
Naila descends the stairs after successfully messing with the classroom atmosphere with Gus An. It feels very satisfied to have taken revenge, making a hooligan Gus An because of last night's incident.
“Naila, what do you want...? ” familiar voice makes Naila step stopped.
“You go home..” spontaneously Naila replied like that, without seeing the face of the person behind her.
“My mouth is now..”
“What else is it...? I don't want to... ”
“Silent, don't talk much...! ” Naila was forced to follow Gus An's orders though with feelings that are still arrogant. Gus An walks to the living room and__
“Udah long Sir...? ” Gus An greet the hand of a man who has been waiting in the guest room alone. Naila was very surprised because the man she had Gus experience turned out to be her own father. And strangely again when shaking hands with his father, why Gus An kissed the back of his hand. Shouldn't it be reversed...?
“Dad why is it here...? ” Naila feels astonished and confused.
“You were sent home from this pesantren. I will suspend you for often truant and like to refute the words of the teacher.” Gus An expression makes Naila round her eyes in shock.
“Hah...?? in suspension...? ” Naila covered her mouth with both palms.
“Yes, I contacted your father and told him all the mischief you had done. Your father doesn't mind if you're suspended.” Naila's chest tight when he hears Gus An's words just now.
“Dad, Naila is not naughty... You believe me, right...? ” his eyes are already glazed because the most feared thing is when his father is angry. At this time his father was silent and did not say a word.
“Naila don't want to be returned, Naila just want to be here Dad... ” His father is still silent there is no expression on his face.
“So he said you want to go home, now it's your turn to go home instead of wanting to. Even crying again... ” Naila stared intently at Gus An who she felt was acting arbitrarily because there was no Abi and Umi.
“I'll throw it to Umi' if Gus An treats me like this... ”
“Naila... don't argue.. ” Naila's father's words with a rather high volume make his chest rumble.
“Let's go home now, pack your things. I'm tired of horrifying you who always make fun of this pesantren. You're just embarrassing Daddy... ”
Along the way to the house, Naila just fell silent with her eyes. His father occasionally asked him to speak but he was silent. His power was drained after opposing Gus An so as not to do arbitrarily.
“Udah do not cry continuously, this all must have a silver lining... ” Her father wiped the tears of Naila that fell on the cheek.
“Naila always makes you ashamed Dad...? forgive Naila, because all this time can not be a good child. Naila always troubling Dad, embarrassing Dad.”
“pardon me, but you must be able to accept the punishment from Gus An. All events must have wisdom contained dear... ”
“Naila actually does not want to go home Dad, but every day always wants to go away from pesantren. But don't know, it's time to be sent home and don't even want to go home.”
At home, Naila kissed the back of her mother's hand. Then immediately entered the room to throw his body on the mattress that He missed every day. Usually when going home Naila always enjoy a moment like this. But not this time. He felt guilty about his mother and father.
tok... tok. His mother came in with a glass of milk and a plate of rice.
“Mother... ”
“You eat first baby... ” His mother just put the food and then came out again without saying anything. Naila feels more guilty, surely her mother is currently very disappointed with her. He looked at the entire room and stopped at one point. Trophies.
Naila got up, then grabbed one of the highest trophies among the others. He looked at the dead object's goal. Her tears dripped in her eyes.
“Best participants... ” Naila hugs tightly the cup that reads like that. He cried sobbing, crying so badly that his chest felt tight.
“After I get this, I turn 360°. My nature, my attitude is nothing good. Even I was labelled as the laziest santri, the troublemaker. Forgive me Father, mother.. ” both her parents who eavesdropped behind the door also shed tears. Hope Gus An's punishment can bring back the old Naila.
”I'm just a Dad's child, but always embarrassing... Dad was often called to school just because I denied the teacher. And stupidly again, why I didn't realize it long ago. Two years is long, but why is it not enough to realize this thorn in my flesh... ” Her father held off Naila's mother who had wanted to hug her only child sobbing alone in the room.
“Do not enter, let Naila be able to realize her mistake... ”
“But Yeah... ”
“We expect the best, right...? ” Mother Naila nodded.