
Now my gestational age is 8 months, we routinely check every month.even sometimes not until one month, Mas Raditya has been nagging to check my pregnancy.
My parents, too, sometimes go home just to see me and come along when I check on my pregnancy.
"Honey....Go to work first...!!" Pamit Mas Raditya to me
"Hhmmg..follow...!!"my whine is spoiled
"Later you bete again in the office, today also Mas there is a meeting in Jakarta..gimana??" Radit hugged me tightly.
"i'm ikuutt....!!"
Mas Raditya kept persuading me, so that I wouldn't come...She was worried about me and my pregnancy.
"Mas leaving yes...!!" Pamit Mas Radit kissed me on the forehead, at the door
I immediately went inside and sat in front of the tv.
"Non...this is the fruit!!" imuning Bi Ijah while giving fruit.
"Non...I can't wait to see Dede's baby!!"imam Bi Ijah
Bi Ijah is like family to all of us, he loves me and Mas Radit so much. Then me and Bi Ijah were very close.
It's getting late in the afternoon.I've prepared dinner for Mas Radit, but since noon Mas Radit has not heard!!has he returned from Jakarta....??
"Non...eat first, master must be busy !!" take Bi Ijah to me.
kriiing.kriiing..kring.
"Yes Mah....??say me on the phone.
Mamah said she'd take me out, I'll get ready soon.
After an hour, Mamah came with a panicked, anxious look and held back a cry.
"Come son....! papah said while holding my hand.
I didn't ask much, and followed Papah and Mamah to the car.
"What is Pah...??Ask me, they really look panicked.
"Son....Papah ask you to calm down...!!exclaim Papah.
all seemed to be holding back tears, but eventually Mamah's cries broke.
"Radity....Raditya...!!mama said with her tears.
It was so hard to start.
"Raditya had an accident.when returning from Jakarta.!!
Suddenly I fell silent, hearing what Papah was talking about.
"Father....lie right??Mas Radit ga why-why kn Pah.." My voice is so heavy, my voice is so heavy,
"honey..you must be strong!!"
"Mas Radit.....!!" I shouted with sobs
What should I do now, my sobs are so broken and I can't stand it. Hope this is all just a dream.
"Son...Wake baby!" my voice sounded in my ears
I started to open my eyes slowly, I immediately got out of my bed.
"Mas...Mas Radit..Where is Mas Radit.Naahh...!!WHERE IS MAS RADIT!!yell at me
"Vica..Relax baby!!you don't be like this.you calm down...!!
Many times Mamah and Papah tried to calm me down, but I just wanted to meet Mas Radit.
"Vica...!!"exclaim Mom and Dad who just arrived at the hospital.
"Vica..you must awaken you, with your content!!Firmly my father.
"But Vica wants to see Mas Radit...Daddy's!! firm with a sense of crying .
why this must happen, I do not want to happen something with Mas Radit.I try to calm my heart, I must be strong for the sake of Radit and our future children.
"Mahs...Mothers...Vica wants to see Radit now!" I said softly while holding back the cry.
My family took me to the ICU, I saw my husband's body lying on a patient's bed.
why is it like this, I hope what I see and experience now, I close my eyes hoping that what I see and I experience is just a dream.
I slowly opened my eyes and looked back at Mas Radit's body still lying in the ICU room!
"Vica is coming in...!" I cried while holding back tears, at first they held me back, but I kept forcing.
Before entering the ICU room, I wore special clothes for inside the ICU room. After I finished changing clothes, I began to open the door of the ICU room and entered into it.