of albern..

(alexa)

mah.(wiping tears) Please leave me here, I want to be alone with al.

mamah alexa also left alexa and al,alexa held tightly to her husband's hand, once alexa kissed the back of al's hand that there was no movement at all, aalexa was really sorry to have doubted her love, al to him,alexa couldn't help but feel sad after knowing the truth that her husband had sacrificed for her.

"fool, you fool, you're willing to die for me.! so what do you think I can live without you.? what kind of man are you, (wiping tears), I can't live without you baby, hyks hyks hyks.(crying sobbing), you are my life, you are my life,I don't want to lose someone I love a second time, I'm sorry I said bad to you, I'm sorry my husband, please forgive your wife's stupidity.(bringing al's face with his thumb) You don't want to wake up baby, you don't miss me, really dear I miss you very much, very very very.once again forgive me al, i love you "(leaning his head in the lap of al's hand).

due to fatigue crying and conditions that have not fully recovered until a while later alexa fell asleep in the lap of al's hand, unknowingly the teardrop resuscitated al who had been in critical time for 1 week, his eyes slowly opened, he felt dizzy in his head, so that al really realized he felt something was weighing on his hand, he glanced and found alexa asleep beside him,how shocked he was when he woke up to see the sight that made him smile widely.

(f)

sayang.(hair of alexa).

until several times al tried to wake alexa, but alexa did not wake up, he was worried about his wife's condition and immediately pressed the bell button to call the nurse.

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