Handsome Duda Baby Sugar

Chapter 44. Want, but?

I am a woman who does not deserve to be loved. Before I grew up, I decided not to know the word love. Because to me, love is just a hanging feeling, and it doesn't stick around forever. Remember when you left me and Mom forever. From there, I hate love. Love and Destiny are closely related and can be released just like that.

In other reality, many people experience love failures. Love is nomadic, it cannot stay in one place, it is always moving. That's what I fear for love. There will be no eternal love, and there will be static for me forever.

The expression of Giara's heart, represents her current feelings. Before plunging into the world of night, he had convinced himself, if he would not involve his heart and feelings in every way whatsoever.

Giara won't accept anyone who says love to her. For to him, love is a foolishness and a waste of time. Like the current thing, Nicko said to him. Didn't Nicko waste any time saying something like this to her?

"I don't believe in love. I never knew what love was. There is no eternal love in this life. All this time, I often wrestle with people who easily betray love. They play games with me, even though they have love at home. That's what makes me sick of men. That's why I decided to just make a lot of money from them." Giara is like having a deep trauma to a creature named man.

"Am I the same as them? Did I hire you because I wanted to betray my love? I hired you because I obviously had no love for me to show off to my comrades! If I had it, why would I ask you to pretend to be my lover? All your opinions on men, can't be equal, Giara. I'm different, I'm not the same. Why do you have to judge me badly when I'm not as bad as you think?"

Giara. Nicko's expression is true. Nicko is not the same, Nicko is different from other men. Instead, Nicko is betrayed and abandoned by his woman.

Actually, Giara just stood up. He just hopes that Nicko doesn't have to put his heart on him. Giara's self-conscious, he doesn't deserve a man as good as Nicko. Nicko deserves a better woman than him.

How could Giara love Nicko? Giara's heart has been frozen for a long time. Giara will never fall in love with anyone. The wounds of love traumatized her. For this reason, Giara only hopes to get money from the foolish men who use it.

In fact, in Giara's heart, he was so overwhelmed by Nicko's sweet talk. The hot kiss that Nicko gave off certainly made Giara feel stunned.

His body was goosebumps, his heart was pounding violently. The vibe was there for Nicko. But Giara remained stubborn, he will not fall on Nicko. He will shake the feeling in his heart.

"Sir, don't say anything like that to me. Open your eyes, many women in this world. Why should I choose this dirty me?"

"Because I've only been close to you, ever since my ex-wife left me. During that time, I closed my heart, until a while ago, when it was ..., when I hired you, I don't know why I felt this strange. I feel like things are different when we're together. I myself wanted to erase this feeling, but apparently, the more we met, the more I bonded with you. I don't know, this feeling comes too suddenly indeed. But it's getting stronger, when Queen my son likes you ..." Nicko sighed, then he lowered his head slowly.

Nicko's words sounded sincere from the heart. Giara was swept away by Nicko's words at this time. If it breaks Nicko's speech, of course the more Giara feels guilty.

If asked, how does Giara feel right now? In fact, his little heart was touched by Nicko's words. Giara felt that Nicko wasn't kidding. But, there's no way Giara would accept Nicko's words.

Giara hesitated, very hesitant. This makes it even more of a dilemma. Holding that promise is the hardest thing to do. Giara was afraid, if he said yes to Nicko, later he could not keep his promise and instead hurt Nicko.

"I can't keep a promise, I always break it. Don't trust people like me, sir. You're wrong."

“T-But, a-I, t-can't be, I ...,"

"Everything needs a process. You just have to establish your intentions. Giara, you're one of the women that I'm curious about. I wanted so much to change you, to make you a good and graceful woman. I know, you do that naughty job only you're afraid your mother doesn't pay for her treatment. You're scared, you can't pay for college. I know that, that's why, you take an instant way to earn money fast. Stop all that. I can help you, Giara. I can help you out of all that. Without being embarrassed and awkward, because all this time, I don't know what my money should be used, other than to make Queen happy. Maybe, if you accept me, I can use my money for you, support you, one of them ...."

The lecturer Giara called bon chili apparently had a sincere and gentle heart. It feels like at this time also Giara hugged and embraced Nicko. But it seems like this is a difficult thing. The shame and prestige still covered Giara, though it was .., his little heart was eager to say yes, and he thanked Nicko.

"Hows it? I just want answers from you. From your sincere little heart, Giara ..."

Giara lowered his head, he was embarrassed and confused as to what to say. Should he try it?

"All right,"

Deg. Nicko reflexively looked at Giara. One word that Giara said was able to make Nicko feel very happy this time. All this Nicko did for Queen. Although actually, Nicko can not be denied, Nicko is also interested in the beauty of Giara.

"W-what? What did you say just now?"

Giara nodded slowly, "Yes, I'll give it a try. I hope it can. This time I mean it with my words. I'll stop all of them. But, let me see my Om Sugar Daddy one last time. I will stop and speak well. Mr. Nicko can accompany me, and wait for me from a distance. Maybe tomorrow I will. And now, I'll tell them one by one."

Nicko nodded steadily. This was indeed the move that Giara had to make. Hoping if things would go smoothly, and Giara completely stripped her of her nightly female status.

Giara reflexively typed something on his phone, apparently he sent a message to Hans Wijaya. Om Hans was one of the men who asked him to marry, because he could not stand his wife.

Before it was too late, Giara had to tell Hans about his steadfast self-selecting Nicko, and left everything behind.

Divania: Om, tomorrow we meet at Cafe Beer, there's something I need to talk to Om about. Um want to, huh?

Such was the message Giara sent to Hans Wijaya. At Hans Wijaya's house, it turns out that the phone is lying on the luxurious bed of Hans Wijaya's house. Giara's message was apparently seen by Hans' wife, as Hans is currently in the bathroom.

"Ah, a message from the woman of his affair Hans. Apparently, she's called Diva. Tomorrow huh? At Cafe Beer? I will secretly catch them, and destroy the meeting. By catching them, it's a sign of strong evidence that Hans cheated incontrovertibly. In this way, I can claim the old man's divorce as soon as possible, and take his share of the fortune. Then, I went back to chasing my real son and husband, which is .., Nicko Alandani ...."

*Connected*