Goddess of Love Fear Fall in Love

introductions

My name is Dewi vania anasta, commonly called vania. I have a sister who loves me very dearly, her name is Revandra Pranasta, usually I call her brother Evan, she goes to college while working, the brother of a young businessman who is on the rise. Not only handsome but also smart, making it valued by many women. Not only women2 young but many also from the elderly who are eyeing him to be a son-in-law.

My father was Pranasta Mahardika, a very good lawyer. But he was not with us. I don't know what happened, said his brother left us because of another woman, although I've never seen him, I believe you'll never do anything like that.

I never saw my father because my father left while I was still in my mother's womb, which was 9 months old. It was my brother who told me how our father was, he said he looked a lot like me. At home there is no photo of the father, because the grandfather threw away all the memories associated with the father so that the mother is not depressed anymore...

My mother was named the maharani Ferlita, benar2 mother was shaken because my father left us. She was depressed for 2 years, my mother also wanted to commit suicide, which was still in my possession. Fortunately, it can still be saved...

after giving birth to my mother was treated by a psychiatrist, in our villa for approximately 2 years. Mother was not taken to a mental hospital because of the request of grandfather who was still with us at that time. It was my grandfather who took care of us as long as my mother was still healing. Grandpa was one of our family at that time, my grandfather loved us very much. When I turned 10 years old, he left us forever.

After 2 years of care my mother gradually recovered as long as I did not see my face mother will be fine, because my face is similar to father's face, making him always remember father... my sister looks more like my mother.

Once I approached my mother, I really wanted to hug her even though only once, when I was 8 years old. that time my mother just came home from out of town, he said, I was very happy when I saw her coming home because she was out of town for a long time.I ran to hug her and didn't realize that my veil was open, my mother was raging. He beat me up and kicked me, grandfather and brother who saw immediately help me. Because of that incident I was hospitalized for 1 week, because my head hit when my mother kicked me. And because of that, my mother was also more distant from me, and I was also very afraid to fall in love because of seeing my mother's suffering. I also caught him crying when I was alone.

I'm now in 3rd grade High School, I'm quite famous at my school. They say I'm the goddess of love but afraid of falling in love,

I often nyomblangin temen my friends but I myself have never dated so they julukin I goddess of love afraid to fall in love. Actually, it's not because there's no one to shoot or delete me, but it's because I'm actually afraid to be in a relationship with a man (or maybe it could be called a phobia of dating).

I have 2 friends at this school who are always near me... Her name is Salsabilla the daughter I used to call salsa. Salsa's son is very chatty, love this comment that, he's a real pinter mingle. Don't ask her about her boyfriend, she's rich in clothes every day. If the other one's name is Renata adinda sari I usually call dinda, her son is beautiful but a bit slow, sometimes I'm tired of talking to him, it should be clear as clear as clear.if the boyfriend, if the, he used to date his guy went to college abroad before leaving his country to break up because he could not LDRan he said, and until now he still has not moved to be my singles friend.hihi.