
Rania walked quickly to the boarding house.
Along the way, he did not stop crying.
He never thought if his relationship with Dery would lead to separation.
He was confused, what should he explain later to his parents at home.
He could not imagine how the neighbors would respond to his parents.
There will be many who insult and demean their families.
It did not feel Rania walked already in front of the boarding house.
Still with a state of crying Rania went straight into Intan's room.
Want to tell everything that has just happened to the only friend who best understands the situation of Rania.
Seeing the door not in the key is definitely Intan is in place.
Rania opens the door and enters Intan's room.
Looking around the room but not finding Intan.
He then put his body in the bed.
Inadvertently Rania sees an open book with a ballpoint pen still open on it.
Iseng Rania took it.
He had no intention of reading it.
But seeing there is writing that shows the word "Dery", Raniaun was curious.
Read the open page.
Dear diary's....
*Today my best friend is going to talk about marriage
With dia*....
Although it hurts, but I'm happy to see it happy.
Even though her happiness is not with me.
I'm willing.
My love will carry with me the wounds I feel.
My love only claps one hand.
Because I know, she's the only one you love.
I think I'm forever damned.
May you always be happy with her.
#For my love in silence.#
@Dery's.
Rania is confused.
He reopened the previous page.
Still feeling unsure, he also opened another page, again, and again.
Until it was on the page that made him cry.
Today is a day that I will not forget.
I just found out that all this time, the people I love are silent,
He's been with my best friend.
They've established a relationship.
*Sick is not just because they have already been.
But it also hurt because after a month they were together, I just found out about it.
Don't they think of me?
But it's not all their fault.
Because of my love, only love in silence.
Prayers even though they are full of wounds.
May it last until marriage*.
Unable to resist everything she felt, Rania ran into her room.
He picked up a sling bag and walked out while continuing to cry.
When he came out of the room he saw Intan who had just finished bathing.
Intan was astonished when she saw Rania who was walking in a hurry while crying.
"Rania, why are you, kok cry?"Ask Intan.
Instead of answering, Rania ran out.
Intan wanted to chase after him, but at this time he did not wear clothes.He only wore kimono towels and hair towels only.
It has become a habit of Intan always forget to bring a change of clothes to the bathroom.
Inevitably Intan entered the room and had to change clothes immediately in order to catch up with Rania.
Once finished wearing clothes, Intan intends to comb her hair that is still wet.
While combing her hair, she looked from the reflection of the small mirror on her dresser.
Seen her diary book that is still lying on the bed without being closed.
He took the book to save it.
There were still wet water droplets on top of the book.
He had thought maybe it was a drop of water from his hair that had been shampooed.
But when he opened the other page was the same, there were some water droplets there.
Intan is panicking.
"Oh my god, could this be Rania's tears?Does he read this book?"Guman Intan who cursed his ignorance.
His indifferent nature makes him messy and undisciplined.
No wonder he often ignores things that he considers trivial.
Intan immediately took the bag and the room key.
Walk quickly, lock the bedroom door and catch up with Rania.
🌼🌼🌼
Rania continued walking half-run.
He's not ready to meet Intan now.
But he was also confused where to go.
It is impossible if in this state he will go home.
It will surely shake the whole family at home.
Rania continued on her path despite looking directionless.
Until he did not feel he reached the park he used to visit.
Rania sat on one of the chairs in the park.
He cried there for a long time until he finally felt his head dizzy.
Trying to stand up and want to buy medicine to reduce the dizziness.
When he was about to stand up he felt more dizzy.
It feels like everything is going around in circles.
But he insisted on getting back on his feet.
Walking despite being trained.
He went to the side of the road to find a pharmacy.
Arriving in front of the pharmacy he sat down for a while.
After sitting down he tried to get back on his feet and stepped into the pharmacy.
Just a few steps, he felt he was no longer strong.
He walked while holding his head.
Until he subconsciously hit someone who just came out of the pharmacy.
"Sshhhh.ma-sorry."Saying an apology with trembling lips.
No longer strong he fell in front of the person he hit.
"Nia, wake up."She heard someone say her name.
Trying to see who the person is but his eyes are difficult to open.
Until shortly after he could no longer feel anything.He fainted.
While the person who saw that, he was already very panicked to see Rania in a very alarming state.
His body temperature was high heat, his eyes were swollen and his body was weak helpless.
As fast as lightning he carried Rania's body and was carried into the car.
He sat Rania in the front seat next to the driver.
Adjust the seat to be low and parallel.So that Rania can sleep in a comfortable position.
Then he looked at the face, he smiled a little even though he was worried.
"Based on a careless little boy, he never thought of himself as weak."Arya muttered to herself.
Yes, that person is Arya.
He had just gone to the pharmacy to buy a grandmother's order of medicine.
The gout of the grandmother returned.
Then Arya immediately called her personal doctor to come to the house.
After that, he started the engine of his car.
Walk at low speed to keep Rania comfortable.
While one hand held the steering wheel of the car, the other hand touched Rania's forehead.
The heat is getting higher.
He added the speed of his car, so as soon as home.
He was worried something happened to Rania.
In the middle of her stupor Rania muttered.
"Mr.busuk..ma-afin ni-a..."He spoke in a disjointed tone.
But his eyes were still tightly closed.
Arya was getting worried.
In her hand Rania tightly, as if channeling the power in her body.
For Rania to be strong and survive whatever is going on with her.