
There comes a time when my race for you must be lost..
Makes me not be with you anymore..
Karna..
Every meeting there must be a farewell..
I still don't know when that's gonna happen..
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Day after day is passing now. Until it does not feel 5 years old vira left the god without any news that makes the state of the god become frustrated.
The man is now standing in the balcony of his room, staring at a photo of a woman occasionally staring at the beautiful night sky. There are thousands of stars and moonlight there.
The man's gaze also fell on a photo of a smiling woman, making his longing for her even more. The longing has now spread throughout his body.
On the other hand the man felt his heart ache, when he had to part with the woman. Farewell will come at every meeting. But does goodbye have to be like this?.
The man knew the answer. He's ill. Yes he felt pain in his heart when he parted with the woman. The man was now staring at the night sky that was already roaring with moonlight.
Staring at the sky made him see the figure he had longed for was smiling at him. It also makes the man smile. That smile was what he had longed for.
The man now breathed a second long and then he smiled thinly "Gue miss you Vira, Should I wait until when do you? When to come?! Honestly, the longer I expected you to come. The more hurt I am, Vir. Why does destiny keep us apart? If time could be repeated, I would try to repair this relationship"
"Raclut? Sure. I am tired of waiting for you to vir. There is a time for the heart to get tired, right? And there comes a time when the heart moves to another heart. But can my heart turn to another? While in my heart it's just lo?!"
"What should be the way? What do I do, vir?! What ways can you get back. Are you there well ajah? Are you there to eat? Are you there kangen me? And what.l'd you care there still for me,vir? I need an answer now, Vir."
"For 5 years I waited lo, for 5 years also I closed my heart to lo. And for 5 years you also went to see me. Are you missing me now? Like I miss you now?! The answer must be the same, you don't know."
"If I hadn't misunderstood you at that time. And if I hadn't been in an accident. Surely now our relationship is good. But unfortunately it's just a delusion I'm telling vir"
"Why don't you tell me what about your illness. What exactly am I and you? The cement? A pal? A boyfriend? Or.. a stranger?! Why don't you ever tell me anything about your illness?!."
"Sometimes I think, Is what I've been doing all this time right or wrong? And sometimes I also think, Actually our current relationship is what the hell? Sometimes I want to be selfish. I want to see you, I want to hug you, I want to see your smile, I want you to belong to me the only one. But is that really the truth?"
The man is now smiling bitterly "If this pain I have to bear to be with you forever. I'm willing vir. I am willing for you." he said
The sound of the door opening. Showing the figure of a middle-aged woman who is now lamenting her lekaki child who is now sad. The woman moved her feet closer to her son. He patted his son's shoulder slowly.
The man turned his head while smiling faintly "What's the matter?" Ask her
The middle-aged woman smiled, "You still think of Vira?" His question made the man exhale his breath
The middle-aged woman is now stroking the hair "Mamah knows it must be painful. Abandoned by someone we loved for years. Mamah also had time to feel it anyway" he said
"Well, what do you think the god should be now? Does the god have to continue waiting for vira or.dewa lupain vira? The god is confused mah" he said
The middle-aged woman smiled, "Mommy can't answer. All the answers are in your own heart. Try to open a little heart for others, whether there is a woman who likes you like the previous vira. If there really is maybe he is your real soul mate" he said
"If that's the answer, the gods will try" he said
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Vira is on the plane now. He really can't wait to see the people he's loved all this time. He misses her so much.
His heart rumbled happily when his illness all this time he suffered was cured. And now he was happy to see a smile engraved on the lips of the god.
Vira is now staring into the window of the plane while smiling thinly "Gue can't wait to see you god, are you there good enough? Are you there still keeping your heart for me?"
"Maybe in your heart that right now there must be another woman besides me. Because I know, there are times when we wait and there are times when we stop. Because waiting for the uncertain is sick and tired"
"But is it possible that there are other women? I wish it was just me. If I was healthy then surely now our relationship is not rich gini"
"And if there was no incident at that time, our relationship would still be good. But what can I do? It's all a predetermined destiny"
"Loving you is easy but getting your heart is hard. Beyond the formula of physics and chemistry, which I must learn first. Maybe your heart is like that. I have to learn and I understand first"
"But what is your heart still for me after 5 years of my leaving? Have you been waiting for me all this time? Have you been keeping your heart for me all this time? If there really is I'm hearted now. I'm gonna try to be a better woman for you!" Prattling
The plane aboard the Vira has landed in the airport. All the passengers got off the plane and so did the Vira. The woman has now disembarked from the airport. Now he smiled sweetly while breathing.
"God I'm Come back to you!" Vira said with a smile