Handsome, Hamili Me!

Can Only Cry

Here I am

Idiotically

Can't fight

And can only cry.

I never felt this way, I never felt this kind of pain.

Sick but not bleeding.

It hurt when my parents saw her just being quiet couldn't rebuke Jenny.

Her pretty eyes are already glazed. The hand held the cheek that was flushed from the slap.

Pain, it feels painful, until now it still feels hot. But my feelings hurt more.

I'm just Lovie, though,

I'm disappointed in the situation, though,

I don't like this new family.

The life I live,

Maybe it will continue like this, though,

Since I myself consider this new family, it is only a problem for me.

"You're bad to me!" The angry Lovie.

Papi Benny approached and hugged his daughter.

Mama Jessika approached Jenny, emotionlessly saying "Jenny went into your room."

"Mama, he's wrong. I've been accused." Not until she said at length, her mother pulled her hand hard and brought her into her room.

Lovie's rumbling, but her hand didn't slap Jenny back.

"Darling, are you okay?"

"But I want to be alone." He answered and walked away with a run to his room.

Jerry saw that, "What's up with all of them? Just because of Damian, they're a fuss."

Lovie passed Jerry roughly nudging his shoulder.

Jerry so looking near the face, Lovie was already crying and the slap became reddish on Lovie's cheek.

"Sister Lovie must be in pain."

Damian's mother, hearing Lovie's words, approached Papi Benny. Then ask "Benny, what really happened? What did Lovie say? Was Damian at the hotel with your stepson? Then, Damian wants to rape Lovie? Please explain me."

"It's better that Monica just go home. Bram must have come back from the office. Please Brother Monica ask herself Bram." Papi Benny's answer still hangs.

His mother's face Damian increasingly lethargic, it felt like there was no good hope for him, so that his son could be released soon.

"Benny's." Call him and the tears just seemed to fall.

"Sister Monica, what Lovie said is indeed true. My sister and I Bram, a few days ago picked up Jenny and Damian at the police station. A couple of young people, spent the night at the hotel and ended up being questioned by the police."

"So, Damian?"

"When it's about Damian, I don't know for sure. Go ahead, sister Monica asked Damian herself, what she did with Jenny in DeNuca's hotel room."

"Benny, I'm a mother who doesn't know anything. Thank you, I'm sorry I interrupted your time. I'm sorry."

Papi Benny, his heart's getting pissed. The figure of this Papi can not overflow, but once angry will become uncontrollable.

"Benny, calm your daughter."

"Mothers. I'm dizzy."

Papi Benny also felt free if Lovie was angry. Because their nature is the same, if pursued instead become a bombard again.

However, Papi Benny keeps knocking on his daughter's bedroom door.

"Lovie, baby. Open the door, baby."

Tok tok tok tok

"Son, please open the door."

Papi Benny is still trying to get Lovie to open the door to her room.

After a while, and Lovie had already wiped her tears. He went to the door and opened it.

"Fire."

That face, it looks sad. Lovie's tears were still wetting both of her cheeks.

Papi Benny walked into the room and hugged his biological daughter.

"Sorry Papi."

"Why didn't Papi reprimand him? Why didn't Papi scold her?"

Lovie in Papi Benny's arms, protesting.

Papi Benny replied "He's not Papi's son. Papi can't rebuke him."

"Bapi, nasty!"

"Jenny is your stepdad. But Papi didn't reach the heart. Papi is trying to be fair. Jessika doesn't dare to hurt you. Papi was also unable to reprimand him. Because he's not Papi's son. Papi's son is just you."

Lovie with her sobs, she said "But doesn't love me."

"But loves you very much. Whatever you ask, Papi always obeys your wishes."

Papi's hand while stroking his daughter's hair and Lovie slowly both Lovie's hands wrapped around her Papi's stomach.

"I'm so sorry Papi. Papi's always quiet and won't defend me."

"Darling, you're right. Papi is wrong. Papi's sorry."

Papi Benny looked at that face. Lovie who was silent, but her tears still flowed gently.

"I miss Mommy." Lovie.

"The cow misses your mother too. But, we must be strong for your future. Papi will keep fighting for you."

"The Pope thought, with the presence of a brother and the presence of a mother. You'll be as happy as ever."

"The fire wants Grandma to talk more than me. I'm disappointed in Papi. Papi didn't ask for my opinion either. I hate Papi, who thinks I'm still a kid." Lovie came back crying and ran to her bed.

Lovie hugged the roll until it covered her face. His tears are flowing more and more.

