
this morning Clarisa ran again to the toilet, she spewed out everything in her stomach. They did not even go to the arch parents' house because of Clarisa's situation like this.
arka was still faithfully waiting for Clarisa who was standing beside the sink to take out any food that was in her stomach, she stroked Clarisa's nape slowly, she was very worried about Clarisa's state, she was very worried about her, he invites Clarisa to see the doctor again but Clarisa insists that not going to the doctor frustrates him by looking at Clarisa's existence as now, because there was nothing he could do but stroke Clarisa's nape.
Clarisa did not want to eat anything every time she ate she would spit out her food, Clarisa even deliberately held her hunger so that she did not nausea and vomiting because it would severely torment her.
" this arc is very annoying, why pregnant is very troublesome for me" said Clarisa Lirih while submerging her head in the chest of the arc field.
" you can certainly, will get used to it, be patient, madam Prasetya" said the arch to Clarisa while stroking Clarisa's head slowly.
"until Hoek Hoek's hood" had not had time for Clarisa to finish her nauseous remark coming again to him, she let go of her embrace on the arka and stood faithfully in front of the sink, while letting out her vomit
" has his nausea subsided?" said the arc slowly after a while they were silent without any talk other than, Clarisa's vomit voice earlier.
Clarisa just nodded she did not want to talk because she was very tired, due to nausea vomiting that had drained all her energy.
the silent arc he saw Clarisa's faithful back standing facing the sink and turning her back. The arc lifted the body of Clarisa bridal style, and it made Clarisa surprised because it arrived her carrying arc.
" i'll carry you to bed" said arka slowly
" i don't want me to stay here, let me go" said Clarisa rebelling at the arc, until the arc was forced to release Clarisa from her sling.
" just sit in Madame Prasetya's room, I'll take food for you" the archa sighed as Clarisa began to be stubborn, but it's been all day Clarisa hasn't touched any food to her mouth.
" i don't want to sit there, and I don't want to eat, it'll make me nauseous again, this alone has made me hard, don't make it harder for me anymore, please arka I beg you" clarisa said in tears as she pleaded with the arka.
arka did not answer Clarisa's question she passed leaving Clarisa still crying in front of the sink, Clarisa was crying louder when the arka left her just like that, without saying a word to her.
he slumped his body until sitting in the bathroom, hair tangled random clothes he looks very sad. and the nausea came again to him he tried to stand facing the sink again to remove the clear liquid from his stomach.
he sat himself again on the floor without caring about his body will be dirty, while crying withstanding nausea and sadness when he knew the arka no longer cared about him, he said, he recalled both his parents again maybe if his parents were there he wouldn't be as sad as this, he couldn't believe so much for him leaving him like this.
" arka does not love me anymore mother, she no longer cares about me, now that I am here, she has left me alone, why did you not take me to go with you, do you feel calm there" said Clarisa while crying softly, tears and the sound of crying mixed with the sound of water gurgling, as if accompanying her to cry together.