
***This is me who might look strong
This is me who can be fragile in seconds
I can take good care of my heart
I often stay quiet when I am angry
I choose to fall asleep when I am disappointed
I often cry when tidal problems are revealed
I often think of wanting something but it's impossible
I'm ashamed of myself
I was embarrassed when the Sudanese world taught me so many things
And I'm ashamed I couldn't change for the better
{Crying hearts}***
Morning time also quickly came to the surah couples bound with sacred bonds.
Aisyah had prepared her morning meal with gia but Aisyah saw the face of gia who was still lacking spirit.
"Hai KO ha spirit so sih”ucap Aisyah while patting gia's shoulder
“Hehe gpp KO shah”Ucap gia while holding Aisyah's hand on her shoulder
“Ku ka khaliq not Turin yet? ”Tanya gia while cutting red onion
“Again ready for kanya”Ucap Aisyah relaxing
“Terus why you ga to agas helpin ka khaliq”ucap gia
“Emang gpp”ucap Ayesha
“, You why sin syah yah gpp lah”Ucap gia while smiling widely
“Sorry well I stayed first”Ucap Aisyah
Aisyah also walked up the stairs Aisyah also entered the room looks khaliq was wearing his shirt.
“Mas... ”Ucap Aisyah
“Lho why he said he wanted to help gia masak”Ucap khaliq while buttoning his shirt with his arm.
“Aisyah ga baga if you see gia gini continue mas”Ucap Aisyah hugging her husband's body tightly.
“Sayang.. mas sure if gia is a strong woman”Ucap khaliq while kissing the top of Aisyah's head.
“ya already do not hug mulu ma's hungry nih”Ucap khaliq while releasing his wife's embrace.
“Ya already come”Ucap Aisyah
“Gimana Want to eat if you stick to”Ucap khaliq while pinching Hiding Aisyah
“Hehe”
They also went down the stairs to see all the food arranged fragile on the dining table looks gia still busy cleaning everything in the kitchen.
“Masyaallah you who cook this all na”Ucap Aisyah while pulling the dining chair.
gia also just threw a smile at the couple Husband wife who was very friendly in front of him.
“I never slice with you Aisyah even I am very happy if you are happily married to ka khaliq now”monolog heart gia
“Loh ko bengong ago eat”Ucap khaliq while sitting next to his wife.
“Iyh ka”Ucap
After all his finished eating Aisyah and Khaliq continued to stare at the gia with a suspicious gaze Aisyah hoped if the gia was willing to tell all her problems.
“Gia... ”Ucap Aisyah resuscitates gia in her daydream.
“Yah Aisyah why? ”answitch gia
“do you believe me? ”Tanya Aisyah makes gia a little surprised
“believe Aisyah why? ”Tanya gia
“Honestly I know if you have a big problem!! if you believe my zama you tell gia”Ucap Aisyah
“aku gpp ko syah”Ucap gia with eyes that have been filled with tears.
Aisyah also stood directly closer to her body even Gia had cried in Aisyah's warm embrace.
“syah... Do I deserve to be happy? ”Tanya gia with sobs
Even Aisyah was binging with gia occasionally glancing at the face of the khaliq who was watching the two women There.
“Ana what Kay is talking about!! ”
“In fact my marriage is just a charade of martyrdom... ka ilham zama absolutely does not love me even he chose to languish if he had to be happy with ku”Gia with sobbing crying. Hearing the words of Aisyah's heart increasingly sick, Aisyah knew what her best friend Semarang felt.
“now I leave everything to the rabb I leave my heart to him I don't want to be too selfish not I give up for him but I don't want to force him to love me martyr... Because Now I realize that the favors of God's scenario are more beautiful than all of us.”Ucap gia with a heart that begins to inspire.
Aisyah was getting tighter hugging the body and occasionally wiping the tears that began to fall.
“Ana believe as hard as any of your problems you just need to believe that God will always be with you And will always accompany you.”Cap Aisha with a sobbing heart saw And heard all the dowry of her best friend.
Gia continued to cry take power with her Now even the day is getting worse but she tried hard with the tests sent divinely.
”don't ever think of giving up if there's still a sense of trying to try as long as that desire There's a God will definitely show you the way.
{Aisyah Question}
*
Now Gia is in her room with a self-attack gia cleaned all her clothes Because she had thought carefully if she would stay in the village with her aunt
Gia left the room with her suitcase. Aisha and Khaliq looked at Gia with questioning eyes.
“Lho Ana where are you going? ”Ucap Aisyah standing close to gia
“I want to go home to the village of Ajah shah!! thank you you udh want to spend time I sleep eat here”Ucap gia
“Ka khaliq Aisyah thanks yah”ucap gia with a smile radiated on her pretty face.
“Ihh you say what the hell seneng city if you continue to stay here”Ucap Aisyah while holding jemari gia.
