Hanzo Shadow

Anjaswari Edoka's

" i ask you, is there no way out of it "

" nothing, Anjas. You also know we're doing this because of my condition, my grandmother's dying I don't want to make any more trouble for my parents " exclaiming Zara and I did know that Zara's grandmother had 1 week of coma that makes her spend time to look after her grandmother.

" you also know, I'm the first child and there are still 3 more brothers and sisters while the only one who works is my mother. Please... "I also know that Gea's parents have been divorced long ago left to elope with another woman.

We were so close that the story with each other was not a problem.

" let me think "I went past Zara and Gea.

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It was a quiet night although there were a lot of people here but all were asleep.

I buried my head in the pillow slowly my tears dripped so profusely making the island in my pillowcase.

But it felt so tight as if I couldn't breathe, all this needed to be revealed but I didn't know who.

I finally wrote it in my diary.

Dear diary

Tonight let the silence and darkness of the night bear witness to my helplessness.

But I also can't be selfish with this choice I can save those I love.

The heart is like a sharp thorn, as if it is difficult to get out of the shackles of this problem.

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Next overall.

I'm suffocating...

Stuffy....

I want to disappear...

I want to die....

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Next sheet

But you're my reason for fighting, I want to graduate with you my friend Zara.... Gea ...

I'll try my best, hopefully nothing happens. I'm honestly so scared.

My sister Vemo Bramanstio is the only one who scares me to disappear and do this further, mom and dad left you with me, but I've long since abandoned you with your sidekick with uncle must be hard for you.

Wait big brother, after graduation big brother will find work and we will live together, wait a minute.

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We were astonished to read the diary because the full name Vemo listed there. With me, Faisal and Bima looked at Vemo hoping he would explain what this was all about.

" Well, he's my brother who said he ran away from the dormitory and some say he killed himself and some say he was killed, I don't know "

Vemo's gaze was so calm that we could feel.

" Why don't you go look for him? " sahut Bima who is indeed the person.

" i was 7 years old, my uncle tried to find him but it had nothing to do with school or dorm so they were not responsible for losing my brother, but shortly after uncle tried to search as far as my uncle could, two students died mysteriously in the dormitory because it was permanently closed "

" It's not Vemo's fault, I know Vemo was very depressed when he found out his brother disappeared "defa Faisal

" It's only my brother and uncle that I trust, he's my only real family, and yet he's gone missing in the loss of a safe place on this earth, there is no house where you go home and no one is waiting for you "Vemo's eyes are increasingly teary looking at the figure of Anjas who is asleep.

I patted him on the shoulder and smiled little trying to encourage him "you're an adult man, you can grow up well until now . We'll find your brother "

Faisal also smiled at the sign that he agreed.

" come on, we have to finish this "said Bima following.

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Schoolgoing

" Let's do it, but you have to promise not to leave me alone "the three of us are talking next to the girls' toilet.

" we are friends, don't worry we promised Zara "Gea is in love with me and Zara is the mark of that promise.

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" we have to prepare yourself, you will date "the spirit of Zara who is an expert in this matter, yes she already has a different lover with us both.

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That night after our absence the three of us intended to escape from the dormitory had all been well thought out, we went out before the gate closed without the knowledge of the security guard.

" At last you can run away too, Mr. Tomi wait in the constellation cafe, we will not be far from the place, calm down, "my two friends' hands were clasped around my neck.

The constellation cafe

I slowly walked closer to the seat had no occupants yes none other than Tomi sir.

Yes men are quite handsome but he is very mature looks sturdy body, flat adult face and again his age is 29 years.

" Excuse me sir "my little smile greeted him so as not to be too awkward, right next to him who was sitting.

" Please sit down, I've been waiting for a long time "his eyes hit me all over making me uncomfortable and sitting down immediately.

" it's "he gave me a stack of white lily flowers, beautiful but fragrant.

" thank you sir "he looked at me sharply

Slowly his spelled-up hand grabbed my hand.

" don't call me father, we're dating "meet me soft but this makes me very frustrated.

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" but I was confused what to call sir, I used to call the father at school "my defense because the father's call to this man was suitable.

" call mas ajah sounding melodious when you call it Anjas "his gaze is so concentrated I'm really uncomfortable I direct my eyes to the menu list.

I wonder what Tomi sir likes about me. My small body is a little full, short, long dark brown hair, ordinary black eyes and poor family so what do I promise.

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After finishing eating

" let's go with me "he coats me next to me and leads to his car, because it's like a deal I followed him and didn't argue a bit.

When I was in the car and I was leaving.

" mas Tomi is going where "manyaku who are very hesitant will ask or not.

" to the core of tonight's show dear "he smiled a little wider than before and continued to stick the gas pedal.

" core.". "I was confused instead this was the point until we arrived at this very luxurious housing.

" let's go down "The man has gone down first and opened the car door.

I was silent as a child, yes I thought and began to understand what this situation was.

" why are you under me in this luxurious place, what are you going to do to me "excited me already full of anger.

" i said call me mas "with great emphasis.

He approached me and then immediately carried me to his shoulder until I was behind him right in his pocket, I was surprised by his treatment I was increasingly struggling - a sign of my resistance.

now we arrive at a quiet room and strange because the feel of the room steep with dim light, looks strange objects are faint.

Come in, Tomi sir, and immediately take like a whip.

God, what is this, I think there's something else with Mr. Tomi.

clutts....

clutts...

two lashes managed to land on my thighs and buttocks that were still wrapped in a beautiful dress.