GRINNED

CHAPTER 42: Haydi's Past

"Maybe it's time you knew all about Zaidan. Sin if I keep it too long."

"About Zaidan?" ask Haydi

Hendiyana took a deep breath and took it out. A clear light bulb came out at the end of his eye. He's very restless.

"What's wrong with Zaidan, brother?" ask Haydi. Seeing Ana who looked heavy to tell a story."If you don't like him, why don't you throw him out,"

Her tears were flowing more and more, she could no longer be dammed, she sobbed. I want to vent his anger. He didn't think his sister could act like this. Apparently, his nature has not changed much since the beginning. Often look down on people around him. But he tried to be patient. Especially now that Haydi looks less healthy.

Haydi, don't remember what he did in his youth. Or to deliberately bury him in such an arrogant attitude.

"I don't know if you remember or not what you did in the past with Riyan."

"Sir Ana."Shouted Haydi slightly snapping at her brother loudly.

"Sir Ana knows what?"he answered with a snort.But a thin picture of his deep sadness on his face.

Shadows events 30 years ago, Stay away from parents. With all-round facilities. Without anyone watching. Making himself fall into free association.All are clearly illustrated in his memory.

Until one day he knew a man who captivated him. Who is none other than his college brother on campus. They are dating for almost 6 months. Everything's fine.

In February, she came to her friend's party along with Ryan, whom she also invited. Coming home from the party, they stopped by a nightclub until late.

When Ryan was tired, he did not drive him home. He took her to a villa owned by his family. And he complies.

"Old time we were dating. But why do I still have doubts about you." as I closed his seat.

"What does brother mean?" Haydi looked at Ryan nervously. But he doesn't know what to do.

"It's okay, baby." His soft words seemed to anesthetize Haydi's consciousness. And he was only able to close his eyes when Ryan's lips started touching his nape.

And satanic lust burns away both their burning desires. To be caught up in sins.

Somehow at that time, Haydi just obeyed with the will of his lover. To willingly give up his only possession. That he should keep until he reaches a legitimate bond according to religion and state.

"Sister Ryan, what have we done?"ask Haydi while crying.

"Look, if anything happens I'll take responsibility" Ryan replied with a smile of satisfaction and lightness. He wiped away the teardrops in the corner of his lover's eyes. Then left Haydi in a state of his heart that was still shaken.

The second day at the villa, Ryan did the same to her. He just kept quiet.

Up to a week in the villa, they enjoy sin as if accustomed and make both addicted. Almost every weekend the two will spend time in the villa, without missing their sins.

4 Months later, he realized there was a change in him.

"Heydi, you've been looking pale lately. Are you sick." asked Intan, my college friend.

"There's nothing. If you're tired, yes." Answer Haydi.

"Or maybe you want to get caught."

Oh my God. Didn't I have 3 months of not getting my regular guests. Shouted Haydi in the heart. Don't-don't ....

Coming home from college he immediately stopped by a pharmacy to buy a testpect.

Doubtfully he put the device in his urine. There are 2 red lines on the device.

He was lethargic, sitting on the edge of the bed.

Can't be...

How's this...

What happens when you know...

Maybe this tool is wrong...

Tomorrow I'm chili again.

Three times he tried, three times he got the same result. That she had conceived without the bond of marriage. The result of the act with his lover.

"Evocate it, why the hell!" that was what Riyan said when he told her that he contained the seeds from her. This heart was heartbroken to hear those inappropriate words. He was only able to cry regretting his actions.But according to him also the will of Ryan.

Several times he tried to abort her but never succeeded. Finally he resigned no longer willing to abort him. Moreover, Riyan at that time showed good faith to be responsible for the child he contained. When the child was born.

It turns out that all of it is just a guise, to blackmail him and Riyan can raise himself freely.But he has been blinded by the name of love. Yes ...false love.

And more painfully, in the days leading up to the birth of his son, Ryan brought a woman who was none other than his own best friend. Lightly said that tomorrow will be married, because of the insistence of his parents.

"Sister Ryan, wasn't it after I gave birth. Brother will marry me ..."

"Sorry Haydi, who wants to marry a girl who's been tarnished."

"How can I possibly admit that it's my son. It could be, you are also related to someone else I don't know." she replied lightly.

"Didn't my sister take my leave?"

Ryan just laughed mockingly.

"Thank you, you willingly gave it to me. Didn't you enjoy it."

"But what's now in your womb, maybe someone else's seed. Don't you like to go to night clubs. And sometimes you like to get drunk too."

"Sister Ryan, I've never been in contact with anyone other than my brother." replied Haydi who could no longer handle his emotions. Until he screamed while crying.

"Your crying can't lie to me anymore Haydi."

"I'm not lying, brother."

"But I can't Haydi. I have to go to the field tonight. Shella was waiting for me. So are my parents."

"Shella ... "

"Yes, Shella. We've been betrothed."

The world stopped spinning right then and there. Heard the explanation from Ryan's own mouth. That tomorrow will marry someone who has been considered his best friend. Then he can't remember what happened anymore.

Just one word he heard before he lost consciousness.

"Russia ... "

Then he can't remember what happened anymore.

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Where am I ...

Haydi looked at the whole room now he was.

"Alhamdulillah, Ma'am has come to his senses. " Said a nurse, smiling at me.

Ah .. Apparently I was in the hospital. Who brought me here.

"Bok kok bring your own car sich ..where else get pregnant old again. Fortunately there was a kind young man who wanted to bring Mbak here."

"Where is he now, Ma'am."

"Rurry away. He said there was some important business, afraid of missing the plane."

Good men?

You cowardly men. Haydi in the heart.

"But all the goods have been delivered here. Including the car keys mbak .., if not a good person, of course the car was carried" said the nurse explained. But not one bit influenced by Haydi. Mind floated. Crying fate.

Good what ...

Not be responsible...

"Accchhhh .. pain." cried Haydi while holding his distended stomach. The longer the pain is the more it hurts. And with more and more frequent tempos.

"Silence, Ma'am. Might want to give birth" said the nurse calmly.

"According to next month, Sus."

"Sometimes going back and forth is common, ma'am. Let me check first." She painstakingly examined him.

"It's opening five."

"Take a breath and push when the inside is ready."

"What a sich, Sus. This pain is not to to know!"Haydi felt pain. His entire body had been drenched in sweat.

1 hour later...

"Oek .. oek .." there was a crying baby.

"Congratulations, Ma'am. Now you have become a mother. The baby was healthy and plump" the nurse said happily. While showing the baby who was still red by blood in front of Haydi.

Haydi just closed his eyes. Don't wanna see it.

"Your mother's still exhausted, honey." Then he took the baby away.

Before long, he returned with a box that had contained a tiny baby.