HALAL INSHAALLAH

Sadness rahut ?

Eza POVs

what's he here for ? (inner Eza )

This afternoon, I have an appointment with my script supervisor. After returning home from the company, I went to college and met Mr.Andre the lecturer who guided my skips.

He was satisfied and did not hesitate to praise me after checking my thesis. I feel proud of myself. But I try to stay humble.

Seeing how my struggles and sacrifices used to be, when friends my age were busy spending time playing and gathering with peers. However, I had to fight alone. persevere even trying to change fate.

Now, the phrase "Effort will not betray the results "feels true. It didn't feel like in the last second I was going through college. Even when my other college friends were busy spreading a work CV. I already have a steady job even with a pretty good position.

.........

When I was about to go home, my gaze looked at the figure who was now no longer foreign to me. Someone who even made me constantly think about the end of this.

The little girl was talking to the campus security guard. I wonder what is being talked about with the campus guards ? and what did he come here for ?

The campus is automotive engineering-specific and only accepts male students. does he want to meet someone ? is it her boyfriend ? but, I don't think it's possible that she's so quick to have a lover. He just arrived here !.

Why does his face look so sad ? My mind asked. Because it was so curious, my mind and body seemed not to run in rhythm. Without thinking, my body first stepped toward the sun without thinking first.

" what did you come here for (my question when I arrived in front of the sun, the little girl seemed surprised to see my presence )

" Ehh, Aa Eza.

" Why is she here ? (not that he answered my question, the sun asked me back )

" I'm in college here (my honest answer is )

" Ogh, Aa is here to study (his answer. However, a moment later the look of sadness was again clearly drawn on his cute face )

Faintly I heard clearly the girl took a deep breath. I feel like something's wrong with her. But, I was confused how to ask him .

" Aa, is this really a special campus tea automotive engineering ? (his question breaks my daydream )

" yes (we answer briefly)

" is it true, here tea only accepts male students ? (ask again )

" yes (again I answered briefly )

" Ogh (the answer sounds lethargic)

" Yaudah atuh, then Eneng say goodbye first (continue)

Without waiting for my answer, the girl left me with thousands of questions in mind. However, again my body is not in line with my mind. Automatically my hand pulls her tiny hand.

" wait ! (my door, and without me realizing it my hand pulled her )

Deg Deg Deg

My heart rate feels twice as fast as before. There was a sting inside my body when my hand touched his.

" I'm sorry (so I let go of my check )

what is that ? why does it feel so strange ? All this time I felt it. Just a touch of a hand, but why do you feel so amazing ? And his gaze.why does it look so warm, as if home is so comfortable. However, when I looked deeper, there was a gurat of sadness in him. What makes him sad ? (Inner Eza )

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