God's Destiny Who's Tau?

Heartfill yoga

Today, not as usual, since yesterday I was waiting for news from Tami but the girl did not bales chat that since yesterday I sent to him, he said, boro boro there is balesan in open aja no, but I saw him there online since yesterday, there is no way he no quota, no quota, it's a fix he didn't open a chat from me, but why? I didn't run out, I called him a few times, but he didn't answer my calls, I was made really dizzy all day.

" Tam dong replied, I'm so worried about you" before I left for school, I went back and forth in front of the house trying to call and ask Tami, I was just afraid she was going to get it, how come she's sick, or she's wretched, or someone's abducting her maybe?! Ahh, the more my mind gets confused.

I saw that in the group chat there was no chat at all from the girl, only the children who were talking about sports, the artist who was on the rise, the neighbor and gosipin, ahh .the most unprofitable is the discussion about reunions, what are they, just a few days ago new teachings began to discuss reunions and dresscode everything, all, really, no other discussion what? and again they absolutely no one lost the figure of Tami, but the girl really likes to nimbrung if the child again on the online gibah, I became more panicked, I called Raka, I called, I asked Tami news, he said Tami was good, because this morning before Raka left, he had seen Tami walking away from school with Wira, Agam and Diki, yes their house was close together, they were close together, and the school distance from home is also close, there is a shortcut without having to go through a big road to get to school faster.I feel a little relieved, although there is still a lot that stuck in my mind, I think, why these two days that girl's been avoiding me.

even though we rarely met, at least a few days before he was still acting could have been by replying to my message.

"Yoga, why haven't you left yet, son? It's seven o'clock, not to mention half an hour on the road, you're not afraid of what bad luck? Sana cepet to go!" Mom came out of the house, saw me who was still pacing back and forth holding a cellphone

"iya ma'am, this Yoga also already want to go ko' Yoga pamit ya ma'am, assalamua'laikum!" I kissed the back of my mother's hand,

"waalaikum salaam, you heartily bring the motor" replied the mother

"yes ma'am,"

I then put on a helmet, turned on my iron horse and set off for school,

Along the way, my thoughts kept on Tami, that girl, the dimpled girl with her sweet, very sweet, smile, it's true that I've been in a fog because I lost news for a few days.

the first time I met him first, when I first moved to this village, in the fifth grade, Sd, my mother and father asked me to move because my grandmother from my mother who was very sick and there were no relatives who took care of her, mother then decided to move to this village, while the father is on duty and rarely at home, and bang Panji who has been studying for two years in Yogya, at home there is only me and mother, but there is only me, because my grandmother died two years after we and our family moved and settled here.

From the beginning indeed I've liked Tami maybe even the sense it remains until now, but from the beginning I can only stare at her in awe,although it is unbeknownst to anyone to be silent I like to pay attention to the girl, stealing her gaze as she smiles and laughs,.

To me Tami is an amazing girl, who I know her mother and father died when we were kids, and to her three older sisters did love her very much, making the girl an independent and strong figure, while I if in her position maybe, well I don't know if I can do it or not, in staying away by both parents at a young age, ah ..can't I imagine how bad I am, but Tami? The girl as if she had never had any injuries, she was always laughing cheerfully, I knew she must have had the wounds she had hidden behind her cheerful laughter, but it was her greatness, I knew she had too, the more days I was made amazed by her figure.the beautiful girl in white and do not forget her smile, anyone who saw her must have contracted that sweet smile.

In fact, all this time I never heard him complain about his state of loneliness, about the pain of his left loved ones, no!! He never complained about it all, grateful he was surrounded by such good friends, I was among those who liked to pay attention to anything about him, say I was the stalker or whatever, even often I take pictures of him when he is smiling and laughing, in a silent way of course. Until I found a photo of a tami in my closet drawer, my mother said she accidentally dropped it while cleaning my closet, she teased me many times, she teased me, saying his son has started to know love, love monkey means, mother is not angry, he only often makes me a guyonan material when the father or brother Panji is calling, he is not angry, I just respond to it could have been, yes this is my nature is quiet, talking as necessary and indifferent, whereas in my silence I like to pay attention to people around me, I just don't want to be so stale and interfere in other people's affairs, so I think it's better to keep quiet, and maybe because of my nature too, too, some days tami is acting as if away from me, maybe he feels strange or something, about his Raka, Revelation, Revelation, Diki and the others are also like astonished by my nature because they often ask about Tami when they are at school, I once told Tomi to keep quiet photographing Tami who was said to be playing sports on the field, and after that, the boy asked me a lot of questions, but I took it leisurely.

It turned out that the first hour of his teacher's lesson was absent, the class felt so crowded and noisy, there were children running around chasing each other, going to the cafeteria, playing games, playing games, yaaaa so the contents of the empty hours of lessons, I decided to go out for a while trying to contact raka, who happened to be the boy was also empty hours, he was mabar in class, he was mabar in class, together with diki and also agam,

"Hallo.. Ka, can you help me?" I called her after sending a message asking if she was studying or not

"Please fuck Ga, don't be weird, you know, even though I have a clock, I'm still in this school area"

" i just want to know the news of Tami, from yesterday he had no bales chat I, on the phone also not in the same lift him, I'm afraid he why napa, he does not papa right?"

" Yes kirain whatan, the Tami mah baek baek aja ga, from this morning you nanyain si Tami mulu, um why the hell?"

"Ah ..gue not calm this, lo samperin sono to his class, definitely again, afraid of her he's sick or why so"

" uh Ga, realized this dong is still hours of lessons, which is jamkos only my class doang, gini aja deh, ntar hours of rest I try to find him in his class"

" well yes, yes, thank you, don't forget to tell me again"

"yes yes, anyways you are strange ahir ahir this why the hell worry Tami all bewildered me"

"Udah ah, do not follow the Revelation so kang kepo lo, yaudah I close the phone, beware you do not forget to meet later"

"yes, I didn't forget, you know"

I also closed the phone, it feels a little relieved now it's good, although he hasn't heard from his person directly, he said, I decided later after school I would meet him in person and talk to him for a while, this time I had to be serious, do not know why see the diki who likes the same caper Tami likes his own emotions I see, so this time I actually mentally prepare to talk honestly with tami, besides, our age now includes normal young children for girlfriend dating, ah so inget long-time wide mother's banter continues to be connected episodes from day to day, and, but with that I know and understand a little about the feelings of women, hopefully this time Tami does not avoid anymore.

After being convinced of my own feelings, and intending to see Tami later, I re-entered the classroom and rightly entered the second lesson soon.