Papi Benny walked up to his daughter and sat on her right side, gently rubbing her daughter's head.

"Battle should how? Does Papi have to divorce your stepmother?"

Lovie was silent and said nothing. There is, a cry without a sound.

His heart was getting sicker, not even knowing how, to heal his heart wounds.

"If that's what you want. Papi's gonna divorce her soon." Papi Benny has also shed tears.

Papi, kiss her daughter's head with all the love she has for her.

"But want to divorce Mama? Why do I feel so hurt when I hear it?" Inner Jerry and he stood at the side of the room door.

The door of the room was still open and Papi Benny turned to look at Jerry who was still staring at him.

"Jerry."

Jarry ran away and immediately complained to his mother.

Papi Benny sighed inwardly. This is his fault, which always obeys the words of the Mother.

Papi Benny stroked Lovie's hair and came back "Honey, don't cry anymore. Papi is feeling more guilty. It is enough that Papi is disappointed with himself. You should be happy. You can start something new fun. Papi won't ban you."

In his sobs, Lovie fell asleep and Papi Benny still stroked his head.

"Sleep well. Papi loves you."

Papi Benny in his heart said "Raisa, I'm sorry. I can't keep Lovie. I'm very disappointed in myself."

Raisa, Lovie's biological mother and Lovie's face are indeed duplicates of her Mama. It's just, Raisa is a little fat and her hair is always short as a shoulder. Those eyes, were very similar and Lovie's smile was also just as similar to her real Mommy.

"Jerry, maybe you heard it wrong."

"Mama, I didn't hear wrong. I also saw with both of my eyes."

"Benny so, because he wants to calm Lovie."

Jerry became silent and no longer said this. Mama Jessika had already scolded her daughter and was currently walking into her mother-in-law's room. It seemed to bring medicine and immediately give it to Grandma.

"Mom, you need to get enough rest."

"Yes, I'm going to rest."

"This is Mom's medicine."

Mama Jenny gave two small round-shaped tablets. Then, there is one vitamin powder that has been brewed with warm water.

Grandma, I drank it all over.

"You, take good care of your daughter. Do not use violent means. Today's child, if too restrained he will be reckless, if not restrained, he is also good at fooling his parents."

"Mother, I'm sorry for Jenny's indecency. Lovie must be in pain. Her papa would also feel unwell in front of Lovie. Please, I'm persuading Lovie."

"Jessika, you just calm down. Benny can take care of his own daughter."

Mom Jessika smiled. Then approach the AC remote and set the room temperature.

"Jessika, turn off the lights. I want to go to bed soon."

"Good Mom."

The Grandmother also had no appetite due to this problem. Just eat a piece of low-sugar cake. Then go to his room.

The daughter-in-law walked away and turned to her in-laws face.

"Mother, I turned the lights off."

"Yes, turn it off quickly."

The room lights are out. Mama Jessika walked out of the room and shut her in-laws' door.

"Why is my response ordinary? Why not be angry with Jenny? Why not defend her granddaughter?" Mama Jessika was confused.

"You guys want a big fuss please. I don't give a shit. Most importantly, someone took care of me this old day." He murmured, Grandma.

The stepmother secretly saw Lovie, from the door of her room.

"Benny loved him very much. I don't need to step in, to get closer. He won't accept me either."

Papi gets out of Lovie's bed. When out of the room. Meet Mama Jessika at the door.

"Is Lovie mad at me?"

"No, he's just disappointed in me." Papi Benny answered, his hands closed tightly to the door.

The stepmother was still staring at Lovie, until the door of the room was tightly shut.

"Benny, I'm sorry. My daughter does it often. I'm trying to pay attention to Lovie, will she accept me?"

The look in her eyes was always calm in front of her husband.

"For now, let Lovie alone. If you get close to him, he's getting further away and won't like you." The husband's reply.

"Well then, I'll try to understand it." Mama Jessika continued to say calmly, "Benny, thank you, for paying attention to Jenny. As for what happened at the police station, I hope you're not disappointed and not ashamed of my daughter."

Her husband calmly replied "I only acted as Father. Who protects his children. Although, I can't yet consider your daughter's son like my biological son. I will remain responsible, for all of their actions."

Mama Jessika smiled stiffly, "Thank you."

Papi Benny walks away and Mama Jessika follows in her husband's footsteps.

Jerry looked from a distance, "Maybe, just my feelings. Papi Benny is very nice."

Remembering his new Mama's wedding as a young corn. Jerry was just trying to protect my mom.

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When morning returns and Lovie leaves for school alone.

"Lovie."