“Haha where possible aisyah”Ucap gia while holding the fingers Aisyah as well
“Now I have to say goodbye because”Ucap gia while hugging Aisyah's body
“Ka khaliq Aisyah gia says yah”Ucap gia
“Ya, you have delivered to terminal”Ucap khaliq
“No ka”Ucap gia while shaking his head
“True ana in say mas khaliq”Ucap Aisyah
“Gpp Aisyah ka khaliq gia thank you guys but. Gia can be aloneiko”Ucap gia
“Totally? ”Ucap Aisyah with a slightly worried tone
“Jaga health later I will play here ko don't worry I'm marty I will always be good either saha,, Even you are alone who want me if God will always be with me”Ucap gia getting stronger with this problem.
. Aisyah pulled her arm and hugged her tightly.
Now They are in the doorway of Aisha, more and more power to hold back the tears of separation from her friend
“Hearts on jalan”Ucap Aisyah seraya
“Iyh insyaallah”Ucap gia
“Ya I already said assalamualaikum”Ucap gia while stepping foot leaving human couple There.
Aisyah could only stare at the departure of Gia with a cry that Aisyah could not bear but Khaliq tried to calm his wife Now.
“Gia will be fine dear”Ucap khaliq while kissing the top of Aisyah's head.
*
While Gia continued to walk alone while carrying her suitcase.
Sometimes she wipes away her tears trying to come out. Gia keeps trying hard but she can't lie to herself now.
In the middle of the journey Arrived Gia steps stopped because her hands were blocked by someone
“Ahhh”Ucap Gia while circling her body made a surprise with her arrival
“Ka ilham”Ucap gia tan realized if he's been dripping tears.
“Please ka!! ”Ucap gia while trying to release his hand. But nil his efforts are only in vain because the energy of inspiration is stronger
“forgive me all about my affection, Really I never intended to play main”Ucap ilham while hugging the body gia tightly. Even inspired tan concerned with the roon gia who asked inspiration to release it.
But on the other hand, I feel comfortable with a hug that is inspiring.
“do not ka ilham There is no intention to be serious in rum ah this ladder at least do not make gia feel comfortable And Yakut feel lost”Ucap gia with sobs crying.
But the words of Gia make a silent inspiration. Yet again the word gia now makes the heart and body of inspiration stiff
“Dana Now gia realize that loving and wishing on a human is more painful”Ucap gia while releasing a hug of inspiration.
Now the inspiration was silent, Gia quickly met her suitcase and walked away from the inspiration with a hurried step
But again the hand gia caught again by inspiration even inspiration hugged the body gia very tightly.
“Release!! ”Ronta Gia
“Let go or I'll scream!! ”Ucap gia with sobs.
“yell as loud as gia can!! ”Ucap ilham
Gia's heart was eager to scream as loud as possible but her lips and body refused.
“Why shut up why gia"Reveal inspiration
“I'm sorry gia forgive me!!! honestly I'm sorry about all this, I'm afraid of losing you gia”Ucap ilham
“Gia is wrong!! gia is aware of the presence of problems And this test is an experience in the favor of Some who come to test patience And Some come and go to make lessons.”Speak with sobs in the arms of inspiration
“And maybe this is God's answer of all if you inspiration comes and goes only to make lessons,, But gia always hope that if you inspiration comes to survive to encourage the test of life if we continue to improve, then the good will be brought and survive”Ucap gia continues to let out his cries.
“Your life should keep going, although the way sometimes in leading to be better in our lives because good you think we are not necessarily in the eyes of God let God who govern it”Ucap gia with a beat release a warm embrace of inspiration.
Gia ha ya cry on the way now inspiration no longer pursue him. gia keep crying remember all about the word sweet inspiration that makes a sweet smile on his face.
Flashbacks
At that time, Gia was still in mourning. Brainstorm. Trying to make her heart normal as usual., Gia sat on the sofa of her room
“Why haven't slept sih”ucap ilham while sitting his body next to the body gia
“Not yet sleepy"Speak gia while looking at the handsome face of ilham
“Massyaallah”ucap inspiration
“Why? ”Ucap Gia
“because I am grateful on every side of me God sent a very beautiful woman, because on your side is able to captivate Lara Ikhwan so you must always ask for me your husband,,, because on your side you are able to captivate Lara Ikhwan,, in order to always be beautiful where the divine"Speak Inspiration while kissing the forehead gia with kehangantan.
“Makasih Already trying to love gia with love ka ilham”Ucap gia with a smile emanated from his face.
“remain my wife Istiqomah make your shame become a veil in life And remember You are fitrah And keep myself from slander
Dana always keep good good of your jewelry that keep the heart And honor for your Husband that I”Ucap ilham make the heart gia fly freely there.
“tuh hiding who flew”Ejek ilham
“Ihh kaka nih”Ucap Gia while pinching Ilham's stomach
“awww ailing”Ucap ilham while holding the hand of gia who is in the stomach of inspiration
“Thank you for everything”Gia Spoke kissed the back of an inspired hand.
“Udah is my duty, Even I've been responsible for everything you do”Ucap ilham while cursing the head gia.
“I will try to be a man who leads you later and will not let go of mu”Ucap Ilham
Gia hugged the body of inspiration tightly even occasionally kissed the forehead of inspiration.
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Seriate.....***