Handsome Overy

27

"...You can't give me an answer now I'm waiting until the end of the school festival, and then you have to give me an answer."

I was sitting limp on the floor of the auditorium room where we were all practicing the drama for a performance at the school festival, the words of the juhim continued to ring in my narrow brain until I lacked focus and got spray from other colleagues.

"About mentang can be the main role, a playful exercise. Arrived the show our ugly appearance is to blame," hiss they gossiped.

Not that I want to play the game right now my mind is messed up trying to have you guys in my position all this confusion, anyway I don't want the first role of the man, the chairman and the builder who pointed at me.

"Once the break is over, let's get back to training!" shouted chief.

We all got up from sitting prepared in our respective positions.

"Hey you! Can focus the exercise, don't think about the unimportant." The vice-chairman rebuked me, I nodded.

Let's focus Bima! My inner growl slapped my cheek softly.

This time I have to focus on practicing putting aside the words that haunt me.

***

Juhim gave me time to make a decision, still I decided to reject the offer to join them.

Beyond my guesses the news about juhim invited me to join the South star is widespread in school, again becoming a trending topic of community in school.

The fate of this look once direct viral motion. Ckckck.

As usual after school I stuck in the feshion room help a friend make a costume, one two three costumes have been made live in iron, wrap, hold cardboard.

Fitting again there are ngardusin custum nongol from the window, his nose pack taped everything else will be similar to b4bi and he ketos.

My feelings were already saying something else when she appeared at the window and my guess was correct after we came out of the fashion room Stella invited me to talk for a while outside.

I was really shocked, not expecting Stella to push to join them.

"You're crazy!" I began to insist on not accepting Stella's words.

"If you join the Southern star in place of the jihadist position there is an opportunity for us to reconcile both sides so that in the future there is no more chaos. It's a rare chance Govan, try to understand."

"I can't," I said I was actually afraid to join, afraid to be the subject of the blow all this time I've been tired of receiving all the blows that were so painful and now.

"You can, it's kind of hard to manage them and it takes time, but I'm sure you can." Stella was clinging to her wishes.

I bowed for a moment and shook my head.

"Sorry Stella I can't" I said, stepping away from her.

I knew Stella's feelings must have hurt as I just left from before her, I followed my ego to leave her regardless of her feelings.

I went back to the feshion room to pick up my little bag first, without approval and answer the questions my friends had left first.

For some reason I was so upset my heart felt hot like a mountain crater ready to vomit. Throughout the steps I ignored the students who greeted me until my footsteps came to a halt when I saw him there, doctor Alex's son who was sitting alone to unwind occasionally he drank bottled water next to he sat.

I don't know why my feet are approaching him, my mind is empty. Just when my p4nt4t landed next to him he turned his head and was about to leave, before he left I held his hand and he sat back down at his starting place.