Hate And Love

hate and love 35

"i saw her"

"who ?"

"Jasmine" Petter fell silent, he glanced at Alice's face which looked sad because Haider didn't see her existence at all.

"miss Alice you want to drink something let me get you"

"thank you Mr. Petter, I just want wine right now" Petter walked over to the pot and took a glass of wine, but his gaze was locked when he saw Jasmine, who was far away from where they were sitting.

"Jasmine ?" Petter put the wine glass and then the jar towards Jasmine, but the figure he saw seemed to disappear instantly.

"Mr Petter" Laura greeted Petter but received no response.

"sorry, can I help you ?" said Laura.

"I'm sorry and there's no need, I saw someone and wanted to see him but he's gone" Petter glanced forward but the figure he was looking for had vanished.

"who you're looking for, maybe I can help"

"well, forget it" Petter left Laura, and took a few drinks to get to Haider's.

Alice and Haider were chatting, although it looked stiff and Haider was cold to make the atmosphere more tense in the middle of the dense and noisy atmosphere.

"it's his drink" Petter handed the drink over to Alice.

"Peter where else is it ?"

"as always busy with her lover"

the music continued to sound until the atmosphere became calm, some couples began to join hands and enliven the dance atmosphere with their lovers.

"want to dance with me ?" bargain Alice.

"i can't dance"

"then I'll teach him to you" Alice said, pulling Haider's steps to dance together.

Jasmine stood up while looking towards Haider who was dancing, though stiff yet a woman continued to guide him well.

"you've remained stiff even now" Jasmine said, saying they had practiced dance together.

Slowly and patiently Haider finally mastered and quickly learned the footwork for dancing.

"don't be too stiff" Alice and Haider smiled.

"you look like someone when you train me to dance" Haider recalled Jasmine and smiled.

"they looked happy" softly shrieked Jasmine.

"really ? is he special to you ?" said Alice.

"hmmm my past"

"what about your future ?" alice stared fixedly at Haider with hope.

"the future ? I'll do well from now on, it may be heavy but I'll try" Haider looked at Alice in the face.

"you have to smile a lot" Alice said and the dance ended.

.............

"you're with Alice I have to go out, I have something to take care of" Haider said, leaving Petter and Alice behind.

"hold on Alice you'll get her" Alice's inner.

While Jasmine who intended to avoid Haider and Petter instead saw Dixie, Stefen, Boby, Harry and Matt were walking towards her, he said, he thoughtlessly turned straight to the top floor where there was a room belonging to Haider that he had once spent time making love to the man he loved first.

Chequelek

The door of the room was open, the password had not been changed by Haider for six years, Jasmine went inside and turned on the light of the room, strangely the room was like it had been prepared very well, provided the bed, the room was ready, cabinets, sofas and also small tables with decorative lights for lighting.

"Where are you going ?" ask Dixie.

"it's none of your business" he walked away from his friend's friend to the room he had told Alex to clean, and Alex was told to keep Alice out of ignorance.

Jasmine who was aware that someone was coming, she immediately looked for a way to hide, she opened the dagger, seeing that the contents were fitting for her to hide.

Chequelek

The door is opened by Haider, Jasmine reflexively shuts her mouth, she sees Haider enter through the closet door booth where he is hiding, the man turned off the lights and walked towards the table blaming the decorative lights to read Jasmine's second letter, the atmosphere of the room was so dark, only the decorative lights were slightly illuminated the room but only for the table.

...🌺ini second and last letter ku🌺...

The day went by so quickly, I was not even aware of my feelings that were growing in love for you.

My Haider didn't give me a chance to explain what happened, he was angry and very jealous, he even hurt me, he reneged on his promise.

The day went by full of pain, and every night I cried, crying alone without a back.

She wiped my existence to the fullest, her loving eyes changed with a disgusting look, I was so hurt every time I saw your eyes.

I miss so much the warm gaze you always give me when looking at me instead of the look of Disgust.I was so hurt that even my heart hurt so much when you brought another woman into the room, spending time in bed without caring about my feelings.

Every night I cry if I hear a sound from the direction of your room, I can see what you are doing, because you deliberately did not close the door of the room completely.

All day long I thought of you ?

But all I got was a wound.

You broke my heart for the first time.

How could you be that cruel to me ? in my heart ?

Do you know how I end this ?

I can't even swallow anything, the fact that I'm more devastated when I see all your treatment of me changing.

Loving you so much that it made me sick and so devastated. It felt like my heart would stop.

I always try hard in front of you but you always try to hurt me, I try not to want to look to have pain in front of you, even though it feels tight and suffocating myself.

I give up, I want to erase everything about you, I want to disappear, let go and throw it all away, for me we're over.

If this is just a dream, let me wake up.

...🥀🥀🥀...

"pardon me, sorry" said Haider, crying to sleep and hugging Jasmine's letter, her head on the table.

Jasmine held back her sobbing sound, slowly she opened the closet door, walked towards where Haider was asleep, she pulled a bench then sat down next to Haider, put her head on the stand, their faces were so close together.

Jasmine wiped away the clear globules that Haider kept falling, while her tears also continued to fall.

"forgive me" said his ladder pressing strong chest tightening.

Haider felt that something was touching his hair, a soft levee that stroked his head as he fell asleep, a habit that Jasmine had done. Haider's eyes opened, he saw the figure of the woman he loved so much before him, their tears escaped by themselves at the same time.

"pardon me, don't leave me" one side of Haider stretched out to wipe away Jasmine's tear.

"if this is a dream let me continue to fall asleep so that I can see you" he said softly