
It would be very difficult if this life is only imagined, but if we live it may not be as bad as thought.
Unpreventably now he officially became the fiancee of another man, and in two weeks they will be married.
The goddess stared blankly at someone across there, someone who was asked to wait from earlier. Her tears fell again, imagining that the two of them would never see each other again, could they not look at each other again, would they be able to do so later?
For now the answer is of course not, do not know if later, maybe his feelings have changed.
“Maybe after this I will learn to forget this taste ... Sorry mas Abi, I asked you to wait, but I also denied our promise.” The girl muttered softly while looking at the handsome face that always filled her mind.
After feeling enough to look at her, the Goddess stepped closer to the man who had been waiting for her. Getting closer somehow his chest felt tight, he felt less strong to say this, but he also did not want to lie to Abi any longer.
“Assalamualaikum, mas Abi.”
“Waalaikum greetings ... How long it's been, deck?” ask Abi worried.
“Custom, mas. The road is jammed during the day like this.” Abi nodded in understanding. Fortunately, he was on a motorcycle, so he was not stuck in traffic.
Dewi felt ashamed of herself for lying, but she had come a long time ago, but she instead chose to look at the face of this man of her heart before she could not do it again.
“What's up? Why are you asking us to meet, dek?” Abi frowned in surprise to see the girl in front of him look very nervous. “Everything is fine right?”
“OK ... It's just, I want to talk to you.” The goddess tried to neutralize her heartbeat, she was not sure after this she could still smile while looking at Abi.
“Speaking what?”
“Mas, I want to say something,” Dewi looked at Abi nervously, “I'll get married ...,”
Deg
Abi felt sick to hear the girl next to him, what the Goddess was joking.
“What do you mean, deck? Kan mas hasn't come to your house yet to continue our plan. I'm sorry for ignoring you these few days, but that doesn't mean you're joking like this.” Abi is still not sure about the Goddess Speech, he believes the Goddess is just joking to make her upset.
“Mas ... I'm serious.” Said Dewi, “my father has been planning this matchmaking since you broke off our engagement ... I didn't know this before, and a few days ago their family came to determine our wedding date.”
Abi looked at the Goddess. He knew it was his fault that he could not be firm with his stance, now he felt sorry for being late to pick up this sweet girl.
“Then what can we do?”
“Nothing ... Just give up on fate, if the two of us are indeed not a match, mas.”
Abi was silent to hear it. Has he lost the woman who started to fill his heart? Just now he was happy, but why was he again disappointed with fate.
“Sorry,” said Abi hoarse. “ sorry because I was late fighting for you,”
The goddess could not hold back her tears, could no longer be near Abi for too long. He chose to leave without saying anything more. Enough with his disappointment, after this he did not want to hope anymore.
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