Give me back my smile

episode 8's

Adit just looked at Biyan's face with shame the lie that he closed was revealed by his lover, I sat down while holding my sadness even though in the eyes there was already a lot that I had to spill.

The clock shows three o'clock in the afternoon, the children in time to rest, in front of the cashier standing just staring at them laughing happily without caring about me. There were splashes of dripping water constantly falling down on my face.

"Mba." said the handsome young man.

Biyan just glanced at the direction of the voice, looking at the person Zaki was about to marry.

"Yes, Brother."

"I want to order one serving of meatballs."

"Well, sister, what do you want to bring yourself?"

"In between mba."

"OK."

Five minutes of Zaki food is ready to be given to Zaki.

"This is his meatballs brother."

"thank you, Bi, eat together."

"I ate it already."

Zaki stood up to Siti.

"Mba, may I ask you a favor?"

"What yes."

"I want to eat with a beautiful woman."

"My same?"

"The same Mba over there?"while pointing at Biyan.

"OK."

Zaki walked towards the dining table, while pulling the chair beside him.

"Sit down."

"I work."

"Yes, I know, a minute, yes." With a clear face.

"Yes," said I, while sitting next to Zaki's eyes I still had water droplets running.

His two eyeballs looking at me sharply made me feel uneasy and embarrassed Zaki eating the meatballs that were in front of him I was just playing my phone. The sound of mobile phone vibration that sounded from Zaki's pants pocket just look at it and then put it back into his pants pocket.

"Why not get picked up, Mom?"

"It doesn't matter."

"Who?"

"Friends."

"Oh."

"Bi, we're getting married soon."

"When?"

"Front month."

"Love my time."

"Until when, Bi, day after day I have no explanation where I want to go with you?"

"Mas, when I'm young, give me more time."

"I waited for you how long, did I turn white? Or do I have to get buried until you want to marry me?"

"Mas, I love you but please take the time I can understand what love is, what love with you is like?"

"You know what love is? Love is thread and cloth in perfection."

"Love is not seen in perfection, for what there is a lack if not complementary, do you have to choose perfectly to marry you mas?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Step by step I walked past Adit who was with the woman, I stood in front of the cashier Adit looked at me only making me feel the pain he was doing to me...

An hour passed by and Adit and Siti were coming home from work. Adit wanted to get close to me his face was something he wanted to talk to me about but what power the woman next to him kept following beside Adit.

"Mas go home." said the woman while carrying her bag.

Without wasting any time I walked up to Zaki who was engrossed in leptop, Adit's face turned jealous of Zaki. Zaki stood up with spoiled Biyan embracing the hand of Zaki without seeing the face of Adit.

"Why are you, Dek?"zaki said to me.

"Did I get you wrong?"

"I'm happy."

"Times?"

"Yes, if you don't believe it, want to go home or walk first?"

"I want to walk, Mas."take me, with a spoiled face.

"OK if you want, where are we going?"

"I'm going to get some ice cream."

"We buy."

Smiling is forced even though the heart is hurt just to comfort the heart, let this be a secret of me and God without anyone knowing. Step by step I kept walking around in the crowd making me smile the hurt feeling that made me have to avoid him even though I couldn't.

I sensed that someone was looking at me, I looked back at Adit who was following along with the woman.

I ordered vanilla and chocolate flavored ice cream, Zaki took out the dopet and paid for what I ordered, I sat on the bench already available there.

Looking into each other's eyes while enjoying the taste of the ice cream, Zaki gave ice cream to Biyan's mouth by accident he stuck it to Biyan's face, biyan Kels face but she saw the back still there was someone who saw her I did the same as she did I pretended to be happy for Adit to be hurt by me.

One hour Zaki and I were still at the mall, I invited Zaki to come home twenty minutes before my house, keep walking without much talk in the direction of the room that often I express a sense of sprains, sad and disappointed. The room calms me down every day.

After cleaning myself I opened the window, enjoying the wind whirring through the bones in my heart until I felt comfortable and calm even though at once my heart had been broken like a moving mirror.

I saw the twilight sun would be covered in white clouds alternating with the moon and stars that enveloped the darkness of the night until this body felt limp for a moment, lying down to the bed where the mattress is very soft just looking at the face of him who has hurt me, wanting me to curse, crying so that I am satisfied this but what power I.

Just a matter of seconds my eyes fell asleep, the morning sun greeted me the heat penetrated the skin until it ran over, repeated, I awoke to hear the sound of the merdunya chicken and the sound of dawn to greet the Muslims perform the obligation of worship to the owner of this world.

Today I'm off work longing to go far away let this heart calm down but I'm not a weak woman like they did to me this.

"I'll avenge you remember that, you think I can't do what you do, remember my vengeance hurts more than this" he said in his heart.

The sound of my phone rang I saw a chat from Tia, she just apologized to me. I just smiled cynically looking at the profile photo in the chat.

"I'm sorry, you think in an apology you can heal my wounds, you evil man," your heart turned angry and threw the phone in his hand.

A clear voice rang out behind the door while calling out to me, I opened my Mother's yelling.

"For my mother's son."

"Pag, Ma."

"Yuk's breakfast?"

"I'm lazy, Ma."

"Why?"

"Ma, did I borrow the car?"

"Where are you going?"

"Me, want to go to my friend's house can ya?"

"Ok, when are you leaving?"

"Four ten."

"Breakfast first?"

"Lazy, Ma."

"Yes, Mama wants breakfast first."

"OK."