God Girl

chapter 33

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During the mourning period, quite a number of his classmates as well as some teachers came to his house, to utter condolences against the Girl.

Many of them were staring pityfully at the girl's condition. Moreover, the news about his mother who had a mental disorder as well as blind, spread quite quickly.

Even so, honestly girls do not like if the lack of their mother becomes the subject of such a conversation. Especially not just one talking about it. Girls do not need people who look at her pity, but behind her gossiping about her mother's shortcomings relentlessly.

Such a thing only further hurt his heart.

And it has been a few days since the death of her mother, in fact, the girl's heart is still covered by a very deep sadness. It is still hard to accept this harsh reality.

The most important person in his life left him forever. The girl has not even been able to realize her wishes regarding the healing of her mother's eyes.

The nominal money he had collected with great difficulty for his mother's eye donor during this time, was like a pile of worthless sheets of paper in his place.

The girl was devastated by the deep sadness. He felt that his life had no purpose and also motivation as it used to be. The only person who became his reason for living such a cruel life was gone for good.

And girl....

"Dis, where are you going? we're together, right?" aurel asked, as he looked at the girl who was already standing from her seat, when the first sound of the resting bell rang out.

Three days ago, the girl entered school, but Aurel still found sadness on her best friend's face.

"I don't want to go to the cafeteria anymore, Rail."

"Continue going where? aren't you a laper?"

Girl shakes. "No." The answer. Never mind hunger, to stare at food alone it feels like girls are not tasteful at all. "You go to the cafeteria first, I'm going to the bus to read a book."

"But, Dis⸺"

Not yet Aurel finished the sentence, the girl had already gone out of class leaving Aurel who was now gloomy-faced. In fact, Aurel really misses the figure of the girl as usual. Without sadness and always looking strong.

The god who had been paying attention in the distance, also felt the same thing. He finally got out of his seat to follow.

The footsteps of the God corridor stopped, when he saw Juna approaching the girl. In the end, God chose to be silent and just look at the distance.

"Bus,"

The girl was forced to stop her steps when she heard the greetings from her ex who had several days started to be kind to her.

"What's wrong?"

"I need to talk to you, both."

The girl took a breath for a moment. "Not yesterday I told you, there's nothing to forgive. Here I am wrong. Do what you're sorry for." Said the girl who thought that Juna still wanted to discuss the apology he made yesterday.

And yes, the girl's estimate is correct. In fact, the cold attitude of the girl makes Juna feel not enough if only apologizing. Although Juna was so angry and disappointed when he found out that the Girl was in the room of the God's apartment a few days ago, it was still in fact Juna's hatred of the Girl, she said, lost by the feelings of affection that are still stored neatly in his heart until now.

Sometimes it makes him miserable. The hateful attitude that he shows to Girls during this time is just a form of emotional outburst of disappointment over all the lies that Girls do about who he really is.

But.. when Aurel told me about the situation of the real Girl, somehow Juna felt his attitude and words so far towards Girl, it was outrageous.

This is really difficult to explain by words, behind the disappointment, hatred and anger that comes out, honestly stored feelings of affection that are still too high for Girls. And Juna admitted that.

"Dis, Aurel told me everything was the same. And. I feel like all the bad words I've been saying to you, it's been so outrageous."

"You don't have to feel guilty. I'm a cheap girl like you said. Nothing wrong with what you said at that time" said the girl with her flat face. Her steps were about to swing, but Juna held back her arm quickly.

"Dis⸺"

"June! Please, I do not want anyone to see and finally misunderstand us. So please, take your hands off!" pinta Girl with such a firm tone. Highlight the pleading eyes, realized by Juna, which finally made the guy take off his hands slowly.

"Why.. what I have said so far has hurt your heart, then you⸺" again Girl interrupts Juna's speech.

"No. I just don't want your new boyfriend to misunderstand. So better, you keep behaving like that time. When you look at me with eyes full of hate.it's better for me, and for you."

This time Juna did not hold back the departure of the girl as before. He just kept silent full of regret.

Dis, if you knew the reason why I could be Sesil. It's not all what you think.

"You better give me an explanation for the reason that you can suddenly talk to a lowly prostitute like her!" Sesil suddenly comes and throws a suspicious sharp word at Juna.

"Jaga your words!" Juna pointed right in front of Sesil's face. "Not that we have agreed from the beginning, you will not reveal anything about the profession of Girl, especially when at school?!"

That's absolutely true. In order to maintain the good name of the girl at school, Juna had to accept the requirements proposed by Sesil in exchange for silence, namely by being his girlfriend. That is why, Sesil had been silent and did not spread the news about the girl who was a prostitute.

In fact from the beginning when Juna found out about Girl's work, making Juna take quick action. Ignoring anger, disappointment and resentment. He asked Sesil not to spread rumors about girls, to school friends. Until sesil undertakes by providing conditions that are finally forced to be accepted by Juna.

"Yes, I remember. Remember that even. But I also can't just sit by and watch you talk to her together! remember Juna, you promised to forget him and learn to love me. You forget, now we are dating. So please keep away Girl, or I will not hesitate to make a single day to the school, who is the real Girl. You know what would happen if I did that?"

Juna clenched his hands tightly. In fact, he knows very well how Sesil's nature. A girl like her wouldn't mess with her words. The threat he heard just now, wasn't just nonsense.

Goddamn bum! Why should I be stuck with a cunning chick like her!

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Girl on tiptoe⸺trying to reach a book that is located on the top shelf of the library. Body size is small and not too high, making it difficult to reach the book he wants.

Until a hand from behind first took the book, along with a breath and masculine fragrance that invoked his sense of smell.

