
...Know :...
...“We are not really very sensitive people. Anger is natural....
...All the emotions we feel now are valid. Like whatever it looks like....
...Pleased, sad, angry, disappointed, happy to feel disgusted and afraid....
...All is right for us to feel....
...Let's learn to accept ourselves by not denying all the emotions we are feeling.”...
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“Kez, Om will take you to Indonesia to meet Papa. Kezia want to, right?” damian is serious.
Kezia was speechless at what Damian just said, Kezia frowned, “Introducing me?” repeat Kezia with Damian just now.
Damian just nodded his head and immediately sat down beside Kezia.
“Tomorrow morning we will leave, so be prepared” Damian said again.
Like in the fresh wind, Kezia still can't believe if it's true they will leave tomorrow to Indonesia, “Om does not lie to Kezia right?.”
Damian just smiled then rubbed Kezia's hair, “Did I ever lie to you before Miss?.” Damian asked Kezia.
“Of course not. Om never lied” replied Kezia very enthusiastically accompanied by his smile that was getting wider. Really Kezia very happy now even without hesitation He immediately embraced Damian who had long since Kezia considered as his uncle.
“Thank you. Kezia was very happy that” was smeared along with tears that fell back without permission.
“Hey, hey. You're crying again Kezia?” said Damian immediately broke his embrace with Kezia, He looked at the little girl's face again wet with tears.
“No, I didn't cry just a flickering” Kezia replied lying while wiping away the rest of her tears.
“Huft, Kezia why did you lie to me, are you lying to yourself now? Damian asked so gently, He even held onto Kezia's shoulders hoping that the girl would be honest.
“Pronounce how you feel Kezia. Don't hold it alone, don't you say that I'm already considered family, hem?” Damian asked again in a soft voice.
Hearing that Kezia was downcast even her eyes were back heating up, there was fear and nervousness returning a gaze from Damian right now.
“I'm afraid that if I express what I feel it will make Om also ignore me” he continued.
“Then you keep it alone, does it make you feel better?.”
Kezia only shook his head weakly. All this time, the more he harbored what he felt it made his chest feel tight. But if He is also honest, He is afraid of being alienated. He still remembers when his father told him to go abroad on the grounds that Kezia should be independent and be a good, obedient and smart child. If Kezia was honest he didn't like being set up and bridled, would his father agree? It doesn't seem like it, maybe it will make her Papa angry.
I don't know, but that's what Kezia thinks, he's really in a dilemma. So he thought, it's better to pretend to be okay than to make things worse.
“Stop ignoring your feelings Kezia, don't torture yourself in your silent form. The more you shut up and don't comment, the more people don't understand what you want, and the more they'll be arbitrary to you. So, from now on you should be able to learn to say what you like and don't like” Damian told Kezia.
Kezia just nodded.
“No, say yes not just nodding. From now on you also have to be firm and start learning on your own feet now” Damian told Kezia.
“Yes, I will say from now on Om” reply Kezia, He thinks what Damian said is true. The more He is silent, the less others understand what He wants. So Kezia was already determined to become a more assertive woman now.
“Good, this is new Kezia” said Kezia commenting on a smile.
“So, Kezia really misses Papa William huh?” damian asked in a soft voice.
Kezia momentarily fell silent as he sighed, “Yes, of course I miss Papa very much, stay Papa that Kezia has Om, Om, but strangely Papa even seemed cold to Kezia as if Papa did not miss Kezia. Sometimes I think, don't you love me?” his jolt with a little annoyance mixed with anger and also a sad feeling.
“I missed home so much in my childhood, not about the building but about the memories with the residents of his house. I miss Papa's old nature when I was a kid. So caring and loving.”
Yes, Kezia started to vanish what was in the depths of his heart.
“Alright, hopefully with our return to Indonesia will treat your miss for Papa” Damian reply.
“Hem, I hope so Om. But, Om did not feel burdened right by Kezia's request?” Kezia feels guilty actually for forcing Damian to obey his words, not to mention if Damian got a tantrum from his Papa for daring to bring Kezia to Indonesia without permission from William.
“You know Kezia, there are things that feel heavy to go through but still have to go through. It feels hard to accept but still has to be accepted. And that is life, sometimes like to miss giving something.”
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So guys, just tell me what you feel, not in the pendam. Being held will only be a burden.
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