Give me back my husband's smile

CHAPTER 86: Ending Life

The moon sat at the bedside staring at the window of the tightly closed room with a blank look. For a month he was confined to a room without being able to breathe the air of freedom, making the Moon feel frustrated. Her tears dripped unstoppably, she wanted to end her suffering. His clasped hand reached into the pillow, he took a knife that he had deliberately hidden there.

Moon's left hand stretched out, she held the knife she had placed right on her veins. The moon is tired of living, there is no hope for her. Every day he was subjected to torture and pressure from Alvaro made his mentality even more shaken. Alvaro did not love him, but the young man only used his body to serve his lust.

"I-I would go crazy if I lived like this.hiks." The Moon muttered with tears, her right hand trembling with a sharp knife ready to slice through her veins. The moon slowly closed its eyes, for him dying was the only way out. For a moment she forgot her mother and even the baby in her womb, she was too upset to be able to discern that her actions were wrong. When he almost scratched the sharp knife, suddenly the shadow of the past swirled in his brain.

“Hiks-hiks, you want to leave me and prefer another woman, right? Live happily with her and you will mourn my death. Until death I will not be willing you to be with him hiks-hiks.”

“MONTH!!” Again the man snapped at him, he was tired of hearing the sickening drama the Moon was doing.

Alvaro has been frustrated with facing the Moon. “If it's your decision, then do it.”

The moon rounded her eyes, she swallowed her saliva with great difficulty. The moon even held the sharp knife trembling. Seen a look of fear on his face, he was worried and Alvaro with a cold look instead smiled cynically disdainfully.

The girl wiped her tears for a moment. “Ba-ba-alright, I will definitely do it. Da-and ka-you must a-a-will regret it.” he said stammeringly.

Alvaro still stood casually staring at the Moon's motions without interest. As much as possible Alvaro will not be eaten by the bluff of the stubborn girl.

The moon took a deep breath, gathering its guts. He closed his eyes slowly. “Goodbye.”

Sreet. Blood splattered on the floor, it felt so painful and sore. The moon completely cut off his own veins.

"No!" Shouting the Moon, he immediately opened his eyes. He was so scared, he didn't want to feel any pain.

The moon put the sharp knife back under his pillow. Both hands rubbed the sweat drops on his face, he once slashed his hands to threaten Alvaro for the young man to marry him and now he wants to end his life to be able to get out of Alvaro's shackles. The world was completely toying with him right now, as if not letting the Moon taste happiness.

"Hiks..hiks.ma Moon fear ma." He said sobbing. "Mom-month wants to go home hiks." She squeezed her knee-length dress, Moon felt annoyed with herself for being a weak woman.

She could not fight her husband so the young man treated her arbitrarily. Alvaro is an arrogant man who is heartless, when he is pregnant he still uses his body to satisfy his lust. The moon every day must endure the pain and pain that he felt himself in this mute environment. Shouts of fear, crumpled body that was touched violently and heard abuse and insults made his feelings hurt. The moon is not that strong to hold on to, he hates Alvaro so much.

Slek..srek.

The two eyes of the Moon faded as his ears caught the sound of a man's steps toward his room, even the Moon heard the loud sound of a key being inserted into the doorknob. Moon can guess it must be Alvaro who is visiting this apartment. The moon trembled in fear, he memorized the habits of the young man. Every time he came to this apartment, he would touch his body forcefully no matter whether Moon was tired or sick Alvaro would still attach importance to his lust.

The moon ran into the bathroom, she locked the door from the inside. He sat in a closet with his heart pounding, the Moon will not obey Alvaro's orders anymore. He's tired, Alvaro treats himself like a whore in this apartment.

"The moon!" The moon heard Alvaro's voice calling himself, he smothered his own mouth. Moon did not want to meet with Alvaro, the young man made Moon mentally depressed.

"MONTH!" This time Alvaro called out to him loudly until his voice boomed making the Moon flinch. As much as possible the Moon muffled his sobbing.

Dor..dor.

"THE MOON OPENS THE DOOR!" Alvaro growled, his emotions he could not control anymore against his wife who was always defiant.

"Hiks..hiks...hiks." The moon stroked his large stomach which suddenly felt very painful as if his son could also feel the worry experienced by his mother. "Mama, mama is afraid of your father.hiks."

"MONTH, YOU WILL RECEIVE PUNISHMENT IF YOU DO NOT OBEY MY ORDERS!" Alvaro never messes with his words.

The moon slowly walked closer to the door, she swallowed her hard-earned saliva. "How is this hiks. What should my mom do?" Her hand rubbed her stomach to get her baby to talk.

The Moon's gaze fell on a floor cleaning bottle that was in the corner of the toilet. He took the bottle of deep blue. The moon began to open it, a pungent scent smelled so piercing. The Moon's hands clasped the bottle trembling until some of the liquid spilled over the hands. Moon's current mind was completely stifled, he wanted to chug down on that concentrated liquid to end it all without any pain he felt.

BRACKET

Alvaro managed to break down the bathroom door, he was surprised not to play when he saw the Moon was ready to drink the floor cleaning fluid. His hand reflex grabbed the bottle from his grasp last month threw it against the wall until the cleaning fluid splattered onto the floor. The moon was fixated on staring at Alvaro's nanar with hunting breath, he was annoyed that Alvaro was bothering him.

PLAQUES

The moon fell down while holding her cheek that felt hot. So loud slap Alvaro makes the corner of the lips of the Moon bleed fresh. Alvaro's jaw churned in anger, Moon was intent on killing herself before his eyes. Stupid woman! Alvaro would not allow the Moon that easy to get away from him.

"From you!" Alvaro pulled the Moon's arm so the woman could stand facing him.

"Take me off." Said the Moon, she rebelled to escape the clutches of her husband's hand. "Take off me Al!" Snapping the Moon with courage. Alvaro drags the Moon out of the bathroom, pushing her to the ground.

"Ah." She grimaced feeling her stomach ache, Moon's hands clinging to the bedposts. He tried to stand up, holding back the pain in his stomach. "Enough Al!" The moon clenched its hands together, its breath hunting as it stared intently at Alvaro.

The moon wiped away the tears that filled her cheeks. "I am not your whore Al, you have no right to my body nor my heart." The firmness of the Moon made Alvaro raise his eyebrows sharply, daring once the Moon denied him. Apparently his wife now dares to fight him, Alvaro likes the Moon to be submissive and timid so he can submit to her. "I hate you so much that I find it hard to breathe when I see your face Al."

Alvaro screeched at the Moon's words just now. "Don't talk like you don't like me Moon, remember you used to beg me for love."

The moon shook her head. "You're wrong Al!" Snapping the Moon, he was already tired of being a con man. His lie even plunged the Moon into pain, he did not want to obey the will of his mother again. "My love for you is long gone Al, now there is only hate in my heart." Moon honestly said, she was fed up with her husband.

"Behold Al, I was forced to marry you because of the demands of mama. Mama wants me to bond a marriage with you to avenge her for Nadia's mom and the Stars. Stupidly I followed all her plans, now I'm tied to this torturous marriage. From the bottom of my heart, I don't actually want to marry you."

Alvaro was surprised to hear the Moon's words just now, he gripped the Moon's shoulder firmly. "What's your max Moon!" The impact is emotional, this is hard to believe.

So all this time the Moon has only used itself as a tool for revenge. One thing Alvaro could not accept was when Moon said that the woman apparently did not love him. Since the beginning of the Moon never intended to be his wife Alvaro, he seduced and seduced Alvaro just because of orders from his mother alone. Alvaro thought that the Moon of love died to him but it was not so, all this was just a setting made by Laura's mother.

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