Has Been Hanged
88. Masyuk
Not hypocritical if he also feels great tension. Judith is a woman who can be touched with awareness of the head and eyes. Not a woman who just comes in a delusion or an angel teaser in a dream. Judith is a woman and wife who can be touched, hugged and also touched real. Not only the shadow that will disappear after the body no longer needs the figure. Judith is his first girl to exist and will certainly be his last.
But Judith felt very stiff and tense. Understand if the wife is not optimally expecting it. Vario is eager to become the man and husband that his wife craves. Not just a feeling of obedience or fulfillment. And Judith's feelings still follow her.
"Dit, is this room comfortable?" whispered Vario in the head of the wife.
"Yes, it's comfortable." Judith responded while tightly holding Vario's hand that wrapped around her stomach and chest. Like trying to hold back from moving any more.
"Did I hug you like this?" Vario tightened his embrace. Judith's hand clutched her arm.
"Me, me, me, iyya, I like it. But I want to go to sleep quickly. I'm so tired, Rio," said Judith. The clutches of his hands and clenched fingers were loosening.
"I'm tired too, Dit. Come on, let's go to sleep, "please welcome Vario. Shift forward and embrace Judith's shoulder side by side. Bringing forward to bed.
"You don't want to go to the bathroom?" ask Vario while breaking down. Judith was already stiffening and was looking at him.
"So already. Lazy out again. Where's Budhe sleeping, mas?" judith asked somewhat nervously. Vario was already slanting looking at him.
"The back room, near the kitchen. You see, the door that has a wooden hanger and reads the verse of the chair, Dit," said Vario. Judith nodded.
"So, from High School to graduating live here? Seven years?" ask Judith. Interested in her husband's journey.
"More years than that, Dit. When my mother died, Budhe took me for three years. Then my father took me. Then my father married his mother Ratria and went all the way to Blitar. I brought Budhe and stayed here again. But my father took me back and asked me to live far away in Blitar. My school was also moved. But finally back here. Until now" explained Vario. Judith's face changed a little.
"Did Rio also have time to live with Ratria while in Blitar?" Judith looked at her husband. Such a very important answer would be heard from the lips of the handsome man in front of him.
"No, Dit. We never lived in one house. We met very rarely" Vario said. Judith kept looking at him.
"Ratria is not like a mountain girl. So pretty. It could be that if not brothers, Rio mas will like Ratria," Judith lamented with a lookout on her husband's handsome face.
"You think so?" ask Vario to smile.
"Why smile, right?" chase Judith with dislike.
"Are you still hurting with Ratria? Do you remember Shahdan? Do you miss him?" ask Vario who is now without a smile. Change position to supine. No longer slanting and looking at Judith.
"Yes. Honestly, I'm sorry about Ratria. But now I'm going to talk about you, not Shahdan. I'm married to you, and I don't want to think about other men."
Judith felt uneasy if Vario was acting rather indifferent. Touching the shoulder of Vario who is still ignorant and does not want to look.
"Mas, you don't like my words? I'm sorry. But I can't fool my feelings. What's wrong with being honest?" judith sounded angry.
Vario suddenly shifted and hugged. The long, soft hair of Judith.
"Look, Dit. Open your heart. You are my wife and I am your husband. We already have each other. This relationship must be maintained forever. Never think of anyone else again. Just think about us. Focus on our marriage," redam Vario. Keep stroking Judith's fragrant hair and head.
"If you want to know. That ratria has mixed blood. Japanese and English. Once in Sirah Kencong, it was a hotbed of our guerrillas and fighters. That is why Japanese soldiers who fought with the British were on standby there for a long time. For long, the soldiers used indigenous women there. And their descendants were born, one of which was probably Ratria's ancestor. The details are how, I don't know, Dit," explained Vario.
"Using,,?" judith asked with a frown. Looking at Vario's face demanded an explanation.
"They fuck indigenous women without marrying. There may also be one, two, married. How, is it clear?" ask Vario with anxiety. Judith felt tense in her arms.
Vario smiled at Judith's thought which turned out to be quite innocent. Whether lacking insight or plain, it is indeed thin the difference. And Vario tightened his arms.
"Dit, now I want to ask you." Vario looked at Judith very closely.
"Ask what?" judith was astonished. Vario fell silent, then smiled suspiciously.
"Dit, aren't you interested in using me?" ask Vario. Although it is not condescending if his feelings are also tense, but there is still a smile that tries to be kept tight.
"Mass,,,!" Judith immediately rebuked, but there was a spoiled smile on her reddened face.
She quickly pulled the blanket and turned her back on her husband. And the man on his back is smiling wide now.
"Dit, sultry like this are you wearing a blanket?" ask Vario. Shifted closer while pulling the blanket that Judith had clamped at her feet.
The blanket had easily opened. Judith let loose by Vario. It may be true what her husband said. Eve in the room was very hot. There is no AC or wind. The air drive fan that was once in the room, out of nowhere.
Vario quickly replaced the happy duty of the blanket he had drawn. Hugging Judith warmly in the back.
"Dit, it's okay like this, right? Let's go to bed. Tomorrow we wake up early" said Vario from behind.
Judith did not speak. Vario's embrace was very warm and comfortable. Not sure if you can sleep or not tonight. Because his heart did not stop pounding boisterously with a heartbeat that is increasingly fast and noisy.
"Dit, are you asleep?" call Vario. Very sure if Judith is still awake and the same as it seems. Can't sleep and fret.
"I haven't slept yet" Judith said nervously. Feeling the thumping with what Vario was going to do.
"Dit, turn. Face me." Vario pulls Judith's arm around. Judith easily complied.
They stared at each other in silence. Vario does not want to waste the opportunity. Slowly bring the face closer and reach Judith's lips. Silent for a moment, felt welcome, because Judith continues to surrender to let.
Judith's clenched hand stiffened, Vario took it to circle around her neck. They started to resume pagutthan. Melummatt each other slowly and suck each other gently. This is a fun experience that is both the first time for them.
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Budhe Utami placed the parcel in Judith's lap, containing two boxes of fried rice complete with scrambled eggs and fried chicken wings inside. One of Vario's favorites was very spicy and one was not spicy for Judith.
"Take it, spent it. You are the ones who get along well and love. If you come here again, Judith should be pregnant. Listen to Vario,,?!" tease budhe Utami from outside the car door. They were ready to come home after dawn.
"Ready, budhe. I'm trying. Don't worry," promised Vario confidently. Judith looked embarrassed.
"Promise you guys... Yo wes there. Be careful of the drive, Vario. You bring people's children" said budhe utami. Move back and close the door.
"Thank you, budhe. Greetings to pakdhe, sorry I couldn't wait. Nathalamanikum..!!" Vario Seru. Waving a hand for a while at Budhe Utami.
"Budhe, thanks. Assalamu'alaikum,,!" judith's pamphlet on budhe Utami. Judith also waved her hand as she continued to smile at Budhe. Take a break back to the apartment with a fast and fast slide. At dawn the streets were still empty and deserted. There is no usual solid activity that fills the streets.
Last night, they were forced to stop the heat from touching each other. Judith was frightened if they were washed away and in a hurry, causing the bed to become dirty and stained. There is also no bathroom in the room. It feels uncomfortable. Judith pleads with Vario to stop her. Of course Vario understood immediately with no objections. They finally agreed to go to bed and go home early this morning.
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