Happy Ending's?

New Problem

I'm still traumatized by the incident, every time I imagine it it scares me even more. Now that I have to go to a psychiatrist, I hope to recover from an anxiety disorder. Lately it's getting worse, when it's a recurrence my breath is tight, my chest hurts, and I feel like my legs are numb.

I am currently in therapy with a psychiatrist. After I finished therapy I asked the doctor a lot of questions.

"Can I recover from this disorder?. I think this disorder affects my daily activities. I feel very disturbed. " Tanyaku.

"Actually this disease has the possibility to heal, but it can not heal by itself. I'll help you in dealing with this problem, I've dealt with many young people who have anxiety disorders. Most of them have resigned to their lives, and also most of these disorders arise because of an event, such as trauma, or many other things that make this disorder appear. Not even a few people who suffer from this disorder choose to commit suicide. I hope you can put up with all this, I'll help you through these difficult times. "Jawab Psychiatrist Doctor.

" Alright, Doc. I also have a purpose in life. I will not despair. But when this disorder relapses I can not handle it, what should I do if this disorder relapses?. "Manyaku.

" I have a prescription anxiety reliever, I'll give you a prescription. Maybe this can help to relieve excessive anxiety. The name of the drug is Antiansietas, but this can relieve in a short period of time. "Jawab Psychiatrist Doctor.

" Thank you, Doc. "

Then I go home, I have to put up with this. Now that my life is filled with regret, I regret why I accepted the invitation. If I had stayed in class, nothing like this would have happened.

Arriving home, I sat in the living room, I still could not believe my current situation. My life was ruined by a man, why should I trust a man. Men can only destroy.

As I was daydreaming suddenly there was someone knocking at the door, I walked towards the door and opened who came, apparently the one who came was the Companion Master in my school and the one who ruined my life, he said, that's Randi.

"Alice, are you busy?. " Ask the Student Teacher.

"Now I am not busy. Please come in, sir. " I then invited Mr. Teacher in and Randi came in.

"Sorry, Alice. I came here to check on you. Now how?, are you better?. " Ask the Companion Teacher.

"I came home from the hospital, I was in therapy with a psychiatrist. " Answer.

"Ohh, I hope you can recover from this disease. I represent from the school will guide you until you recover. "

"We feel very guilty about this incident, I hope you can accept the offer from the school. And you have chosen a school that suits you, I hope at that school you can forget everything that happened. "

"Alright, then I accept. Thank ye... And also why did you bring him?. " I asked, then I looked at Randi.

"Actually the purpose of the Father brought Randi is because he said he wanted to talk to you about something. He felt very guilty about all this. "

"alright... What do you want to talk about?. " Tanyaku.

"I'm actually going to apologize to you, I feel so guilty for doing something like that. I hope you can forget it. If anything happens I'll take responsibility for you. " Randi said, then he bowed his head.

"Sorry?... You just apologized?... You know how I feel now?!... You ruined my life you just said sorry?!... And also indeed events like this can be forgotten that easily?!... My life is ruined because of you... You know?!... And this incident if it is spread out, then the one who bears it all is the victim... Most victims are blamed for illogical reasons, they oppress the victim for various reasons. Like his inviting clothes or because of his behavior that makes men tempted. The victim will feel very depressed if there is one person who knows this, while the perpetrator is only in the law or just fined. What else are you who are underage, the school will also be confused about what kind of punishment you are. "I spoke while crying, I couldn't hold back my tears. My tears just flowed, I was so devastated.

" But I hope you can forgive me, I will do anything so that you can forgive me. "Sir Randi.

" ha... It's easy to forgive, but not everyone can truly forgive that easily. The mouth can speak easily, but the heart cannot. This event will continue to run in the heart, and mind. I am the type of person who can forgive easily, but this incident has ruined my life, I cannot forgive him. I cannot forever. "

"But. "

"For now I'm sick of seeing your face, now you're out of here. I don't want to see your face anymore. "

"Randi, maybe now Alice can't forgive you. Now we go home. Alice needs some time alone. " Say Teacher Companion Disciple.

"Alice, I'll tell you more about your school move. Later me and the Principal's mother will be here to inform you further. We say good, take good care of yourself. "

Then they left me, I still couldn't stop crying. I think I want to avenge my revenge on that dog*n, but maybe it makes the problem even bigger. I can only hold my revenge.