
" Go ". Acid's heart was increasingly sliced to hear the words of Natasha who was still reluctant to look at her.
Even Natasha turned her back to Acid even though Acid was still holding her hand.
Acid lowered her head deeply, until a moment later her detained cry broke out to see Natasha not responding to him.
The usual room was crowded by sweet conversation and the small laughter of halal lovers now contains silence without a word only the accompaniment of his second sobbing is heard.
Getting a scholarship to Cairo is the mind of Acid since childhood.
So without talking about it first the man immediately agreed and submitted the scholarship acceptance file.
Even his own family did not know that Acid had decided to receive the scholarship.
They only know about Acid who got a scholarship and give advice to discuss it first with Natasha before agreeing.
And now only regret that Acid got due to his hasty actions agreed to accept the scholarship.
His heart was increasingly worried because it was impossible to leave Natasha who was pregnant with the fruits of their love at this time.
Even the shadow can not accompany the process of pregnancy and giving birth and raising their children later for the next 5 years has been imagined in his mind.
But ignoring the mind that is in front of the eyes can not be ignored Acid just like that.
A difficult decision must be taken by the young man who just turned 18 years old.
Pursue the mind and lose the early days as a parent, or choose to leave the mind for the sake of family. A difficult decision must be taken at this time.
Acid sighed softly in between his sobbing. Looking at the body of Natasha who is still loyal to her back even though their two fingers are intertwined in their hands.
Natasha's calm body but occasionally shaking due to the rest of the stuffing seen in Acid's eyes are slightly damp, it is believed that Acid the wife is currently asleep in her sleep.
Acid slowly sloshed his body behind Natasha's body. Hugged her gently and spread her head behind her back.
His wife's back is the most comfortable place for her when feeling tired and worried.
" Sorry ". Bisik Acid lirih then close his body to the wife until tired even approached her and fell asleep.
Sayup sayup heard the sound of the Holy Verse reverberating in Musholla which signifies the entry of Maghrib time. Both eyelids hairy lentic eyes that slowly grazed the land.
Stare at the part of the stomach where the burly arms perch sweetly coiled there. A smile was engraved from his lips.
Is it His egoism if He asks the owner of the burly arm to choose him by ignoring his mind since childhood?.
Slow breathing slowly came out of his breath.
With a slow movement of the land behind his body to look at the face of the owner of the arm that has managed to break his heart since a few years ago.
His right hand outstretched to gently rub the face that was first seen is still plain typical of teenagers in general.
But now that innocent face has turned into a more mature face as the responsibility that is carried by her now who has become a husband and father of her child later.
His tiny hands are still faithfully rubbed gently on the face which has now revealed fine fur fur around the edge of his face to make the level of good looks and maturity of the man more visible.
The shrill face made the woman pull back her hand and pretend to close her eyelids.
This time the two eyelids opened slowly. A smile adorned his face when he saw the calm face of the woman who was now containing the fruit of their love was now in his presence.
A kiss on the forehead is given to the owner of the heart. Make the owner's face immediately red.
" Sorry ". His whisper tightened his embrace to his wife.
His smile was engraved as he felt his wife return his embrace tightly.
" I'm sorry for making a decision without asking for your consent ". A kiss is pinned Acid to Natasha's head.
" I'm sorry to make you sad ". The kiss landed on Natasha's head.
" I beg you never to ask Me to leave you and our son ". Acid tightens her hug to Natasha.
" And make you lose your mind just to stay by Our side? ". Natasha's remarks put Acid back in a dilemma.
Natasha who was aware of the residence of the husband could only sigh softly.
" I don't want you to regret the decision because you prefer to choose Us instead of reaching your mind. I don't want Our presence to bring disappointment to you. So go reach the mind that has been your dream since childhood ". Acid was silent a thousand languages heard Natasha's speech.
Divorced his hug to his wife then cupped Natasha's face with both palms.
" Thank you Dear ". Natasha's heart was sliced when she saw the happy smile on Acid's face after hearing his words.
A kiss was given Acid on Natasha's forehead, but it made Natasha shed her tears.
Acid gently rubbed the teardrops that soaked the smooth face of the wife.
" Thank you for thinking about my mind since I was a child. But did you know after I married You then AKu's mind changed ". Natasha's frown indicates she is confused by Acid's words.
" Looking at You is my dream since I've known You. Having a son who is sholeh and sholehah from You is my dream since marrying You. So I would never have dreamed of reaching my mind since I was a child if my dreams were real and that was already realized with Your presence as well as Them ". Acid spoke and then peeked Natasha's stomach which began to bulge a little.
" How about the scholarship? ". Natasha's question was answered by Acid with a smile.
" There are still many who need it more than me. For Me, You and Mareka are the most important and will always be the most important after the Almighty and My parents for now, now and until death separate ". Natasha shed her tears then hugged Acid very tightly.
Nothing can be expressed by Natasha other than crying even though there is guilt because Acid chose her and sacrificed her mind since childhood.
" Don't cry anymore. Later Dede Utun follow melow ". Natasha gently hit Acid's back which was still in her embrace.
" Aren't you going to give up the scholarship?. Cairo ". Acid gently damaged Natasha's head while shaking her head.
" I'll regret that I left the first moment they moved in the stomach. It will be more regretful not to be the one who first saw Them come out of the belly, persecute and give a name to Them. And will be very sorry when not seeing their growth and development every day. So going to Cairo was my dream as a kid. But you are a real dream. So there is no need to pursue a dream if there is a dream that has come true ". Said Acid at length to make Natasha more moved.