
Upon awakening from his stupor, the first time Ririn clay was Gus Sofyan and Aisyah.after a long silence, there was finally one water dripping from his eyes..again, he did not believe that the person he loved the most was gone
"already yes, all this is in the destiny of God" said Aisha by hugging Ririn warmly
"france..Ririn has not been strong at home mbak hiks mother.mother must remain at the side of Ririn hiks" he said crying on Aisyah's shoulder.
"you are strong, you are sure you can do all this" said Aisyah to calm Ririn's heart
"Erina, you must be strong and should not be too late in sadness.it is not good for your health.even though he is not there, you must be able to continue Erina's life..I'm sure you can" inner Gus Sofyan
"already, whatever happens does not need to be cried continuously.life and death are only the property of God.meaning you should not be too dependent on people so as not to be sad when left behind" gus Sofyan said coldly
ririn's chest hurt when she heard Gus Sofyan saying that she was not dependent on others.Since the word was painful, Ririn finally tried hard and wiped her rough tears.
"let's go home, you can walk on your own, right?" continued Gus Sofyan who was immediately embraced by Ririn
"i wait in the parking lot" he said, then left without greeting
"what was my sentence that hurt Erina yes, sorry God but actually I did not mean it that way.I just do not want to see Erina too late in her sadness.sorry servant O Allah" he walked back to the parking lot
"here I help the way" Aisyah said by holding onto Ririn's wrist
"bomongan Gus Sofyan who was not entered into the Heart yes Rin.kamu know that Gus Sofyan is indeed the person.mbak sure he means not like his nonsense" he continued again.
"ah yes, I can understand that Sofyan's ustadz section is indeed true that life and death only belong to God" replied Ririn smiling knot
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in the car
"why are you quiet, Rin?" ask Aisyah
"oh no papa kok mbak" said Ririn
"are you sure you're not papa? do you still feel dizzy?" ask Aisyah
"no" replied Ririn briefly
since getting into the car until he reached the boarding school, Ririn did not say much.he contemplated his life if there was no dear mother, and when he arrived at the boarding school, Kirin was surprised because the pesantren seemed very quiet..
"assalamualaikum Gus, I'm sorry to say something" Rehan told Gus Sofyan
"yes talk about it.What is this? and why is the pesantren so quiet?" ask Gus Sofyan
"they are all now in the hall.pak Kyai asked for all the students to pray for the body of his mother Ririn, and I was asked to pick up Gus Sofyan when he was in the boarding school" rehan said politely
"oh yes, let's go there" said Gus Sofyan who was immediately followed by Ririn, Aisyah, and Rehan behind her
"assalamualaikum" said Gus Sofyan
"waalaikumsalam' answered all the santri and santriwati in the boarding hall
ririn's body stiffened when he saw there was a corpse surrounded by all santri and santriwati pesantren.there is also his father beside the corpse. Ririn walked towards where her father was and sat down without saying anything, as if someone had locked her throat so she could not get a single word out.
without realizing it, her tears fell back down her cheeks "this is your mother?" ririn asked with a smile (smiling forced to be more exact)
Ririn wiped the tears on her cheek "dad, you can't cry. If you and everyone here cry, you can't be happy there" he said by wiping his father's tears that returned to drip
"yes, dear yes, I don't cry if Ririn is also not crying said Reno later
"ehehe this is Ririn not crying anyway" he said smiling
"mother, Sirin dear mother. actually if in the love of choice, want it to feel like Ririn who is the mother now, because if the mother who leaves, who else will make the father happy? who else makes breakfast for Dad? mother knows that you do not like bi Mar cuisine" said Ririn smiling knot
"here there are still many who need a mother, but God's destiny is not clouded Bun, does not support us to be together any longer.all families have sincerely gone, mother,later Ririn will tell you the recipe of his favorite food so that he can cook his own, because we live in this world should not depend on anyone but God is bun" he continued.
hearing what Ririn said to her late mother, unable to hold back her father's tears.Reno again shed tears in disbelief that he had lost his wife
after praying and teaching for the deceased, all the santri and santriwati were ordered to return to their respective dormitories because it was night. While Ririn and her family, Vreya and her family, were told to return to their dormitories,,and see with his family sleeping in Kyai Hamdan's house
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kyai Hamdan's living room
"thank you for the prayers and all" Reno told kyai Hamdan
"it's okay son, I'm sorry on behalf of the boarding school because of the death of Ririn's mother" said Kyai Hamdan
"is Ririn's late mother buried here?" ask kyai Hamdan
"i plan to bring my late house back to Surabaya tomorrow morning, so that when I and my children miss him, can visit the tomb without a long distance bah" Reno said politely
"ah right, better rest first because tomorrow must go to Surabaya, kasian nak Reno must be tired" continued Kyai Hamdan
"yes, I'm sorry, assalamualaikum" said Reno
"waalaikumsalam" said Kyai Hamdan
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in the room of Kyai Hamdan
kyai Hamdan walked into the room with his tired face "assalamualaikum'
"waalaikumsalam bah.gimana?" ask umi Hamidah
"nak Reno will bring the deceased home to Surabaya tomorrow morning" said Kyai Hamdan
"yes Alhamdulillah.then what about us?' ask umi Hamidah
"at least we must follow them until the seventh day" replied Kyai Hamdan
"then boarding?" ask umi Hamidah
"ummah, pesantren we can leave to Hariz and Izah right..Abah believes they can take care of pesantren" said Kyai Hamdan who was immediately embraced by Umi Hamidah
"yes let's go to sleep, tomorrow we have to wake up early to participate in going to Surabaya" continued Kyai Hamdan