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Struggling

Roy and his friends return home after saying goodbye. All 21 hostesses cleaned up all the tools they used while baking, after that back to their respective rooms because it was almost late at night.

Naya grabs her phone before going to bed, apparently two WhatsApp messages are coming in.

Roy: sweet goodnight, beautiful dream.

The heat! Thought of a cat, sweetie.

Joshua: sleeping people's children.

Yes, it is a child of a person yes times a kitten.

Naya groaned as she read the messages of the two different young men. He himself did not know why he was so upset to get a message from the two of them.

But again the girl reflected on her life story implied by a gloomy past.

"There is no yes, in the future who accept me as I am and want to accept my past?" The girl wondered in her heart.

Tonight there was such a great intention from his heart, "i must be able to rise, I also have the right to seek love for myself. I'm 18 years old, I'm an adult, there's no way I should always be drowning and entangled in this dark time."

But the girl again lowered her head and almost cried as she recalled the incident where her honor had to be snatched from the disgusting old man.

Naya went down the bed and sat in the corner of her room, she grimaced with the tightness in her heart. Crossing both hands on his chest and hugging his own body tightly. Her tears are at the end of there.

"Mother.." Stimulants.

If only the girl could tell about the incident to her mother, surely now she was relieved because someone knew her suffering. But what can be done, even in the diary of the girl did not dare to write it.

There are many teenage girls out there who sacrifice their honor freely. There is only for new gadgets, new clothes, new bags, branded items. There is another that is said to maintain a relationship with a lover and then damage himself. But unlike Naya, he must be broken not by his will. That dark night he tried to defend himself but still lost. What she should take care of and give to her husband in the future, should be taken with indecency.

"O justice, come near me." The girl started sobbing but closed her mouth as tightly as possible so that Rika, her roommate, would not wake up.

Naya begins to control her emotions, "all I need now is sincere love, past affairs of the past. If he's sincere, he'll understand." Mumbled the girl.

"I'm old enough to care who I'm close friends with. I'll try, I'll fight." With slightly swollen and puffy eyes he returned to the top of the bed and began to close his eyes to go to the dreamland.

***

This morning Naya looked cheerful, even more so with her appearance now looking different, perhaps because of the determination she just made last night so the girl was too excited.

Joshua: I can't pick you up, sorry.

Even reading that message did not make Naya moody. He just wanted to smile all day.

The girl grabbed her bag and went out to the gate. Being too happy, he did not realize there was Joshua in front of the boarding gate.

"Smiling in the morning, cute. Let what? Let it ripen." said Joshua as originally because Naya almost passed him unknowingly.

Hearing that, Naya turned her head, "uh, she said she can't pick it up?"

The young man folded his arms around his chest, "so he wanted to prank you didn't realize I was here. I was just saying, prank! There's a camera there, there's a camera here." The young man's complaint made Naya laugh and apologize.

"I'm blind about you." Say the girl.

"Why?"

Joshua approached the girl but did not move away even as defiantly, "do you love me?"

"Handering, hehehehe." The girl encouraged Joshua because however confident she must have always shrunk in front of this young man.

"Come, up."

Naya complied and rode the young man's motorcycle. Josua had not yet turned on his motorbike Naya asked, "are you baper yet the same me?"

Joshua chuckled, "that's it, but we can't be more friends."

The words made Naya lose her life. But he still behaves normally, "good dong, defense gini yes no one baper among us, because I'm comfortable with the status of a friend."

Deg.

This time it was Naya's words that made Joshua almost lose his life. It's a lost life, replaced another life, uh the same year it was lost. Be fat!

Until school, all the boisterous and cheering noise called the name Joshua. Because it has been heard that the young man became the 2nd champion smart meticulously se-Kabupaten which followed him a few days ago. Naya already knew, because she herself supported him.

They stay side by side until class. Although many called out his name, Joshua remained calm, at this time the young man was only expecting congratulations from the girl who was beside him.

Naya glanced at Joshua at a glance, "there's a leaf up, nih."

Joshua said, "it means nothing to me if the important person in my life does not say safe, but he knows I have won from far away."

Naya seems to think, who knows about this victory not only herself, but Dinda and Widya also come along. The girl began to assume that it was Dindalah's congratulations that Joshua was waiting for.

"Please, I'll tell him to say something." Naya patted Joshua on the shoulder and sat down in her chair after being in class. Joshua became angry and upset himself.

Ting!

Roy: come home from school there is no event?

Naya: nothing. Wh why?

Roy: I'll pick you up later, there's something I want to talk about.

Naye: okay.

The girl deliberately agreed to Roy's invitation because she was a little upset by the assumptions she made herself.

"Eh, Din. Say congratulations there with Joshua, he's been waiting for Lo from yesterday." said the girl in a flat tone and back wearing me-lo because of the anger in her heart.

Dinda recalled, "i've said the time of the announcement, as I remember the fact that you haven't spoken." Said Dinda no less flat.

Naya frowned, "uh yes!" The hadith patted her forehead, "waduh, how is this dong? You help me figure out a way to talk dong, I'm embarrassed, it's too late."

Dinda sighed and patted Naya on the forehead, "let's not get emotional first, put on me-lo all over again." Then glance at Joshua who looks glum. "Udah just come, say directly."

"I'm ashamed, Din." Naya said as she cupped her hands to her face.

"Nay, it's time to be embarrassed you have to break up for friendship" said Dinda almost laughed, "good fight." Its effects.

Ahhh I'm dead. Call Roy I'll take it again. Is this what is called misunderstanding?