The girl twists her body, her irises meet the look of a man who has a face similar to his ex. The distance was so close, making the man speechless admiring the beautiful face in front of him.

"God.ma-thank you." The girl said nervously, by receiving the God-given book she had just picked up.

"Together." The god said that sentence without moving.

The height and sturdy posture possessed by Gods, making Girls have to look up when they see it. The girl turned her eyes away when she realized the distance so close from the two. He then moved to the left side to escape from the confines of God.

Of course, God does not just let and even hinder by extending one hand on the bookshelf. The girl was surprised.

"Ka-kamu⸺" The girl turned her head in a soft voice. Making the netra they met each other like before.

"Gue.. just want to know directly, how you are now. Do you still have nightmares during sleep?" ask the God in a soft voice. Given that they are currently in the school library.

"do you know where I often have nightmares??" Because what Girl remembers, she only told Aurel about her having nightmares since her mother died. The dream always woke him up in the middle of the night.

"Gue was unintentionally horrified, when you again talked to Aurel in class."

"Not intentionally horrified! Not sniffing." The Lord's error justifies.

"Just like that."

"Different. In terms of sentences it's different."

Girl grunting doesn't want to extend. "Whatever." He moved back to the other side, where there were no arms of God blocking his way.

The god sits at an empty table with the girl facing off.

"BTW, you're not going to work in a normal place anymore?" ask the curious god. Because, he had repeatedly come to the nightclub that managed mami to find out, but God did not once find the girl there.

"You.. Why am I there?" ask the girl with the furrowed eyebrows. He stopped for a moment the book he had started reading.

"PD. I also remember you. I-i..." God hung his sentence for a while, to find the right reason. "Other people want to play there. Not that I'm nyariin lo."

The girl understood.

"So you don't work there anymore??"

"I don't know either."

"Do you not know?"

The girl breathed her heavy breath. Honestly, girls want to stop working in her place, Mom. But the girl was sure if her father would definitely not be that easy to let.

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"When do you start working again?" arman asked, as he looked at the girl who had just come home from school and entered the room to put down her bag and change her clothes.

"Not know." The girl replied briefly, confirming her loose hairband and without looking back at Arman.

"Have answered so. You know, these three days my mom has been nelfonin me constantly. He wants you to work as soon as possible in his place! He said that many of his customers are already nanyain elo!"

Girl twisting body face to face with her father. "Well, please let me know a little. I can give you a reason for what it is to Mom. Besides, as long as I don't work, Dad can still get all the money from me."

"What money?? this money you mean??" Arman took out some of the money belonging to the girl he had taken when the Girl was in school earlier. "Pantesan ya, you can give me money every day even if you do not work. It turns out secretly you've earned your work money without my knowledge!"

The girl really did not expect, how could her father know where he had kept his savings all this time.

"Well, I beg you, give me back the girl's money. That's the savings I wanted to use yesterday for my mother's eye donor."

"But now the madman is dead. So this money is for me. My needs are much greater every day. Know it?!"

"But yeah. u-money that I want to use for school fees in the future. After graduating from high school, I want to go to college.."

"Lo's great style, pack want to lecture all. I tell you, people who continue the lecture usually want to get a good job with a big salary. Lah elo already have a good job that can earn a lot of money. Why bother wanting to go to college?! Waste of money is his name!"

"But I don't want to keep working like this, Dad!"

"if you don't want to work like this, you still want to work what? huh uh??" snapped Arman, while pounding the door of the girl's room. Apparently just talking to a high school boy, able to make his emotions ignited up like this. Somehow Arman felt his daughter was always smart to lure out her anger.

"A-aku⸺"

"Bahh! Be done! I don't want to argue at length with you." said Arman trying to dampen emotions. "Rian was my phone this morning, he said he wanted to book you again. I've got the money, and you have to lay it down tonight!"

The girl shook her head quickly. "No! I don't want to! mending dad turn his money back to Rian."

"What?? balikin?? Just delicious! That's called dead nyari! Anyway I don't want to know, you later tonight have to layanin her. period."

BRAKK!

Arman slammed the door with his bangs. He even locked the door of the Girl's room from the outside to keep the Girl from running away.

"Well! Daddy's!! Please open the door, Dad! DADDY!!"

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At 19:00

The god is lying on the bed with one hand that he uses as a cushion, it seemed to bring up a smile when remembering the interaction between himself and the girl who was so close while in the school bus when the break arrived.

Honestly, at that time again God felt his heartbeat that was racing faster than usual. All this time he never felt like this when dealing with a girl though.

The god even asked his friends what he felt at that time. Stupid because his friends laughed at him endlessly. Fortunately he didn't tell the girl's name that made him like this. Maybe his friend will make fun of him even worse.

"Will he come to the nightclub again today?" the God of God wonders.

He picked up the phone and looked at the square screen for a long time.His hand then moved to scroll and stop when the name of the Girl was seen on his phone screen.

The gods began to think about contacting him or not.

"Ck! It's stupid!"

Tuuutt...! a tuuuttt!!

Sounds like a connecting tone.

While in a different place, the girl who was still confined in her own room with panic and fear that began to envelop herself, grabbed the phone that happened to be right next to her.

He inched his seat to immediately receive the call that turned out to be from the Gods.

"Ha-hello, Dis..."

"God! God please help me!"

God of course panicked to hear the Girl asking for help while crying like that.

"What's the matter Dis? what the hell's going on? Why are you crying??"

"I beg the Lord. Pick me up and get me out of here. My father.he made me layanin om Rian tonight. I refused, but Dad locked me in my room. Please God, please help me. I do not want layanin om Rian. He's scary."

"What?! I-yes. You calm down first. I'll pick you up and get you out of there."

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